May 10, 2005 20:33
I have cried lately wayyyyy more then I ever have ever.
I hate crying its so annoying...crying only feels good when there is someone there next to you cheering you up. Or if there is someone you know you can call who you know would cheer you up right away.
I can't wait till I get my license. If I don't pass the test I will probably cut myself.
I seriously will like stab someone if I don't. I will pay the driver lady to pass me and if she doesn't I will majorly yell at her. UGH!
Right when I get my license I am honestly never going to be home. I am going to be anywhere but here. I hate it here.
I HATE MY FUCKING "DAD"
Seriously, he is nicer to my friends then he is to me.
He can suck my balls.
I want to run away from this town and never come back.
There are select things/people I would miss. Honestly I could narrow the list down to about 6...six things I would miss and one of them is my friggen dog.
How fucking sad is that? SIX?!
If only I could run away without my asshole father like calling the cops to find me.
I know where I could go, where NO one would find me...seriously.
Fuck the po-leece...maybe I will run away.
I have a car now...
Oh and my dad thinks I am sending pictures to people I don't know on the computer...oh yeah dad I had cyber sex online last night you ass.
I don't meet people online that is so sketch. What an idiot...meeting people online, are you kidding. Only desperate people do that. And I am far from being desperate.
If only it was legal to kill your parent if you had a good reason.
I'm sure my sister would have beat me to it...
well he did tell me he wished he would die tonight.
Shows how intelligent he is...he's saying that kind of crap...that was just uncalled for.
So I say Yeah...I was contemplating killing myself tonight.
He's so stupid.
Ugh...I'm done complaining...I can only do that for so long....after a while I start repeating myself. Talk to you later