Apr 20, 2009 01:05
11 more days of class and 3 days of finals. totally do-able, but i'm still lacking motivation. i thought maybe i'd find it sometime this semester but i never did.
i got a little teary eyed today thinking about kristy moving. basically may is all we have left together. i can't do it. everything is going to be SO different next year. i won't do it.
i have no idea where the last 5 months of my life went. i've been having fun, but i don't know if i'm really happy. it's all been a blur and nothing substantial.
my mind would not rest today. it was all over the place, i didn't like it. it made me very uncomfortable with myself.
i just got rid of the lip ring. it seems as though every material thing that has ever "defined" me only sticks around for 2-3 years.
i'd like for kaleigh to move back. and for friends to come home for the summer...HINT KRISTIN. (and trenton)
and i wish boys wouldn't suck. or that i just wouldn't like the lame ones. one or both of those would be nice.
happy baseball season, go cubs. and go see 17 again, it was actually a surpisingly awesome movie, but maybe i was just distracted by mr efron.