I am in a really bad mood...
Have you ever felt like everything you are feeling is wrong?I don't know why but lately I've been in a very strange phase.It will sound ridiculous(trust me,I know) but I can't stand watching couples anymore.OMG,I know I'm an awful person!!!I see them in the streets,in university,in the bus and I cry.LITERALLY.They're everywhere.I can't escape.
As I know myself pretty well,I'm sure it will pass fast.Something will happen and I'll get over it.But right now honestly,I envy them so much,for having someone to talk to them,to hold them,to understand them.Yeah,I 'm a crying baby and I know it!(and although I don't believe in zodiac I belong to Cancer,which is thought to be the most sensitive one)I'm just sick of everybody telling me "You will find someone someday who will be worthy"Yeah right,whatever.I really don't have a problem being alone,but the last couple of days with all the love in the air and the spring,I feel soooo depressed.The worst of all though is that I feel pitied by my friends even if they don't realize it.It's terrible to think that whatever you do you may be seen as a burden.
Anyway,I feel a little bit better now.as I said before,these pessimistic crises don't last for long(thank God for that).I think I'll write back soon(yes that actually is a threat)and this time I hope I''ll be in a better mood.
As I know myself pretty well,I'm sure it will pass fast.Something will happen and I'll get over it.But right now honestly,I envy them so much,for having someone to talk to them,to hold them,to understand them.Yeah,I 'm a crying baby and I know it!(and although I don't believe in zodiac I belong to Cancer,which is thought to be the most sensitive one)I'm just sick of everybody telling me "You will find someone someday who will be worthy"Yeah right,whatever.I really don't have a problem being alone,but the last couple of days with all the love in the air and the spring,I feel soooo depressed.The worst of all though is that I feel pitied by my friends even if they don't realize it.It's terrible to think that whatever you do you may be seen as a burden.
Anyway,I feel a little bit better now.as I said before,these pessimistic crises don't last for long(thank God for that).I think I'll write back soon(yes that actually is a threat)and this time I hope I''ll be in a better mood.