"Life's like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get."
Even when you prepare yourself for what might happen and when you expect the news you get, it is still very disheartening getting that news because it wasn't the news you really wanted it. You don't realize how much you have put your heart into something until you realize it isn't going to happen anymore. Then, it turns into this whirlwind of making you feel like you havent accomplished anything and you could have been so much better.
Everything i have ever really wanted, i have right now. I got into grad school, i am doing ok with grades this semester, i am graduating from college in 5 weeks, my friends amaze me more and more everyday, my family rocks, and i have the boy i've secretly been wanting for 2 years. I have everything expect for that one small detail. Shoot for the moon and even if you don't make it, you'll land among the stars. I shot for the moon, landed among the stars, and still feel crappy about it.
I guess it just shows one more time how i don't handle rejection well. Perhaps, this is a personal character flaw i can work to improve.
Thank you to my wonderful friends who gave me the following words of advice:
Everything happens for a reason - even the hard things
everything manages to work itself out
Believe it will work and if it doesn't, you'll survive
There is always a maybe, you can't waste time on them.
I know this is all part of the master plan that is layed out for me, but it just kinda sucks right now. And so begins the planning for May. At least I have a lot to look forward to this week. Ciao.
Everything i have ever really wanted, i have right now. I got into grad school, i am doing ok with grades this semester, i am graduating from college in 5 weeks, my friends amaze me more and more everyday, my family rocks, and i have the boy i've secretly been wanting for 2 years. I have everything expect for that one small detail. Shoot for the moon and even if you don't make it, you'll land among the stars. I shot for the moon, landed among the stars, and still feel crappy about it.
I guess it just shows one more time how i don't handle rejection well. Perhaps, this is a personal character flaw i can work to improve.
Thank you to my wonderful friends who gave me the following words of advice:
Everything happens for a reason - even the hard things
everything manages to work itself out
Believe it will work and if it doesn't, you'll survive
There is always a maybe, you can't waste time on them.
I know this is all part of the master plan that is layed out for me, but it just kinda sucks right now. And so begins the planning for May. At least I have a lot to look forward to this week. Ciao.