Mysterious~

Mar 02, 2012 00:58

I wonder, how can the me from one year ago feel so distant? I'm talking about one thing, a certain part of myself that I miss immenesly. My imspiration has flown away and I can't seem to find it again. One day I just realized it wasn't there anymore, and now I can barely force myself into writing, even though I want to it just stops before I've even begun. :(

I guess that's why I haven't written much here too... I just don't have the feeling for it at the moment. But, I'm postive that such a huge part can't just die, it's probaly just sleeping really deep. (Kinda like my sister... You just have to wait until she wakes up on her own or you'll end up angry and annoyed.) Either way, I WANT TO WRITE ON MY FANFICTIONS!!!

Now I can't do it, but I will be able to again, so I'll definitely wait eagerly for my inspiration to return~ I miss you though! <3



ALSO, on a completly different matter, I've got a job-practice (not really a job but almost) and I'm really looking forward to have something to do on a regular basis again. Now I'll join my inspiration and sleep. Oyasumi~

2012, life

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