I lo0k s0o used and feel s0o vi0lated...

[hand_held_heart]

I grasp my neck,

the pain is unbearable now.

I know you said you loved me,

but what good is that now?

Theres something about you,

that when a mere thought of you runs threw my head,

my whole body simply freezes,

but at the same time strokes from an internal fire.

My face turns red,

theres sweat dripping off my forehead,

my heart beats faster,

and my breathing picks up.

Then,

all of a sudden I start to hear my own heart beat,

the same way it used to when I was with you.

I close my eyes and think to myself,

How much further will I let this go?,

before I realize it was never meant.

This is just a flash of light in my life,

simply just a phase,

I never could have really loved you anyways.

I tell myself this every night,

before I lay my broken heart down to rest,

even though I know it's a lie,

how else would I make it threw every lasting day?

You are the one I love but,

you aren't the one who loved me back.

I guess I'll just have to teach myself to deal with that.

This is mine, don't steal or use it. There is a story behind it, I guess ask if you really want to know. Thats all...Bye.

kThnxBye.

<3Lauren.