oh jesus

[hand_and_heart]

everything is well, it is as i could only hope. time runs short, and i expect nothing in the end. but it would be a lie if i said, eventually, i wouldnt beleive in it enough. i've been here enough times to know, that i have no idea what will happen, no idea what ill do. but for once its a breath of fresh air, i think ur fresh air. i think im mushy to much, and it clouds the things i do. i beleive ur important because im thinking about u, even when im not trying too. but i know that i do something things, plainly out of a desire for something better then me. or sometimes because i feel like thats what i should do... but honestly sometimes i wanna do these crazy things because its the kinda person i am. so now all i have to do is figure out which is which.

dont go with me, just be. dont be scared with both have equal parts put in. and dont worry about whats to come, ill be here to help u all along the way

no more mush beyond this point

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im watching M.A.S.H the movie, im excited, how can u hate mash ! im going to see bo in a bit, which is always fun :P maybe i should change soon. work at 4, i hate work, i miss camp... i miss randi shes my little cricket.

im going now

ps she sings this song, but i cant tell her that it meant a lot to someone else, because it means so much to her...

i'll believe in a anything...