_ I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen. I'm not sure what it is, but I get this distinct feeling that I'm holding out for an event. Something to change my life around. My constant state is one of saying, day after day, "just make it through today" and things will be okay soon. But there's nothing to look forward to. There's no end in sight.
_ Family Guy last night at Matt's house. He had slightly more success with getting people over there: Josh and Dan and Jeremy and Hunkey and Matt were all there, watching, crammed together in Ben's room. It was funny stuff. Josh and Dan had a laughing contest that lasted 5 minutes. Who could laugh the longest. It was crazy, rediculus stuff. Got caught with my hand up the back of Matt's shirt. Don't ask.
_ Amanda dahling : Matt says he is proud that he is a part of the notebook you sent me. He claims the cover is too beautiful to put him in it. I think it's just an excuse. Thank you again. I cannot get over how unworthy I am of this simple paper and such.
_ I did no homework yesterday. Instead I played The Sims for hours on end, slept until 6:30 when Kristin and Steph showed up at my house and wanted me to make the following for a German project. I'm warning you, it's fucked up. The head on the left is Dave's and the one of the right is Josh's. Yes the very same that are Matt's friends. They urged me to. I swear. Graphic editing had to get me somewhere.