Comments | hanaurimusume: Do you think this is 40 gallons or 30 gallons? I have no idea? How do you spell 'anemone'?

hanaurimusume

Do you think this is 40 gallons or 30 gallons? I have no idea? How do you spell 'anemone'?

Jan 29, 2010 12:37

Sometimes I have to think 'what, do you drop acid or something?' when I go back and read the things I jot down to myself:

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life, memoirs

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lastiheard January 29 2010, 18:45:07 UTC

i was gonna post excerpts when i started journaling but i'm so srs and boring.

exsisto January 29 2010, 19:33:05 UTC

I only journaled when I was like 5 so my entries are like,
"on cristmax you dont eat meeeeeeet"
True entry. Except I used a whole sentence to fill with e's for meat.
I was stupid.

derekja January 29 2010, 19:56:43 UTC

:-)

I Lol'ed when I read that and everyone in my lab now thinks I'm weird(er).

algomuyraro January 30 2010, 01:33:20 UTC

haha, i don't understand your fear of being organic! it's so cool. it's more complicated than being a robot.

hanaurimusume January 30 2010, 03:06:03 UTC

I love studying living things and body systems and then when I remember I am one too I am like WHOA. Sometimes I even forget what I look like or that I have a body and that I'm not just a cloud of air floating around reading things and learning or making art. (this probably makes no sense.)

I have this fear of THE CIRCULATORY SYSTEM. Mostly when referring to myself but I still want to barf if someone like CUTS A VEIN OR SOMEKNJKFBHJBF EEEWWWWW in a tv show I CANT STAND IT
or when I'm lying in bed and I can feel my heart beating all I can think is HOLY SHIT THIS THING IS IN MY CHEST AND IT'S BEEN RHYTHMICALLY THUMPING FOR 25 YEARS STRAIGHT AND I DON'T EVEN TELL IT WHAT TO DO IT'S LIKE A MYSTERIOUS EMPLOYEE INSIDE MY BODY IF IT MESSES UP I AM FUCKED HOW CAN ANYTHING WORK CONSISTENTLY AND CONTINUOUS FOR THAT LONG OF A STRETCH IF IT'S ANYTHING LIKE MY CAR I AM FUCKED OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD AAAHHHH!!!

algomuyraro January 30 2010, 03:11:43 UTC

THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH CELL DIVISION IS HAPPENING IN YOUR BODY RIGHT NOW. AHHHHHHH.

hanaurimusume January 30 2010, 03:17:41 UTC

My mom was talking to me today about some community drama, while I was mushing the two puff balls at the ends of my winter hat cords together, and when she was done talking I pulled them apart so you could see the filaments slide away from each other and said, "ANAPHASE!"
and she just stared at me. haha.