ALERT ALERT CRAZY NEWSPAPER FACE LEXIE ON THE LOOSE
OFFICIAL HOUSE BREAKDOWN!!!
everything has gone to shit. i dont even know where to start....
We all knew zoe is a bum, and dion is a bum, and zoe hates dion, and luke doesnt care much for dion....BUT NOW----
Dion hates zoe and I hate Dion and Zoe hates Me and she also hates Dion and i hate zoe and luke hates zoe and dion.....
confused yet? i am.
The tension had been building in our house for ages. jyoti had come to stay which didnt really make things worse...
anyway luke and i had another stupid fight about stupid things, which made him immaturly decide to drown his sorrows with copious amounts of alcohol (i wasnt too impressed, especially when i had to nurse him later on while he had his head down the toilet) ANYWAY - Dion decided to pull random shit out of nowhere and tell luke that id been smoking pot! (i havnt smoked ANYTHING since ive been with luke...he is religiously against the stuff.) The point is not weather or not i smoked pot or not...it really wouldnt be any of his business if i had, but after he confronted me about it and i honestly told him that i had NOT, he said he trusted me.
BUT NO! the next morning while i was at uni, he took each of my housemates aside and did a little investigation - asked them if i had smoked pot since ive been with him. THEY ALL SAID THAT I HAVE BEEN!!! and when i got home, there was nothing i could say that would make him believe me! WE pretty much broke up. i mean, if you dont have trust then what DO u have?
I lost it big time - I went into zoe and screamed at her. her response was "dont get me involved in this"
"YOU INVOLVED YOURSELF ZOE" it went on and on...i screamed at dion too....and then ended my screaming match in a peircing "YOU'RE ALL F*CKED" before locking myself in my room and having a massive cry. i havnt chucked a tantrum like that since i was 5yrs old!
Since then, luke and i kinda sorted out our shit, but zoe, dion and i havnt said a word to eachother - i also found out that zoe has been telling luke that "im a manipulative bitch and he should get used to it"
THIS IS SO CHiLDISH!!!
Its even gone so far as zoe not even letting me carpool with her to uni even though we have the exact same lecture that morning, or her getting really snakey at me for using an almost rotten bannana in my muffins which turned out to be hers.
I just dont need this.
its also making luke and i all rocky and crapppp. we had another "break up" session last night which all ended up in tears. emotions just get in the way when we are trying to discuss problems and it all explodes. im not ready to break up with him, but sometimes i wonder what we are holding on to when this kind of stuff happens.
So i should be moving out really soon. back to freo with me i think. i'll try and get another job- at lil creatures or something - somewhere where i can actually have a personality....and get into this uni shizza....its starting slowly but i think its gonna be really good once iget into it.
Thanks for listening guys, this has been a really long and drawn out entry
toodles
everything has gone to shit. i dont even know where to start....
We all knew zoe is a bum, and dion is a bum, and zoe hates dion, and luke doesnt care much for dion....BUT NOW----
Dion hates zoe and I hate Dion and Zoe hates Me and she also hates Dion and i hate zoe and luke hates zoe and dion.....
confused yet? i am.
The tension had been building in our house for ages. jyoti had come to stay which didnt really make things worse...
anyway luke and i had another stupid fight about stupid things, which made him immaturly decide to drown his sorrows with copious amounts of alcohol (i wasnt too impressed, especially when i had to nurse him later on while he had his head down the toilet) ANYWAY - Dion decided to pull random shit out of nowhere and tell luke that id been smoking pot! (i havnt smoked ANYTHING since ive been with luke...he is religiously against the stuff.) The point is not weather or not i smoked pot or not...it really wouldnt be any of his business if i had, but after he confronted me about it and i honestly told him that i had NOT, he said he trusted me.
BUT NO! the next morning while i was at uni, he took each of my housemates aside and did a little investigation - asked them if i had smoked pot since ive been with him. THEY ALL SAID THAT I HAVE BEEN!!! and when i got home, there was nothing i could say that would make him believe me! WE pretty much broke up. i mean, if you dont have trust then what DO u have?
I lost it big time - I went into zoe and screamed at her. her response was "dont get me involved in this"
"YOU INVOLVED YOURSELF ZOE" it went on and on...i screamed at dion too....and then ended my screaming match in a peircing "YOU'RE ALL F*CKED" before locking myself in my room and having a massive cry. i havnt chucked a tantrum like that since i was 5yrs old!
Since then, luke and i kinda sorted out our shit, but zoe, dion and i havnt said a word to eachother - i also found out that zoe has been telling luke that "im a manipulative bitch and he should get used to it"
THIS IS SO CHiLDISH!!!
Its even gone so far as zoe not even letting me carpool with her to uni even though we have the exact same lecture that morning, or her getting really snakey at me for using an almost rotten bannana in my muffins which turned out to be hers.
I just dont need this.
its also making luke and i all rocky and crapppp. we had another "break up" session last night which all ended up in tears. emotions just get in the way when we are trying to discuss problems and it all explodes. im not ready to break up with him, but sometimes i wonder what we are holding on to when this kind of stuff happens.
So i should be moving out really soon. back to freo with me i think. i'll try and get another job- at lil creatures or something - somewhere where i can actually have a personality....and get into this uni shizza....its starting slowly but i think its gonna be really good once iget into it.
Thanks for listening guys, this has been a really long and drawn out entry
toodles