Forever and Always
You know that song I talked about yesterday? It's an extremely good song, I still love it. <3 Here's the link AGAIN www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC9QuACymfc&feature=feedf...:P xD Anyways, apparently, mommy has to stay in the hospital for 2-3 weeks. :( But I'm not scared anymore, and it'll be good practice for me, doing all the housework. :D I vacuumed the entire house today, mopped at the hardwood and linoleum floors, did the dishes, cleaned up, etc. :) By the time I was finished, my hands hurt, but the house is clean now! HOORA! <3 And my friends are so supportive, Chelsea told me that I could come to her house for supper, but I think it's okay. :) I'll have food. :DD:D:D:D <3<3<3 And....there's something else!
I was straying from God a lot these past 2 weeks, and it has been a lot of time since I have last looked at my bible. I even got to the point where I thought that God might not exist, that's how bad it was. But I realized that he really does. And he's out there, and if he is, I should praise him and worship him. And in my head, there is this absolute certainty that he is real. I cannot explain it well, but it's so grounded that it can't not be true. And if I know it, then shouldn't I worship him? Plus, I know I've been missing something real in my life these past 2 weeks, and I want it back. I asked him to forgive me today and I confessed to him that I did wrong. I can feel that he has forgiven me (God says that he always will forgive you in his Word) and now, I feel...at peace. I don't have to do anything. Just worship him and enjoy life as it is. :D And so now, I'm back. Back. I hope for a long time. :) <3<3<3
AND...today we got bags of boo from friends! This is when you pay the school to give your friends Halloween treats. I got 17 bags, and am very happy. :) Yoonsik got his and I gave him a 1.50 while he only gave me a .5 so Chelsea and Alice said that he felt bad. XD Poor Yoonsik. :P I'll leave him in guilt. xD And I worked SO hard on his picture! It's really pretty, with a pumpkin, bats, the moon, and the whole thing! :) About Yoonsik, it's evaporating fast. The badness I mean. At times, I feel sad, but only for a second. And then I feel good again. :P If I do ever not like him anymore, I think he'll be sad, to be honest. :P Because Yoonsik likes attention, and right now, I'm giving him lots. You can totally tell he loves it. He likes doing a good job and having people compliment him for it. As a bottom line, he LOVES attention. :P I think it's cute, and not obnoxious for some reason. Maybe it's cause he has a great smile, or is short. I don't know, but I don't dislike it. XD
Hm, anything else? OH YESH. I must remark on here how me and Chelsea are going to tell Yoonsik off on Monday about teasing Alice. Today, we were going to do it, but ran out of time, so it's been rescheduled. We were going to do it before Jazz Band but I went to the washroom, and when we came back, we had like 2 min. We probably COULD have managed a sentence, but I felt that I was reluctant because my hair was in a mess, my skin was discolored from lack of sleep and all that, and he was surrounded. And so, we ran out of time. Monday, I'll wear something nice and make sure I get good sleep so I'm not hesitant. Hey, why do I care what I look like in front of him? To those people that are questioning this, my answer to that is: That's what a crush is. xD
Also, Yoonsik is SO mean to my BF Alice. :( THis is not good. Me and Chelsea do not like it. :)
Andrea has kissed Henry, and she blogged about the quick kiss! :D:D:D:D:D I read it, and they seem like they're getting along HUGELY well. <3
Hmmm....I think I'll end this post at this. xD :) Good night Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was straying from God a lot these past 2 weeks, and it has been a lot of time since I have last looked at my bible. I even got to the point where I thought that God might not exist, that's how bad it was. But I realized that he really does. And he's out there, and if he is, I should praise him and worship him. And in my head, there is this absolute certainty that he is real. I cannot explain it well, but it's so grounded that it can't not be true. And if I know it, then shouldn't I worship him? Plus, I know I've been missing something real in my life these past 2 weeks, and I want it back. I asked him to forgive me today and I confessed to him that I did wrong. I can feel that he has forgiven me (God says that he always will forgive you in his Word) and now, I feel...at peace. I don't have to do anything. Just worship him and enjoy life as it is. :D And so now, I'm back. Back. I hope for a long time. :) <3<3<3
AND...today we got bags of boo from friends! This is when you pay the school to give your friends Halloween treats. I got 17 bags, and am very happy. :) Yoonsik got his and I gave him a 1.50 while he only gave me a .5 so Chelsea and Alice said that he felt bad. XD Poor Yoonsik. :P I'll leave him in guilt. xD And I worked SO hard on his picture! It's really pretty, with a pumpkin, bats, the moon, and the whole thing! :) About Yoonsik, it's evaporating fast. The badness I mean. At times, I feel sad, but only for a second. And then I feel good again. :P If I do ever not like him anymore, I think he'll be sad, to be honest. :P Because Yoonsik likes attention, and right now, I'm giving him lots. You can totally tell he loves it. He likes doing a good job and having people compliment him for it. As a bottom line, he LOVES attention. :P I think it's cute, and not obnoxious for some reason. Maybe it's cause he has a great smile, or is short. I don't know, but I don't dislike it. XD
Hm, anything else? OH YESH. I must remark on here how me and Chelsea are going to tell Yoonsik off on Monday about teasing Alice. Today, we were going to do it, but ran out of time, so it's been rescheduled. We were going to do it before Jazz Band but I went to the washroom, and when we came back, we had like 2 min. We probably COULD have managed a sentence, but I felt that I was reluctant because my hair was in a mess, my skin was discolored from lack of sleep and all that, and he was surrounded. And so, we ran out of time. Monday, I'll wear something nice and make sure I get good sleep so I'm not hesitant. Hey, why do I care what I look like in front of him? To those people that are questioning this, my answer to that is: That's what a crush is. xD
Also, Yoonsik is SO mean to my BF Alice. :( THis is not good. Me and Chelsea do not like it. :)
Andrea has kissed Henry, and she blogged about the quick kiss! :D:D:D:D:D I read it, and they seem like they're getting along HUGELY well. <3
Hmmm....I think I'll end this post at this. xD :) Good night Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!