May 08, 2011 18:45
I'm in a not fun type of mood today... I don't know why but I'm in like one of my depressed states, which is so not fun and I want to snap out of it!
It's been one of those days where I feel like no one loves/cares about me at all. I know that's not true, and when I get this like my head and heart are just in constant battle. Logically I know I have people who care, and all that good shit...but it just doesn't seem to matter.
I really hate being depressed like this, it's a huge weight on my heart, and I hate it even though I can't really do much about it.
I want this to have a solid fix, but it doesn't. I just hope it goes away soon....being like this all day has been really annoying and draining.
blah.....