LJ I'm sorry I left you.
As you might/might not have noticed, I haven't written in my poor LJ for a looong time. XD This isn't good, because I like to keep track of my life, and now I can't. :( Well, a lot has happened. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot.
1. I hadn't replied to DK for like 2 weeks or more but then yesterday, I wrote an email to him. :D For Valentine's, he wrote me a poem! :) That was real sweet of him. :*
2. I got lots of chocolate and some gifts for Valentine's! :) Thank you to those we gave me stuff, no names mentioned! ;P
3. My gym group presented. I was with Taylor, Anna, and Jenna. xD :P I know what you're thinking...what a queer group. But I transferred over from Julia and Charmie's because Vicky didn't wanna dance Korean, and I couldn't let her go all by herself, could I? xD And so we just picked a group, and it ended up to be with Tay and Anna. Taylor is actually really nice, and so is Anna. I have no idea why, but when I talk to people I don't really know, I just can't come up with anything to say that doesn't sound too stupid. ;) I have social issues. The only people I'm truly comfortable with are probably the girls from 8-2, and not even all of them. XD Well and C+J, they're funny. xD OH, and Connor is really funny too.
4. Woooooooooooooot, I went to the SDM last Sunday and bought truckloads of Makeup. Nah, that's an exaggeration. I bought some products and got a free gift bag with like 5 products, so I have way more than I had before. I wore eyeliner to school on Friday, but I don't think it looks good on me, so maybe I'll just skip it.
5. I have SS test on Monday, SS handins, Math test on Tuesday. GAAAAAAAh. Theory due on Monday. Piano Festivals in a bit. Honour Band recording to do tomorrow. GAH GAH GAH.
6. The Pascal was all right. :D
7. Possibly a new babysitting job?
8. Yoonsik. Oh, Yoonsik. He seems to take everything I say to him as an insult. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with him, but *must* he do that? I'm making an effort here to be normal and actually talk to him, and what does he do? Just push me away like I'm an idiot. Interesting how it works out. xD
9. Still learning to depend on God more. <3
10. I'm trying not to get angry as easily. Sometimes, I think I have anger management, the things that go on inside of me. Like, I can be very moody, but I think Friday was due to severe pmsing. I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, I'm just so spaced out, and I feel like nothing I do is ever going to amount to anything. It comes pretty often, maybe like once a week?
11. Closer with my mom. :D We've gotten along really good these past few weeks, and I've made cucumber eye pads for her. ;P she's mighty happy 'bout that. :D :D: :D
12. I'm really into skin care and makeup products these days. :D I'm off to buy a new moisturizer today. Strobe Cream by MAC for mom. I'll let you know how good it is. Maybe Dramatically Different Gel by Clinique too, I have yet to decide. :D I recently discovered that I DO have combination skin as a fact. I'm oily in the t-zone and my cheeks are comfortable. :)
13. My hormones are really raging at me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm totally in control and really happy, and then the next moment, I could be at the bottom of a huge pit of darkness. ;P mild exaggeration, but you know what I mean. Please bear with me.
14. I want to do better at school.
15. I've decided to make an effort to be myself more than any desire to be more social. I'll just do whatever I feel like doing. xD
16. Oliver isn't so cold anymore.
That about sums everything up! :D Thank you for bearing with my horrible pmsing. :D <3
1. I hadn't replied to DK for like 2 weeks or more but then yesterday, I wrote an email to him. :D For Valentine's, he wrote me a poem! :) That was real sweet of him. :*
2. I got lots of chocolate and some gifts for Valentine's! :) Thank you to those we gave me stuff, no names mentioned! ;P
3. My gym group presented. I was with Taylor, Anna, and Jenna. xD :P I know what you're thinking...what a queer group. But I transferred over from Julia and Charmie's because Vicky didn't wanna dance Korean, and I couldn't let her go all by herself, could I? xD And so we just picked a group, and it ended up to be with Tay and Anna. Taylor is actually really nice, and so is Anna. I have no idea why, but when I talk to people I don't really know, I just can't come up with anything to say that doesn't sound too stupid. ;) I have social issues. The only people I'm truly comfortable with are probably the girls from 8-2, and not even all of them. XD Well and C+J, they're funny. xD OH, and Connor is really funny too.
4. Woooooooooooooot, I went to the SDM last Sunday and bought truckloads of Makeup. Nah, that's an exaggeration. I bought some products and got a free gift bag with like 5 products, so I have way more than I had before. I wore eyeliner to school on Friday, but I don't think it looks good on me, so maybe I'll just skip it.
5. I have SS test on Monday, SS handins, Math test on Tuesday. GAAAAAAAh. Theory due on Monday. Piano Festivals in a bit. Honour Band recording to do tomorrow. GAH GAH GAH.
6. The Pascal was all right. :D
7. Possibly a new babysitting job?
8. Yoonsik. Oh, Yoonsik. He seems to take everything I say to him as an insult. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with him, but *must* he do that? I'm making an effort here to be normal and actually talk to him, and what does he do? Just push me away like I'm an idiot. Interesting how it works out. xD
9. Still learning to depend on God more. <3
10. I'm trying not to get angry as easily. Sometimes, I think I have anger management, the things that go on inside of me. Like, I can be very moody, but I think Friday was due to severe pmsing. I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, I'm just so spaced out, and I feel like nothing I do is ever going to amount to anything. It comes pretty often, maybe like once a week?
11. Closer with my mom. :D We've gotten along really good these past few weeks, and I've made cucumber eye pads for her. ;P she's mighty happy 'bout that. :D :D: :D
12. I'm really into skin care and makeup products these days. :D I'm off to buy a new moisturizer today. Strobe Cream by MAC for mom. I'll let you know how good it is. Maybe Dramatically Different Gel by Clinique too, I have yet to decide. :D I recently discovered that I DO have combination skin as a fact. I'm oily in the t-zone and my cheeks are comfortable. :)
13. My hormones are really raging at me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm totally in control and really happy, and then the next moment, I could be at the bottom of a huge pit of darkness. ;P mild exaggeration, but you know what I mean. Please bear with me.
14. I want to do better at school.
15. I've decided to make an effort to be myself more than any desire to be more social. I'll just do whatever I feel like doing. xD
16. Oliver isn't so cold anymore.
That about sums everything up! :D Thank you for bearing with my horrible pmsing. :D <3