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i realize that no one reads this. so this entry and anything else that ever ends up in here is just for me
i'm ok with that
after taking a nice look at my life over the last few years i realized that i still have no idea which end is up. i mean, i know some stuff but as far as understanding its just too much still. i think. eh oh well. i'm on spring break right now, which is kind of weird because there are still huge piles of snow in my front yard. i like snow in december, but not so much in march. or on my spring break i mean. being on spring break but not in spring weather is strange, kind of confusing actually. it makes me think about high school spring breaks and how much of a blast those always were. i've been pretty damn bored this whole break. a few people are around, but everyone is fairly busy and lots of people are at school. so its almost not like a break if you think about breaks as hanging out with friends in nice weather times. i've watchedc a movie basically every night this week. the girl next door is amazing, by the way. i'm not really sure what i should be writing right now because this thing has always been sort of an emotional dump and i'm not feelign emotional at all. exactly the opposite actually. i cant believe school is almost over. a few more weeks and i will be done with my freshman year of college. i'll never be a freshman again. makes me a little nostalgic which i hate because i'm always nostalgic about everything. eventually i'll get over it i guess. i almost feel like i've missed out on some of the freshman college things. but i dont get that because i've done so much stuff. besides all the work i do which is ridiculous and a story of its own i played broomball for a semester and raquetball and of course checked out the party scene, rocked a little of the dorm life sometimes. met and became best friends with basically the hottest girl on the planet, did a little sketch comedy, got addicted to coffee and soda, quit soda, got more addicted to coffee, ate a billion pitas, took buses and taxis all over the city of syracuse, got hypothermia every day from the 100 mile/hr winds that attack my face every morning. skipped about half my theory classes both semesters, spent all night working on drawings that didnt get looked at in my crit, became nocternal, went to boston over winter break and hung out with the hot girl, spent hours just laying around pretending like i had nothing better to do, taught myself how to draw, realized that i liked stuff that i never liked before, had a single in a double that was invaded by a decent dude after winter break,
actually thats enought of that. nice little quick brainstorm though.
i think its time i go find something to do. sitting around on a friday night isnt cool. especially if youre unshowered and wearing the same clothes as the day before. but honestly who does that???
i'm ok with that
after taking a nice look at my life over the last few years i realized that i still have no idea which end is up. i mean, i know some stuff but as far as understanding its just too much still. i think. eh oh well. i'm on spring break right now, which is kind of weird because there are still huge piles of snow in my front yard. i like snow in december, but not so much in march. or on my spring break i mean. being on spring break but not in spring weather is strange, kind of confusing actually. it makes me think about high school spring breaks and how much of a blast those always were. i've been pretty damn bored this whole break. a few people are around, but everyone is fairly busy and lots of people are at school. so its almost not like a break if you think about breaks as hanging out with friends in nice weather times. i've watchedc a movie basically every night this week. the girl next door is amazing, by the way. i'm not really sure what i should be writing right now because this thing has always been sort of an emotional dump and i'm not feelign emotional at all. exactly the opposite actually. i cant believe school is almost over. a few more weeks and i will be done with my freshman year of college. i'll never be a freshman again. makes me a little nostalgic which i hate because i'm always nostalgic about everything. eventually i'll get over it i guess. i almost feel like i've missed out on some of the freshman college things. but i dont get that because i've done so much stuff. besides all the work i do which is ridiculous and a story of its own i played broomball for a semester and raquetball and of course checked out the party scene, rocked a little of the dorm life sometimes. met and became best friends with basically the hottest girl on the planet, did a little sketch comedy, got addicted to coffee and soda, quit soda, got more addicted to coffee, ate a billion pitas, took buses and taxis all over the city of syracuse, got hypothermia every day from the 100 mile/hr winds that attack my face every morning. skipped about half my theory classes both semesters, spent all night working on drawings that didnt get looked at in my crit, became nocternal, went to boston over winter break and hung out with the hot girl, spent hours just laying around pretending like i had nothing better to do, taught myself how to draw, realized that i liked stuff that i never liked before, had a single in a double that was invaded by a decent dude after winter break,
actually thats enought of that. nice little quick brainstorm though.
i think its time i go find something to do. sitting around on a friday night isnt cool. especially if youre unshowered and wearing the same clothes as the day before. but honestly who does that???