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just finished my first year at ucsc. so glad but
why does it scare me and make me sad to think that in no time i'm gonna be out of college and an adult? and it makes me so sad to realize i wont be with my family forever? i hate growing up..i really do. i want to stay like this forever and i want everyone to stay like this with me. am i the only one feeling all shitty about this? fuck.
why does it scare me and make me sad to think that in no time i'm gonna be out of college and an adult? and it makes me so sad to realize i wont be with my family forever? i hate growing up..i really do. i want to stay like this forever and i want everyone to stay like this with me. am i the only one feeling all shitty about this? fuck.