exhausted ~
Do you ever ? haha yeah this is the word
that I always talk first when I updat my blog
It's so exhausted for a day now ...
yeah !!
I don't know what is it haha so groggy with it
[ow again with ugly emo' haha]
Ahhh about something some situation that passed
in my life on the summer ....
did anyone know that situation was change my life
of couse it has an action with me ow~~~~ haha
About love three of love haha
I though it was very bad situation
Anyway ~ I can passed it alreadly .... yet?
It not finish now ....sure I'm one person that very sad of this
.
.
.
and the other man who is bewail not little than me ...
and the other man who is never sad , bewail or feel anything ...
he just happy with many girl and his life by didn't care what I'm still now...
Just a bad man who is Playboy ...dammm he's
At first I didn't like him so.... I hate him... it sure
cause I know he's bad bad bad bad damm ....
but at last I falling in love with him ? I don't know when that
feeling began
...
but his best friend ... cool man clod man and best man love me too
haha it's fun it's might not begans in my life I don't want it
he and his friend all love me .....
so bad that I felt I'm bad .... I don't know how to do anything
I don't know still now I don't know too ...
two of them going to told me what they feeling in the same day
at that time I really fling up ... in the time I think what are they doing
it's funnn
but at last I don't have anyone of them beside me
the man who is I'm love he's bad playboy so he not love me real
and his friend is best so he know his friend love me so
he leave out from my life ....
haha it's so damm I don't know what is it ... what 's the feeling of mine
now
I don't have feeling
I don't have it
what is it
can I know? .....
I don't want to have someone
so
I don't strive to find .... but my heart
so calling it my heart just only want
someone to stand beside me ...
soshite
last by the way ~~ my english so bad haha