I wish I and you were dead so that we could know

[handicapable]

 the secret and chuckle. Handshake and buckle.

You're walking right through me
Trying to find another love
fucking fool me
you'll get by like a dove
angel's face, you can fool with such grace
instead of giving in
I did an about face

slipperyyyy

that's how you want it, don't you?
flickery, you're like the turd in the pool
every five seconds I find somebody's Muse
I just wish music was more like a fucking tube

flush it down

Flush down everything you knew you would use

Writin' paper, I scratch ink with a pen
I wanna become more than... the flower's fuckin' stem
If I wish hard enough maybe I could be with them

Goddamn it feels good 
to be writing again
unleash the horrors I wish I could...... then