Jun 28, 2007 04:54
this will be half assed because its late !
camp is starting up, seems like it could be a good summer. a lot of old faces will be around, and some new ones that seem to be exactly what this places needs.
i think im suffereing from some kinda built in defense, that some how disconnects me from missing home. i miss everyone, i know i do, but i jst shut it out some how, i let work fill me up during the day, until right before bed, then it kinda kicks in... which lead to me reading and listening... which in the end was the best timing ever because its what i really needed... maybe i got choked up a bit, maybe i didnt... maybe i jst want you to know that it meant a lot... the songs help me keep a piece of you with me.
i feel horrible not being there, when i feel like i need to be... x1
i feel horrible not being there, when i feel like i need to be... x2
i feel horrible not being there, when i feel like i need to be... x3
keeping it relaxed and pressure free...
meggy poo, be strong babe, u can always love me !
congrats jessie on ur g2, ill expect the limo service as soon as i get back
i refuse to tell lies here... its wrong... this is used to say the things i cant... not to be confused for being afraid, this is for me to use as an escape for the things i cant vocalize, they just mostly relate to people who read
sleep tight world
sweet dreams c.e. be home soon !
- boy
ps why is my emoticon holding 1992 on a platter? haha