Title: Chained [chapter 5]
Author: hanashiaru
Pairing: who else? YamaJima & ChiiTaro always
Genre: Angst - Fluff? Romance. AU
Rating: PG
Warning: Horrible English, TYPOS. Well, MPREG XDD
Summary: Without knowing that his child was safe five years ago, he comes back
Chapter 1|
Chapter 2 |
Chapter 3 |
Chapter 4 “They’ve suffered enough.”
A lady said, bringing her head down as she broke the eyes contact with the scenery inside the room whereas her grandchild was sleeping in not a peaceful way, the face line of the little boy was horrible only for showing the tiredness of the boy’s mind. Meanwhile her son was there, carressing her granchild’s hair lovingly while talking weakly to the tall guy beside him but still with the eyes that were avoiding the contact.
And the man beside her just kept the situation in a silence, making his wife gasp unpleasently.
“Is that enough?” she asked again.
And she breathed in relief when her husband was finally facing her, “What have I done to them lately?”
“You separated them.”
“You too.”
“I followed your rule because I thought it would be the best for Ryosuke since he was still seventeen at that time. Now, it’s enough-“
“I asked you, what have I done to them lately?”
The woman went silent in a second...
... realizing that he really didn’t do anything to them lately.
“If you can give me a suggestion, what should I do now? Tell me.”
The woman was dumbfounded right at that time, because she suddenly didn’t know the words that should be escaped from her mouth.
.
.
.
Running his finger continously to the soft hair of the sleeping figure on his side, Ryosuke gave a last kiss on the boy’s forehead before turning his gaze to the pair of eyes those belonged to Nakajima Yuto. A silence filled the room for a moment, before Yuto carressed Ryosuke’s cheek lovingly and make a warm smile.
“Yuto..”
Ryosuke gasped when he felt a soft lips were pressed against his gently, and he couldn’t pull his body back to break the kiss just like he wanted to do as his heart suddenly couldn’t make a refusal anymore. He already felt that he missed this moment like hell. He missed this... he missed Yuto.
“Yuto... be my side..” Ryosuke said softly, his eyes were gazing at the younger guy with the tiredness that was clearly seen, “I can’t do this alone, I can’t feel this feeling alone...please, I need you..”
Yuto kissed the soft lips again, how much he was so happy at this moment by the sudden words.. and he swore that he never let this person he loved the most to go from his embrace for the second time. “I’ll be on yourside even if you don’t ask me.”
Ryosuke smiled and he softly replied the kiss with the tears of happiness that were flowing out from his eyes.
“Thank you.” Ryosuke whispered helplessly, “Thank you..”
“Ssh, it’s fine.” Yuto hushed the guy, wiping the tears that already dripped down from the eyes, “Don’t cry again. I’m here. And just please, don’t leave me again.”
The smaller guy nodded his head obdiently and chuckled a little, “I’m sorry..”
“It’s okay, you’re here already.” Yuto kissed the soft hair and tightened the hug.
And they stayed like this for a moment for feeling each other warmth.
“Yuto..”
The called guy stared at his lover, answering the call by a look.
“Kazu... is our child, isn’t he?”
***
“Ryuu-chan.”
Ryutaro raised his eyebrows, “Stop calling me as if we’re still in High School.”
“Mou.. Ryuu-chan is a meanie..”
And his ears were aroused by the tone, it was really a rare tone and words that was ever appeared during these five years, “What the hell with you?”
“Meanie!” Yuuri pouted and hit his husband with a sofa pillow.
The younger then sat up from his seat and took a sigh, “Fine. I’m sorry. What is it?”
“This is our anniversary, RYUU-CHAN BAKA!”
“Eh?”
“It’s okay, I’ll forgive you.” Yuuri smiled widely and approached his husband, giving a little peck on his lips. “How is it?”
Ryutaro was stunned.
As if it was realizing him that he never touched those soft lips again since... since he couldn’t remember. They were absolutely too busy by their own problems or their one problem, they’ve forgotten about the precious of their togetherness. They’ve forgotten that they were.. should be happy with this already condition, not spending these passing moments with an absurd problem or something else.
“Ryuu-chan?”
Ryutaro answered the call by crashing their lips together while pulling his spouse into his deep yet a warm hug. He missed this... he missed Yuuri.
And Yuuri couldn’t help but smile in the kiss.
Ryutaro then shifted the kiss to the cheek lovingly, “Happy anniversay, Yuuri. I’m sorry for forgetting it, let’s go somewhere to buy some gift or else-“
“Happy anniversay, Ryuu-chan.” Yuuri cut the words off, grinning widely, “I’ll give you my gift first!”
“You’ve prepared it?”
Yuuri nodded enthusiasticly.
Ryutaro lifted an eyebrow.
And Yuuri brought his husband’s hand and slipped it beneath his shirt as soon as the hand squirmed for feeling a little movement of the lump in the belly.
Ryutaro stared at Yuuri’s eyes in a shock.
Meanwhile his spouse just grinned at him, “Don’t you think that’s only Ryo-chan who can-“
But he was already pulled into a very sudden and a tight hug.
“What will you say?” Yuuri teased up, but still wrapping his arms around Ryutaro’s shoulders to reply the hug.
“When we made it?”
Yuuri immediately frowned, “BAKA!”
Ryutaro laughed as he pulled his spouse tighter into the hug. Sure he remembered the moment he made it, but because of the chaotic day when they were often fighting so he totally forgot for a little moment about this, “I was joking. I love you and thank you for this, I never expected we will have our own..”
“I’m amazing, right? And I love you too.” Yuuri replied and softly broke the hug, “And.. Ryuu-chan, you should work hard. The money that we had from Yamada-san is only for Kazu.”
“Of course. Don’t think about it, I’ll absolutely work hard.”
Yuuri smiled, “Thank you!”
“Kazu must be happy to hear it, right? He will have a brother-ah, or sister..”
***
Ryosuke smiled in amusement, not stopping stroking the still sleeping boy’s cheek, forehead, and whatever the part of the little boy’s body that he missed. He wasn’t given a chance to do this at the day when this little boy was born, how much he wanted to do this, how much he wanted to touch and hug his own son... and he finally did it.
For knowing that this adorable child is really his son was a glad feeling that he ever felt.
He never felt this such feeling to any child that he met, this was his first time. To feel an over-envious over Yuuri and Ryutaro, for crying together with this fragile heart of the little boy, to feel the warmth of the boy’s eyes and smile... the feeling for this boy was just too much and he absolutely knew there was something between him and the boy.
Strangely, he wasn’t mad.
He wasn’t mad to all the peole around him those were lying to him all this time. Realizing what had he done five years ago was the selfish thing, and he also knew what the people did... was the best for him. He was the selfish one, he wanted to be with his boyfriend and his child without knowing the things would be complicated by doing so, he got mad and almost kill himself and the baby that was ended up with an unwanted separation, then forcing his two bestfriends to get married in a very young age for taking care of his baby that should not be done by only teenagers, letting the baby to grow up without knowing his real parents and stratching the boy’s heart by the thought that he was being thrown.. it was the worst.
... if only he could behave, the baby would be with him for these years, he could take care of the baby while waiting Yuto finished his college and make a new life.
If only.
“Baby, I’m sorry..”
Hand was wrapping around the boy’s little frame as he leaned closer to kiss his child for the very first time, holding his tears.. he had already cried too much nowadays.
“I’ve talked to your parents.”
A gentle voice, making Ryosuke turned his head around and smiled at the figure besides him, “About what?”
Yuto moved closer and sniffed Ryosuke’s neck then kissed the lips lightly, “Let’s get married once our child can accept us.”
Silence suddenly filled the room for a moment.
“Thank you.” Ryosuke panted a breathe as he still couldn’t believe what he heard, “Thank you.. I feel so happy.. Yuto..”
He finally cried in happiness, again.
“You’ve cried too much. Please, stop..” Yuto stroked Ryosuke’s hair as he smiled too.
“It’s you who made me cry, stupid!” Ryosuke choked out in a happy laughter, “Thank you again.”
This was a precious moment for him when Yuto replied the words by a stroke on his cheek, at least even though he still didn’t know the response of the child if the boy already knew the truth... but what Yuto gave to him had already warmed his insides.
The boy’s puffed eyes were slowly opened.
“He’s awake.”
Yuto let Ryosuke release the hug and smiled at the boy.
Kazu rubbed the lids before fully opened his eyes and smiled back softly, “Ohayou..”
tsuzuku
short again, ne. hahah i think i'll always update with a short update na =)) lol
aaah, about chinen, dont kill me~ this is suddenly popped out my mind and i never thought i'll make that scene O__o
mind to give what's on your mind? D: