15 days...
Classes are over
2 finals, 1 critique, 1 last lesson
and I'm done
taking a piece of paper that says I know stuff
and jumping into this "real world" people are always talking about
I could have sworn these past four years were real, though
I don't think I dreamed them up...
Yeah, yeah, I know that there's bills and jobs and all these things I haven't had to deal with. I'm not discounting their importance/difficulty. But college hasn't exactly been a walk in the park...
some things I'm happy about leaving
others, I'm sad
trying not to regret/beat myself up about too many things
or to be bitter about others
they've all shaped me into who I am now
all I can do is learn from them and move on
had an interview today
feeling ambivalent about it
is that where I'm supposed to go next?
is it right for me?
am I too burned out?
another possibility
sounding more appealing right now
pursuing both, and seeing where He leads
still have no money for this summer
and no idea about the scholarships
I'm trusting as much as I can
but part of me is starting to worry
at least the part listening to my parents...
one step at a time
one day at a time
2 finals, 1 critique, 1 last lesson
and I'm done
taking a piece of paper that says I know stuff
and jumping into this "real world" people are always talking about
I could have sworn these past four years were real, though
I don't think I dreamed them up...
Yeah, yeah, I know that there's bills and jobs and all these things I haven't had to deal with. I'm not discounting their importance/difficulty. But college hasn't exactly been a walk in the park...
some things I'm happy about leaving
others, I'm sad
trying not to regret/beat myself up about too many things
or to be bitter about others
they've all shaped me into who I am now
all I can do is learn from them and move on
had an interview today
feeling ambivalent about it
is that where I'm supposed to go next?
is it right for me?
am I too burned out?
another possibility
sounding more appealing right now
pursuing both, and seeing where He leads
still have no money for this summer
and no idea about the scholarships
I'm trusting as much as I can
but part of me is starting to worry
at least the part listening to my parents...
one step at a time
one day at a time