2017
Hahahahahha.. annual entry it seems.. i just remembered i have this account.
Just feel like ranting so here i am...
This is baby Mikail.. born 31-7-2016.. will be 1 year old end of this month
I feel like my journey of fully breastfeeding Mikail without formula milk will end soon and its making me sadddd, depressed..
His brother IKRAM i managed to breastfeed 1 year old 8 months, this one i feel like it will end sooner because he drinks alottttttt.. i could pumped 8-9oz only at work while another 2oz once im home. total of 11oz per day but this boy mine drinks 17oz and more per a day. (sakit dada ibu!). The freezer used to be full with frozen breastmilk but nowwwwww its almost empty! everytime i peeked at it i feel depressed. At this point i hope im a housewife but then i wont have my own money and my husband salary wont be enough with current cost of living.
Sometimes i do feel like im doing something unnessary pumping at work place (while my boss havent said anything about it actually, it just me thinking). Rasa mcm curi masa berkerja lak! 25 minutes for pumping process. Alhamdulillah everybody around me very supportive
I know i have to stay positive, dont feel stress (can you not feeling stress when u r working/married?!opppsss, everyday different kind of stress XD ) I cried while i breast pump if after 20 minutes its not even 2 oz.. i know ni semua rezeki but still feel sad!
what i want to rant is that baby MIKAIL will start formula milk soonnn! AND I FEEL DEPRESS ABOUT IT!
Ok bye.. im going to cook maggie. stress or depress i EAT! no wonder im getting fatter :P
Just feel like ranting so here i am...
This is baby Mikail.. born 31-7-2016.. will be 1 year old end of this month
I feel like my journey of fully breastfeeding Mikail without formula milk will end soon and its making me sadddd, depressed..
His brother IKRAM i managed to breastfeed 1 year old 8 months, this one i feel like it will end sooner because he drinks alottttttt.. i could pumped 8-9oz only at work while another 2oz once im home. total of 11oz per day but this boy mine drinks 17oz and more per a day. (sakit dada ibu!). The freezer used to be full with frozen breastmilk but nowwwwww its almost empty! everytime i peeked at it i feel depressed. At this point i hope im a housewife but then i wont have my own money and my husband salary wont be enough with current cost of living.
Sometimes i do feel like im doing something unnessary pumping at work place (while my boss havent said anything about it actually, it just me thinking). Rasa mcm curi masa berkerja lak! 25 minutes for pumping process. Alhamdulillah everybody around me very supportive
I know i have to stay positive, dont feel stress (can you not feeling stress when u r working/married?!opppsss, everyday different kind of stress XD ) I cried while i breast pump if after 20 minutes its not even 2 oz.. i know ni semua rezeki but still feel sad!
what i want to rant is that baby MIKAIL will start formula milk soonnn! AND I FEEL DEPRESS ABOUT IT!
Ok bye.. im going to cook maggie. stress or depress i EAT! no wonder im getting fatter :P