Salomesensei's Request
Misery was all he could feel, the same feeling he had for the last week. He had just killed his family, so his grief would’ve been understandable, if not for the fact that it lingered on his living younger brother. He couldn’t help but to feel miserable about leaving his brother all alone, leaving that little flame that would one day turn into a roaring fire.
He longed to have a relationship with his brother-whether it’d be just a brotherly one, or maybe more-but he knew that Sasuke would never forgive him for murdering their whole family. He knew that his brother would burn down everything that caused him misery-even his own older brother-yet the thought also gave him some comfort.
He would be destroyed by the one that he loved so much-too much-and that would be the thought that would pull him through his misery that still clouded his thoughts.
Once he thought that maybe, maybe, he and Sasuke could be more than brothers, and that he and Sasuke could one day become lovers or something close to that.
He could imagine his brother touching him, sending fire into his veins.
Yet no matter what he did, it would not work out the way he wanted-it would only end with pain. He would feel like it was a lie, and his brother would always remember their deaths.
It was hard, but he stayed away from his Sasuke, and all of the Akatsuki.
He longed to have a relationship with his brother-whether it’d be just a brotherly one, or maybe more-but he knew that Sasuke would never forgive him for murdering their whole family. He knew that his brother would burn down everything that caused him misery-even his own older brother-yet the thought also gave him some comfort.
He would be destroyed by the one that he loved so much-too much-and that would be the thought that would pull him through his misery that still clouded his thoughts.
Once he thought that maybe, maybe, he and Sasuke could be more than brothers, and that he and Sasuke could one day become lovers or something close to that.
He could imagine his brother touching him, sending fire into his veins.
Yet no matter what he did, it would not work out the way he wanted-it would only end with pain. He would feel like it was a lie, and his brother would always remember their deaths.
It was hard, but he stayed away from his Sasuke, and all of the Akatsuki.