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I'm so tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a ghost. These thoughts and feelings haunt me and don't seem to go away. The more I think the harder things become and the more I feel like screaming. I want to undo the last 3 weeks. I want to be back in my bed alone wondering what was going to happen over that one night at the end of September. I never imagined I'd really ever want to request a time machine, but in this case, I really do. Re-do please.
I have ghosts in my closet and I keep dancing with them. I'm torn between so much wrong, so many mistakes. I don't remember when the last time I felt this depressed for this long. It's been weeks since I truly smiled or gave a damn. I've just been saying "whatever" like it's the word of the day for weeks. I'm just tired of feeling.
I have ghosts in my closet and I keep dancing with them. I'm torn between so much wrong, so many mistakes. I don't remember when the last time I felt this depressed for this long. It's been weeks since I truly smiled or gave a damn. I've just been saying "whatever" like it's the word of the day for weeks. I'm just tired of feeling.