Jun 09, 2007 18:56
not too much is happening.
i might not be the dad, actually we are almost positive that i am not. if the doctors could get their heads out of their asses we would find out for sure quite easily.
beneath still waters just finished a song today, our second now. its heavier than the first and fun to sing.
Brett is getting better by the day and that makes me happy cause he isnt very good as is.
Secada most likely will not be playing the Bangor show because its fathers day and my dad wants me to go fishing with him hardcore. the Brickhouse show was canceled and we are trying to find a new place to play on that day. hopefully Josh Poulin can help us out. the demo is done and i have like 20 copies of it. 5 bucks. come to my house and suck me off, ill give you one. maybe. if its good.
My love life is gay. im way too far away from rachel. i dont know what is happening with me. part of me just wants to never talk to her again and the other part of me wants to stay with her and see if things work out. i dont think i could ever stay with her if she has someone elses kid though.... the other part of me, the one that thinks i should never talk to her, is in the lead as far as that topic goes. i love her, or im as in love with her as ive been able to comprehend in my life. who knows if love is even anything though. maybe we all just love the pursuit of love. maybe no one truely knows what it means. if you cant explain it, then how do you know if you have ever obtained it.
should i move on? or not?
the woman that fucked another guy when we broke up and got pregnant. the bipolar skitso.
sometimes the only thing that seems good about her is the sex. which, btw is great. not that im getting any right now. sex is nothing as far as my relationships go though. its an added bonus and doesnt define whether or not i stay with the person.
jesse broke my double pedal and ever since i cant get it to work as good as it used to. fucking pisses me off, ill play with it tomorrow or the next day and try to get it working good again.
going to a hive smasher show tonight. should be fun. hopefully i dont hurt anyone this time.
i hope you all have a nice day.
and night
and week
get crunk, get laid, get paid, get high, whatever it is you do...do it. and have fun during.
im fucking leaving.
-keebz