I'm a student, again.
Leaving someone from a school in a military institution is rough, so is putting that person back in school.
Doesn't make matters any better when everything else is new as well. It is admittedly fun, refreshing, sometimes crazy, but at the same time the experience is surprisingly alienating. From a different perspective, being part of something different is also being in a time or place where you don't belong. Understanding how it feels to be in a minority group is an important experience I suppose. It'll take a while I think.
It is ironic how I chanced upon Radiohead's Creep and is listening to it right now.
Maybe I'll be fine in a month or two, maybe I won't. For now, it is hard to not feel lonely sometimes. London's a big city; it is easy to find yourself lost in the streets, amongst the billboards and bright lights. It is unsettling when you realize that you are not just physically lost.
Nothing a good night's sleep wouldn't solve, for now.
Jia you bah.
Doesn't make matters any better when everything else is new as well. It is admittedly fun, refreshing, sometimes crazy, but at the same time the experience is surprisingly alienating. From a different perspective, being part of something different is also being in a time or place where you don't belong. Understanding how it feels to be in a minority group is an important experience I suppose. It'll take a while I think.
It is ironic how I chanced upon Radiohead's Creep and is listening to it right now.
Maybe I'll be fine in a month or two, maybe I won't. For now, it is hard to not feel lonely sometimes. London's a big city; it is easy to find yourself lost in the streets, amongst the billboards and bright lights. It is unsettling when you realize that you are not just physically lost.
Nothing a good night's sleep wouldn't solve, for now.
Jia you bah.