[Personal] it doesnt belong to...
lately...my heart doesn't seem it belongs to my mind anymore..i know it s not suppose to be like that..but my heart resist..it keeps on givin me that feelin..i dont like it..but i cant hate it..feel soo tender n calm havin it in me..but i know m not suppose to do the same mistake again..
i dun wanna lose it again..i wanna treasure it..n keep it..this feeling i have..m gonna keep it deep down inside of me..having said that..m gonna take the chance while m outstation to take a break from it..n seal it inside of me..it s not like "holding-up-ur-feeling" is a complete strangers to me..in fact m soo used to it already..but this one is quite hard to hold..
my sis said m havin some minor dyslexia..n i asked her y..she said it can be the result of being confused n thinkin bout so many things..n yes..m in deeeppp confusion of my self n ma heart..wauteva it is..all i can say to maself is.."stop being stupid!"
i dun wanna lose it again..i wanna treasure it..n keep it..this feeling i have..m gonna keep it deep down inside of me..having said that..m gonna take the chance while m outstation to take a break from it..n seal it inside of me..it s not like "holding-up-ur-feeling" is a complete strangers to me..in fact m soo used to it already..but this one is quite hard to hold..
my sis said m havin some minor dyslexia..n i asked her y..she said it can be the result of being confused n thinkin bout so many things..n yes..m in deeeppp confusion of my self n ma heart..wauteva it is..all i can say to maself is.."stop being stupid!"