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Title : Obsession Won’t Kill You
Pairing(s) : HanChul, Kangteuk, oneside!SiBum, YeWon, Kyumin
Rating : PG~PG-15 PG-R
Genre :AU, chaptered, cross-over (with DBSK)
Disclaimer : Of course I’ll only have them in my dream
Warning : rape, incest, paedophillia, grammar error, unbeta-ed, AU
Summary : Being kept for 4 years, suddenly Heechul found himself in the street with a warm blanket covering him and a map contain everything related to him. So once again his life begin..
A/N : I'm still lacking with third POV and English is not my first language. Feel free and please do point out if I make some mistake.
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Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2
Chapter 3 : First day at school, time to make friends
“Like I said before, I won’t wear a boy’s uniform!”, Heechul said almost like a scream to Leeteuk and Kangin’s ear. He stomps on the floor and refuse to change, well, to change to a boy’s uniform to be exact.
“I said so Kangin-ah, you should bring home girl uniform too. Sungmin said it was okay for the time being.”, Leeteuk said and frowning to his husband.
“You spoil him too much. He is a boy, so he should wear these clothes. I don’t care what he wear in this house, but he should obey the rule.”, Kangin said back to Leeteuk.
“Oh, I thought you don’t want me to embarrass you.”, Heechul spat, folding his arms on his chest and then sits on the edge of the bed.
Kangin rolled his eyes and massaging his temple. He looks to his husband. “Where is the scared boy I met two weeks ago? I prefer him than this snarky boy.”, he said and it makes Leeteuk laugh and Heechul rolled his eyes and let out an exasperating sigh. But they have no time to waste or Heechul would be late on his first day.
“I wonder too, dear. But now we don’t have time to argue this right now.”, Leeteuk said while he gone to the next room to retrieve something and back with a neat girl uniform. Kangin gasped and staring his husband in disbelief while Heechul just jumping and take the uniform happily. After his change, he packs everything he needs for the day and gone.
“Somehow I wonder why I marry you, Leeteuk. You’re just too good with everyone, you’ll be the death of me.”, Kangin said shaking his head. Leeteuk smiles at the comment.
“I think you just said the reason, dear. You love me that much you willing to make me your reason of death.”, Leeteuk said and giggling when he saw a shade of red on his husband’s face.
“Ah~ I hope it’ll be a good day.”
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It was so awkward since he arrived at school. He have to introduce himself in front of the class and he can’t stop himself from fidgeting because his nervousness. He attend second grade class because the folder state that he skips the first grade. The teacher told everyone in class that he is a boy but he has a problem to work with and still the teacher hope that they can be friends with him. It makes him wants to snort if he isn’t recall that Leeteuk wants him to become a good boy.
And there it is, the class suddenly goes silent after teacher’s speech. No more excitement and just silent, with their stare at him in disbelief. Ah, Ms. Park is the name of his teacher, finally Heechul remember. She asks him to sit on the back and then she starts the lesson.
The morning flies so fast and Heechul got bored. He bored easily, because the lecture is so plain and he already learnt it anyway, when he still in the house, so there’s no point to hear the lecture at all, just to make his day worse.
The bell for lunch finally ringed and the class become hyper again. Everyone’s leaving, and Heechul doesn’t know what to do. He could go to cafeteria, but Leeteuk has packed him lunch, so there’s no need to go there. But stay in the class and eat alone is such a gloomy idea. And that’s when someone approaches him.
“Hello. Are you coming to cafeteria?”, a tall boy with twin dimples on both his cheeks when he smiles ask him politely. Heechul just stare blankly to the boy, and then blink, once.
“Are you inviting me?”, he asks timidly and the boy just chuckle in response. Heechul doesn’t understand why the boy chuckling and it annoy him.
“Yah, I don’t think there’s something funny here. So quit the act.”, he said, frowning. Suddenly the boy wants to pat his shoulder but his body jerks away and it gives the boy a surprise.
“I’m sorry.”, he said entwining his thick eyebrows with ‘I don’t know and I don’t understand’ look. Heechul just stare at him again but this time while hugging himself trying to keep himself calm.
“It’s, it’s alright actually. I can’t keep myself from fidgeting when some stranger’s enter my personal space and touch me without my conscience.”, he said and the boy immediately looks really apologetic it makes Heechul smile.
“What’s your name by the way?”, he asks and the boy’s face lit up.
“I’m Siwon, Choi Siwon. Nice to meet you. I’ll try not to touch you unnecessarily, I tend to like skinship a lot.”, he said gesturing his hands. Wow, he do that a lot too, the hand gesture. Heechul just smile a bit more before stands up and asks Siwon to lead the way to cafeteria didn’t forget to bring his lunch pack.
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Siwon was so easy to be friend with. He’s popular in school, members of students’ council, active in social activities, vice captain on basketball club, and of course a smart person too. He’s nice with girls, admired by the boys and juniors, respected by the teachers and seniors. Everyone thinks he’ll be the next president of the students’ council. And he’s a religious person, although not a strict one, but still, he could talk in entire day about everything on the bible if anyone didn’t dare to make him stop. He empathy Heechul, thus he make sure Heechul’s comfortable at school. He practically tags along with Heechul on the first week. And it makes Heechul happy because his kindness was genuine.
One day, in the second week, Heechul goes home alone. It’s rainy on his half way home but he doesn’t bring his umbrella, so he decides to take shelter in the bookstore. He needs to look some books anyway, just hoping he had enough money to buy it later.
On the inside the bookstore was nearly empty. It just a few people there, maybe because this is just a small bookstore. He just wants to go to cashier when suddenly something caught his eyes on the magazine section.
It’s his oppa, he knows for sure. He takes a step forward and then one step again until he reach the rack. Long minutes passed with him just staring at the magazine. Then with his trembling hands, he takes one of them and hold on it tight in his grasp. He just keeps staring, not even dare to touch or even brushing his long finger over the picture.
“You like it?”, Kyuhyun, the bookstore owner ask him and he nods vigorously. They already met several times due Heechul eagerness to read something (literally anything that labeled as a book or some text on the paper or article on the internet) everyday. Kyuhyun has a handsome face and a smile that can make any girl squealing and squirming. We’ve not mention his soothing voice yet. Yes, his voice, just his voice, can make anyone melt. But there’s something missed from this man, maybe because his smile isn’t as charming and kind as Siwon? Heechul just thought that his smile is just like a sly fox, although this man is really indeed a good person.
“Hm, how about this, you work part time here and I’ll give you that by cutting it from your salary.”
“Seriously?”, Heechul asks with his sparkling eyes. Kyuhyun just nods and give him his smile (not his cunning smile of course) and it makes Heechul feels beyond happy because of that. He thanks the man and asks about the schedule before practically jumps on his way home, didn’t even think about Leeteuk reaction when he reached home.
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“NO!!!”, Leeteuk screech when Heechul told him about the part time job. Heechul pouting and folding his arms on his chest with a ‘humph’ sound escape from his lips.
“Why not?”, he asks.
“Because!”, Leeteuk said with high voice it makes Heechul cover his poor ears. Leeteuk huffed to calm himself and then sits beside Heechul, patting his head. “It’s dangerous. What if something bad happen? Not that I’m not trusting Kyuhyun for this, wait, I do not trusting him enough that he’ll take good care of you. If you want to work part-time, I can give you some work in my office.”, he reason.
“But I already agreed to him and he already gave me a payment for my job.”, Heechul said and it makes Leeteuk massage his temple. In time like this, he really do wish to have his husband by his side.
“And, it maybe makes a good treatment for my problem cause there will be many people, right? You can call Sungmin-hyung to make sure of it. I doubt he’ll disagree with me.”, Heechul added with a smile pestering his face. Leeteuk feels his defeating already but still decide to call Sungmin.
“… I guess it’s okay.”, Sungmin said on the phone. Heechul who hears the conversation jumps happily and Leeteuk just have to shook his head again and let out a heavy sigh.
“I’ll go check on him if you worried that much.”, Sungmin said and it likes gives a warm breeze to Leeteuk.
“Is that alright with you, Minnie-ah? I don’t want to burden you.”
“Silly, hyung. It’s alright. It’s either I have a short shift or don’t have any schedule on the day he do his job. So it would be fine.”, Sungmin assured Leeteuk. Oh, how that really makes Leeteuk feels relieves.
“Thank you, Minnie-ah.”
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“You’re part timer?”, Siwon asks, furrowing his shibrow. Thinking about his friend going to do part time job feels not right to him.
“Yah, what’s wrong with me being a part timer?.”, Heechul said laying on his stomach. They are having this conversation through phone. Siwon’s being sick these two days and tomorrow too, he said he can’t make it to go to school. Heechul feels lonely, but he knows there’s nothing Siwon and he can do. Everyone’s still unsure to talk to him, but, whatever.
“No, there’s nothing wrong. I just want you to be careful, Cullie-ah. But, are you sure about this?”, Siwon asks while coughing and sneezing it makes Heechul backing away from his phone.
“Yah, you should rest. It’s a good thing you catch this cold in the weekend, so you didn’t spread your virus to me.”, Heechul said grinning his mischievous smile.
“Ouch, that hurts. But, seriously, are you really going to do that? From your story, you just want a magazine and then when he offered that, you just agreed easily. I smell something fishy.”
“I bet you can smell everything now, Siwon-ah.”, Heechul said sarcastically. “It’s alright. Everything’s under control.”, Heechul assure his only friend. “Besides, I really want that magazine. If I really am going part timer there, everything’s will be easier.”
“If you say so.”, Siwon shrugged. He decides to lay on his bed relaxing his back with a box of tissue on his hand. He place his left hand under his head and stare at the ceiling before comment again. “Just don’t do anything reckless. If something happens, just call me okay?”
“Aaaww, you really are so sweet~ I will, Siwon. Ah, I bet I’ll get jealous to whoever will be your girlfriend. She’ll snatch your sweetness for herself.”, Siwon must laugh at that. Seriously, how can his friend think like that?
“Nah, I prefer a good girl. If she wants to keep me away from my friends, I’ll better off with her.”
“That’s good to hear. Now you should go rest. Sleep well, Siwon-ah.”
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“Hey, do you know? There’ll be another transfer student!”, everyone’s so excited about the new guy. Yes, a guy. Someone has seen him in teacher’s office.
“They said he’s from USA!”
“Wow, that’s cool! I want to met him already!”, some more thing was come along with those arguments. The new boy’s already have a fangirls now. Heechul doesn’t understand why girls think about the unimportant things. So what if that boy is from abroad? Heechul just shook his head hearing the girls gossiping.
When the bell finally rang, the students sit on their desk not so quietly. They anticipate the newcomer, hoping, Heechul guess, that the new guy won’t end up like him.
“My name’s Kim Kibum.”, the boy said in front of class with a blank expression. He’s cute, and cool at the same time. He’s a quite type, Heechul assume. His bangs are just above his eyebrows and his hair is cut nicely until under the ears. He has a round face and at first impression there’s still a baby fat on his cheeks, makes him looks chubby. He wears black full rimmed glasses on his sharp eyes. And Ms. Park just nicely asks him to sits beside Heechul.
To say that Heechul’s nervous, well, it’s quite right with this circumstance. He can’t keep fidgeting and feel uncomfortable through the class. It’s not only because he don’t know the new boy, but the boy seems to give him a cold shoulder, he wasn’t nice at all. He just scribble and drowsing but sometimes pay attention too to the lesson. He does that too, to other classmates. Give them a vibe that says “Fuck off! Don’t ever try to approach me”.
Heechul let out a sigh and murmuring something like “I miss Siwon.” Or “Don’t wanna be with him.”, or “I feel like I am on the pole. So damn freezing beside me.”
It happens for two days in a row. Although he’s been accustomed by Kibum’s prescene.. but they still lack of communication. It’s worsening because they have a project together.
“I said leave me alone!”, Kibum said in annoyance once they arrive on the rooftop. Heechul has been tailing him since the bell for lunch rang. Heechul too, doesn’t want to do this, but the project must be done by two students, so..
“Kibum-ah, you can’t be like this. We need to work it together.”, Heechul said letting out an exasperating sigh.
“But I’m not in the mood to work on it. So either you wait for me to go for the mood, or you just can work on it by yourself.”, Kibum’s reply displeased him. He huffed in response and sits lean on the wall, hiding from the sunlight by its shadow. Kibum does it too, without any sound. They sit still in the silent. Heechul just grab and play with his lunchpack, doesn’t want to eat anytime soon. He is considering whether or not to ask the man beside him some question. In the end, he dare asks him.
“Everyone said that you transfer from USA. Where do you live before come here?”, he asks. In the first minute, Kibum seems to be silent and doesn’t want to answer his question. He just wants to shrug it off when suddenly Kibum gives him answer.
“L.A”, he said with such a short answer, but still a respond.
“Really? I’ve came there twice when I live in Washington. Is that city still cramped?”, he asks jokingly and let out a giggle. Kibum just staring at the person beside him.
“You’ve been living in Washington?”, he asks, a bit curious. Heechul nods and grin at him.
“I travel a lot when I was a child. But mostly, I go to America. I lived there for 2 years before I went back here.”, Heechul explain. He never really shares his past with anyone. Kibum’s the first person he ever tells this. Even Leeteuk didn’t know about it, let alone Siwon. Maybe because Heechul took a glimpse that Kibum still write mostly everything in English everytime he takes a note through lesson, and he feels bad. He saw Kibum’s in a deep thought, try to sinking this information. “You can talk to me with English if you’re more comfortable with that.”, he added. He figures that maybe, the cold vibe from Kibum was because the language barrier. He then saw Kibum’s eyes widened and then a flash of smile appeared.
“Thank you. You’re a life savior.”, Kibum said. And Heechul only smile, thinking that maybe he was finally able to help someone, that he’s not so helpless like he thought.
“I’ll be more gratefull if we can do that project asap.”, he said makes Kibum chuckles in response.
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“…And we just chatting like girls in English.”, Heechul tells Siwon the exact same thing he said to Leeteuk. He giggles and lays his body to his bed. Like two days ago, they talk through the phone. Siwon said that he’ll be able to come to school on Friday.
“I don’t know you’re fluent in English.”, Siwon confess. That was the exact same comment Leeteuk gave him. He just rolled his eyes.
“I know. I never intended to tell this to anyone. I think it’s unnecessary.”
“Well, unnecessary for you, but it might be a useful thing for us to know you better.”, Siwon said. Heechul grins and said nothing about it.
“He does know that you are a boy right?”, Siwon asks.
“Yeah, Ms. Park told him. He just said that he understands. He’ll from America after all, I guess he can accept it more easily.”
“Yah, Heechul-ah, don’t be like that.”, Siwon scolds him and he just ‘humph’ in response. He rolls his body over and buried his head on his pillow. “Everything’s gonna be alright.”, Siwon adds.
“I know. I don’t want to think about it anymore. Well, I tried to. Could we just chatting about anything else?”, Heechul plead.
“How about your first day at work, then?”
“It was okay. Kyuhyun-hyung never leaved me if it wasn’t necessary. I’m grateful of that. You and Leeteuk-hyung just worry too much.”
“Better than be sorry later.”
“Uh-uh. And now it’s past midnight. I think both of us should go to sleep?”, Heechul asks yawning. Siwon just chuckling but then coughing makes Heechul laugh.
“Yah, get well soon okay? Sweet dream, Siwon-ah.”
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The scene was familiar. The bookshelf, the bed, the couch in the corner, the window, even the curtain. He knows it very well. He’s in the house. But there’s just a dimmed light and it’s not enough to look clearly. Then something ruffles behind him so he turns around to face someone, a man.
“Uncle..”, he hears his own voice. He jerks away when suddenly he feels his uncle’s hand on his face.
“Uncle?”, he asks again. Confuse consume his heart and he feels fear too. What’s wrong? He doesn’t understand. And his uncle dragged him to the bed and dumps him there. The next thing he knows is his wrists and ankles are being cuffed.
“Uncle? What are you doing? Let me go!”, he plead, but seems his uncle didn’t heard him. His uncle’s hands force his shoulders to stay still, he can’t move.
His uncle’s right hand then trace his face while the other hand keeps him to stay still, down to his neck and stomach, finally to his groin.
“Uncle, stop!”, he shrieked but his uncle just doesn’t mind him. He stroke Heechul’s thigh and it make Heechul feels an odd feeling. Then he kisses Heechul’s cheek, and then his lips. Heechul tries to struggle but his uncle is stronger than him.
“Call me oppa, Heechul-ah. Oppa.”, his uncle said. But Heechul shook his head.
“I don’t understand. Uncle, please. Let me go. I want to go to Appa and Umma.”, Heechul plead once again but he got nothing in response. Instead, his uncle nuzzled his nose to Heechul’s face, and then neck, it makes Heechul shivers.
The clothes were being ripped apart. Heechul gasps to what his uncle doing and he tries to struggle some more before his uncle pins his chained hands above him.
“You’re mine, Heechul. Don’t you understand? You, are, mine. Forever. And your parents just died. Do you forget about that?”
“But uncle..”
“CALL ME OPPA!”, his uncle snaps and slap him. His cheek’s burning and the place’s sting. The tears forms on his eyes and his uncle then rub the cheeks, hoping the pain will go away. After Heechul seems to calm down, his uncle kisses him again. He kisses all over Heechul body, and it feels uncomfortable. He bites and nibbles Heechul’s body and seems he enjoy it very much.
“Uncle..”
“Oppa.”, his uncle remind him.
“O-oppa, it hurts. Please stop..”, again, Heechul plead. But suddenly his pants were slipped off from his lower body. His uncle nuzzled his nose to Heechul’s expose thigh and then nibbles lightly just under the waistband and Heechul’s squirm because of that. And then the underwear was disappear too, exposing his naked body to his uncle delight. He try to covered and hide his expose body but his uncle prevent him to do so.
“You’re beautiful, Heechul.”, his uncle said.
“Un- O, oppa. Heechul’s a boy.”, Heechul said innocently. His uncle chuckles and kisses him on the lips.
“Do you think a boy can’t be beautiful too, Heechul-ah? You are wrong, baby.”
“C-can you release me? It hurts, Un-Oppa.”
“NO!”, the high tone on his uncle’s voice scared him. Tears start to form again on his eyes and it’s worsening when his uncle starts to play with his body again. He doesn’t like it, he wants it to be over. But then something thrust to his body, it hurts like hell.
“UNCLE!”, he screams and struggling to make the pain stop. He squirms and try to release himself, but the hands that holding him is indeed much stronger than he is.
“Shhh,, it’s okay, baby. Bear it, it would be end soon.”, his uncle try to calm him.
“Uncle..”, he sobs. He wants this to end. He really wants it to end so badly. And it doesn’t stop, only worsen.
“UNCLE!! PLEASE UNCLE, STOP! IT HURTS!! UNCLE!!”
“How much I say it until you understand to call me oppa, Heechul-ah? Huh? How many times do you want it?”, he asks while still scissoring his nephew’s inside.
“O..oppa.. please stop..”, Heechul try to plea again but it’s useless. The pain becomes so unbearable he wants to faint. And then something bigger impaled to his body.
“Han-oppa!”, Heechul screams again and again calling his uncle’s name while his uncle thrusting himself to Heechul’s body.
It was over when Heechul feels like it was eternity.
“What should you call me, Heechul-ah, my baby?”, his uncle asks him who just laying on his stomach, too tired and hurts to even move his finger.
“O-oppa.. Hankyung-oppa.”, he said in whisper. His uncle then smiles widely.
“That’s a good boy. Sweat dream, my love.”
…Heechul then gasps and opens his eyes. Sweat covering his body and he sit on his bed. He looks at his surrounding only to find himself to be in his room, in Leeteuk’s.
“Shit. It was a dream.”, he thought wiping his sweat from his forehead. He gets up from his bad and snatches his glass. He gulps the water until the glass’s empty.
“I thought I was over with it..”
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A/N : OMG~ DID I JUST WRITE SOME SMUT?? I didn’t right? Well,if I did it’s just a fail smut anyway. That's why I changed the rating, just to be safe.. XDD And yes, I finally decide to reveal the oppa and Hankyung’s role in this fic. I thought it’ll makes the fic more simple and less chaptered (cause I’m afraid I’ll dump it if I make this long). This is my longest chapter I ever make. And please, don’t hate Hannie here, okay? *wink* As always, any feedback (comment or critique or anything) is <3
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Pairing(s) : HanChul, Kangteuk, oneside!SiBum, YeWon, Kyumin
Rating : PG~PG-15 PG-R
Genre :AU, chaptered, cross-over (with DBSK)
Disclaimer : Of course I’ll only have them in my dream
Warning : rape, incest, paedophillia, grammar error, unbeta-ed, AU
Summary : Being kept for 4 years, suddenly Heechul found himself in the street with a warm blanket covering him and a map contain everything related to him. So once again his life begin..
A/N : I'm still lacking with third POV and English is not my first language. Feel free and please do point out if I make some mistake.
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Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2
Chapter 3 : First day at school, time to make friends
“Like I said before, I won’t wear a boy’s uniform!”, Heechul said almost like a scream to Leeteuk and Kangin’s ear. He stomps on the floor and refuse to change, well, to change to a boy’s uniform to be exact.
“I said so Kangin-ah, you should bring home girl uniform too. Sungmin said it was okay for the time being.”, Leeteuk said and frowning to his husband.
“You spoil him too much. He is a boy, so he should wear these clothes. I don’t care what he wear in this house, but he should obey the rule.”, Kangin said back to Leeteuk.
“Oh, I thought you don’t want me to embarrass you.”, Heechul spat, folding his arms on his chest and then sits on the edge of the bed.
Kangin rolled his eyes and massaging his temple. He looks to his husband. “Where is the scared boy I met two weeks ago? I prefer him than this snarky boy.”, he said and it makes Leeteuk laugh and Heechul rolled his eyes and let out an exasperating sigh. But they have no time to waste or Heechul would be late on his first day.
“I wonder too, dear. But now we don’t have time to argue this right now.”, Leeteuk said while he gone to the next room to retrieve something and back with a neat girl uniform. Kangin gasped and staring his husband in disbelief while Heechul just jumping and take the uniform happily. After his change, he packs everything he needs for the day and gone.
“Somehow I wonder why I marry you, Leeteuk. You’re just too good with everyone, you’ll be the death of me.”, Kangin said shaking his head. Leeteuk smiles at the comment.
“I think you just said the reason, dear. You love me that much you willing to make me your reason of death.”, Leeteuk said and giggling when he saw a shade of red on his husband’s face.
“Ah~ I hope it’ll be a good day.”
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It was so awkward since he arrived at school. He have to introduce himself in front of the class and he can’t stop himself from fidgeting because his nervousness. He attend second grade class because the folder state that he skips the first grade. The teacher told everyone in class that he is a boy but he has a problem to work with and still the teacher hope that they can be friends with him. It makes him wants to snort if he isn’t recall that Leeteuk wants him to become a good boy.
And there it is, the class suddenly goes silent after teacher’s speech. No more excitement and just silent, with their stare at him in disbelief. Ah, Ms. Park is the name of his teacher, finally Heechul remember. She asks him to sit on the back and then she starts the lesson.
The morning flies so fast and Heechul got bored. He bored easily, because the lecture is so plain and he already learnt it anyway, when he still in the house, so there’s no point to hear the lecture at all, just to make his day worse.
The bell for lunch finally ringed and the class become hyper again. Everyone’s leaving, and Heechul doesn’t know what to do. He could go to cafeteria, but Leeteuk has packed him lunch, so there’s no need to go there. But stay in the class and eat alone is such a gloomy idea. And that’s when someone approaches him.
“Hello. Are you coming to cafeteria?”, a tall boy with twin dimples on both his cheeks when he smiles ask him politely. Heechul just stare blankly to the boy, and then blink, once.
“Are you inviting me?”, he asks timidly and the boy just chuckle in response. Heechul doesn’t understand why the boy chuckling and it annoy him.
“Yah, I don’t think there’s something funny here. So quit the act.”, he said, frowning. Suddenly the boy wants to pat his shoulder but his body jerks away and it gives the boy a surprise.
“I’m sorry.”, he said entwining his thick eyebrows with ‘I don’t know and I don’t understand’ look. Heechul just stare at him again but this time while hugging himself trying to keep himself calm.
“It’s, it’s alright actually. I can’t keep myself from fidgeting when some stranger’s enter my personal space and touch me without my conscience.”, he said and the boy immediately looks really apologetic it makes Heechul smile.
“What’s your name by the way?”, he asks and the boy’s face lit up.
“I’m Siwon, Choi Siwon. Nice to meet you. I’ll try not to touch you unnecessarily, I tend to like skinship a lot.”, he said gesturing his hands. Wow, he do that a lot too, the hand gesture. Heechul just smile a bit more before stands up and asks Siwon to lead the way to cafeteria didn’t forget to bring his lunch pack.
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Siwon was so easy to be friend with. He’s popular in school, members of students’ council, active in social activities, vice captain on basketball club, and of course a smart person too. He’s nice with girls, admired by the boys and juniors, respected by the teachers and seniors. Everyone thinks he’ll be the next president of the students’ council. And he’s a religious person, although not a strict one, but still, he could talk in entire day about everything on the bible if anyone didn’t dare to make him stop. He empathy Heechul, thus he make sure Heechul’s comfortable at school. He practically tags along with Heechul on the first week. And it makes Heechul happy because his kindness was genuine.
One day, in the second week, Heechul goes home alone. It’s rainy on his half way home but he doesn’t bring his umbrella, so he decides to take shelter in the bookstore. He needs to look some books anyway, just hoping he had enough money to buy it later.
On the inside the bookstore was nearly empty. It just a few people there, maybe because this is just a small bookstore. He just wants to go to cashier when suddenly something caught his eyes on the magazine section.
It’s his oppa, he knows for sure. He takes a step forward and then one step again until he reach the rack. Long minutes passed with him just staring at the magazine. Then with his trembling hands, he takes one of them and hold on it tight in his grasp. He just keeps staring, not even dare to touch or even brushing his long finger over the picture.
“You like it?”, Kyuhyun, the bookstore owner ask him and he nods vigorously. They already met several times due Heechul eagerness to read something (literally anything that labeled as a book or some text on the paper or article on the internet) everyday. Kyuhyun has a handsome face and a smile that can make any girl squealing and squirming. We’ve not mention his soothing voice yet. Yes, his voice, just his voice, can make anyone melt. But there’s something missed from this man, maybe because his smile isn’t as charming and kind as Siwon? Heechul just thought that his smile is just like a sly fox, although this man is really indeed a good person.
“Hm, how about this, you work part time here and I’ll give you that by cutting it from your salary.”
“Seriously?”, Heechul asks with his sparkling eyes. Kyuhyun just nods and give him his smile (not his cunning smile of course) and it makes Heechul feels beyond happy because of that. He thanks the man and asks about the schedule before practically jumps on his way home, didn’t even think about Leeteuk reaction when he reached home.
- - - -
“NO!!!”, Leeteuk screech when Heechul told him about the part time job. Heechul pouting and folding his arms on his chest with a ‘humph’ sound escape from his lips.
“Why not?”, he asks.
“Because!”, Leeteuk said with high voice it makes Heechul cover his poor ears. Leeteuk huffed to calm himself and then sits beside Heechul, patting his head. “It’s dangerous. What if something bad happen? Not that I’m not trusting Kyuhyun for this, wait, I do not trusting him enough that he’ll take good care of you. If you want to work part-time, I can give you some work in my office.”, he reason.
“But I already agreed to him and he already gave me a payment for my job.”, Heechul said and it makes Leeteuk massage his temple. In time like this, he really do wish to have his husband by his side.
“And, it maybe makes a good treatment for my problem cause there will be many people, right? You can call Sungmin-hyung to make sure of it. I doubt he’ll disagree with me.”, Heechul added with a smile pestering his face. Leeteuk feels his defeating already but still decide to call Sungmin.
“… I guess it’s okay.”, Sungmin said on the phone. Heechul who hears the conversation jumps happily and Leeteuk just have to shook his head again and let out a heavy sigh.
“I’ll go check on him if you worried that much.”, Sungmin said and it likes gives a warm breeze to Leeteuk.
“Is that alright with you, Minnie-ah? I don’t want to burden you.”
“Silly, hyung. It’s alright. It’s either I have a short shift or don’t have any schedule on the day he do his job. So it would be fine.”, Sungmin assured Leeteuk. Oh, how that really makes Leeteuk feels relieves.
“Thank you, Minnie-ah.”
- - - -
“You’re part timer?”, Siwon asks, furrowing his shibrow. Thinking about his friend going to do part time job feels not right to him.
“Yah, what’s wrong with me being a part timer?.”, Heechul said laying on his stomach. They are having this conversation through phone. Siwon’s being sick these two days and tomorrow too, he said he can’t make it to go to school. Heechul feels lonely, but he knows there’s nothing Siwon and he can do. Everyone’s still unsure to talk to him, but, whatever.
“No, there’s nothing wrong. I just want you to be careful, Cullie-ah. But, are you sure about this?”, Siwon asks while coughing and sneezing it makes Heechul backing away from his phone.
“Yah, you should rest. It’s a good thing you catch this cold in the weekend, so you didn’t spread your virus to me.”, Heechul said grinning his mischievous smile.
“Ouch, that hurts. But, seriously, are you really going to do that? From your story, you just want a magazine and then when he offered that, you just agreed easily. I smell something fishy.”
“I bet you can smell everything now, Siwon-ah.”, Heechul said sarcastically. “It’s alright. Everything’s under control.”, Heechul assure his only friend. “Besides, I really want that magazine. If I really am going part timer there, everything’s will be easier.”
“If you say so.”, Siwon shrugged. He decides to lay on his bed relaxing his back with a box of tissue on his hand. He place his left hand under his head and stare at the ceiling before comment again. “Just don’t do anything reckless. If something happens, just call me okay?”
“Aaaww, you really are so sweet~ I will, Siwon. Ah, I bet I’ll get jealous to whoever will be your girlfriend. She’ll snatch your sweetness for herself.”, Siwon must laugh at that. Seriously, how can his friend think like that?
“Nah, I prefer a good girl. If she wants to keep me away from my friends, I’ll better off with her.”
“That’s good to hear. Now you should go rest. Sleep well, Siwon-ah.”
- - - -
“Hey, do you know? There’ll be another transfer student!”, everyone’s so excited about the new guy. Yes, a guy. Someone has seen him in teacher’s office.
“They said he’s from USA!”
“Wow, that’s cool! I want to met him already!”, some more thing was come along with those arguments. The new boy’s already have a fangirls now. Heechul doesn’t understand why girls think about the unimportant things. So what if that boy is from abroad? Heechul just shook his head hearing the girls gossiping.
When the bell finally rang, the students sit on their desk not so quietly. They anticipate the newcomer, hoping, Heechul guess, that the new guy won’t end up like him.
“My name’s Kim Kibum.”, the boy said in front of class with a blank expression. He’s cute, and cool at the same time. He’s a quite type, Heechul assume. His bangs are just above his eyebrows and his hair is cut nicely until under the ears. He has a round face and at first impression there’s still a baby fat on his cheeks, makes him looks chubby. He wears black full rimmed glasses on his sharp eyes. And Ms. Park just nicely asks him to sits beside Heechul.
To say that Heechul’s nervous, well, it’s quite right with this circumstance. He can’t keep fidgeting and feel uncomfortable through the class. It’s not only because he don’t know the new boy, but the boy seems to give him a cold shoulder, he wasn’t nice at all. He just scribble and drowsing but sometimes pay attention too to the lesson. He does that too, to other classmates. Give them a vibe that says “Fuck off! Don’t ever try to approach me”.
Heechul let out a sigh and murmuring something like “I miss Siwon.” Or “Don’t wanna be with him.”, or “I feel like I am on the pole. So damn freezing beside me.”
It happens for two days in a row. Although he’s been accustomed by Kibum’s prescene.. but they still lack of communication. It’s worsening because they have a project together.
“I said leave me alone!”, Kibum said in annoyance once they arrive on the rooftop. Heechul has been tailing him since the bell for lunch rang. Heechul too, doesn’t want to do this, but the project must be done by two students, so..
“Kibum-ah, you can’t be like this. We need to work it together.”, Heechul said letting out an exasperating sigh.
“But I’m not in the mood to work on it. So either you wait for me to go for the mood, or you just can work on it by yourself.”, Kibum’s reply displeased him. He huffed in response and sits lean on the wall, hiding from the sunlight by its shadow. Kibum does it too, without any sound. They sit still in the silent. Heechul just grab and play with his lunchpack, doesn’t want to eat anytime soon. He is considering whether or not to ask the man beside him some question. In the end, he dare asks him.
“Everyone said that you transfer from USA. Where do you live before come here?”, he asks. In the first minute, Kibum seems to be silent and doesn’t want to answer his question. He just wants to shrug it off when suddenly Kibum gives him answer.
“L.A”, he said with such a short answer, but still a respond.
“Really? I’ve came there twice when I live in Washington. Is that city still cramped?”, he asks jokingly and let out a giggle. Kibum just staring at the person beside him.
“You’ve been living in Washington?”, he asks, a bit curious. Heechul nods and grin at him.
“I travel a lot when I was a child. But mostly, I go to America. I lived there for 2 years before I went back here.”, Heechul explain. He never really shares his past with anyone. Kibum’s the first person he ever tells this. Even Leeteuk didn’t know about it, let alone Siwon. Maybe because Heechul took a glimpse that Kibum still write mostly everything in English everytime he takes a note through lesson, and he feels bad. He saw Kibum’s in a deep thought, try to sinking this information. “You can talk to me with English if you’re more comfortable with that.”, he added. He figures that maybe, the cold vibe from Kibum was because the language barrier. He then saw Kibum’s eyes widened and then a flash of smile appeared.
“Thank you. You’re a life savior.”, Kibum said. And Heechul only smile, thinking that maybe he was finally able to help someone, that he’s not so helpless like he thought.
“I’ll be more gratefull if we can do that project asap.”, he said makes Kibum chuckles in response.
- - - -
“…And we just chatting like girls in English.”, Heechul tells Siwon the exact same thing he said to Leeteuk. He giggles and lays his body to his bed. Like two days ago, they talk through the phone. Siwon said that he’ll be able to come to school on Friday.
“I don’t know you’re fluent in English.”, Siwon confess. That was the exact same comment Leeteuk gave him. He just rolled his eyes.
“I know. I never intended to tell this to anyone. I think it’s unnecessary.”
“Well, unnecessary for you, but it might be a useful thing for us to know you better.”, Siwon said. Heechul grins and said nothing about it.
“He does know that you are a boy right?”, Siwon asks.
“Yeah, Ms. Park told him. He just said that he understands. He’ll from America after all, I guess he can accept it more easily.”
“Yah, Heechul-ah, don’t be like that.”, Siwon scolds him and he just ‘humph’ in response. He rolls his body over and buried his head on his pillow. “Everything’s gonna be alright.”, Siwon adds.
“I know. I don’t want to think about it anymore. Well, I tried to. Could we just chatting about anything else?”, Heechul plead.
“How about your first day at work, then?”
“It was okay. Kyuhyun-hyung never leaved me if it wasn’t necessary. I’m grateful of that. You and Leeteuk-hyung just worry too much.”
“Better than be sorry later.”
“Uh-uh. And now it’s past midnight. I think both of us should go to sleep?”, Heechul asks yawning. Siwon just chuckling but then coughing makes Heechul laugh.
“Yah, get well soon okay? Sweet dream, Siwon-ah.”
- - - -
The scene was familiar. The bookshelf, the bed, the couch in the corner, the window, even the curtain. He knows it very well. He’s in the house. But there’s just a dimmed light and it’s not enough to look clearly. Then something ruffles behind him so he turns around to face someone, a man.
“Uncle..”, he hears his own voice. He jerks away when suddenly he feels his uncle’s hand on his face.
“Uncle?”, he asks again. Confuse consume his heart and he feels fear too. What’s wrong? He doesn’t understand. And his uncle dragged him to the bed and dumps him there. The next thing he knows is his wrists and ankles are being cuffed.
“Uncle? What are you doing? Let me go!”, he plead, but seems his uncle didn’t heard him. His uncle’s hands force his shoulders to stay still, he can’t move.
His uncle’s right hand then trace his face while the other hand keeps him to stay still, down to his neck and stomach, finally to his groin.
“Uncle, stop!”, he shrieked but his uncle just doesn’t mind him. He stroke Heechul’s thigh and it make Heechul feels an odd feeling. Then he kisses Heechul’s cheek, and then his lips. Heechul tries to struggle but his uncle is stronger than him.
“Call me oppa, Heechul-ah. Oppa.”, his uncle said. But Heechul shook his head.
“I don’t understand. Uncle, please. Let me go. I want to go to Appa and Umma.”, Heechul plead once again but he got nothing in response. Instead, his uncle nuzzled his nose to Heechul’s face, and then neck, it makes Heechul shivers.
The clothes were being ripped apart. Heechul gasps to what his uncle doing and he tries to struggle some more before his uncle pins his chained hands above him.
“You’re mine, Heechul. Don’t you understand? You, are, mine. Forever. And your parents just died. Do you forget about that?”
“But uncle..”
“CALL ME OPPA!”, his uncle snaps and slap him. His cheek’s burning and the place’s sting. The tears forms on his eyes and his uncle then rub the cheeks, hoping the pain will go away. After Heechul seems to calm down, his uncle kisses him again. He kisses all over Heechul body, and it feels uncomfortable. He bites and nibbles Heechul’s body and seems he enjoy it very much.
“Uncle..”
“Oppa.”, his uncle remind him.
“O-oppa, it hurts. Please stop..”, again, Heechul plead. But suddenly his pants were slipped off from his lower body. His uncle nuzzled his nose to Heechul’s expose thigh and then nibbles lightly just under the waistband and Heechul’s squirm because of that. And then the underwear was disappear too, exposing his naked body to his uncle delight. He try to covered and hide his expose body but his uncle prevent him to do so.
“You’re beautiful, Heechul.”, his uncle said.
“Un- O, oppa. Heechul’s a boy.”, Heechul said innocently. His uncle chuckles and kisses him on the lips.
“Do you think a boy can’t be beautiful too, Heechul-ah? You are wrong, baby.”
“C-can you release me? It hurts, Un-Oppa.”
“NO!”, the high tone on his uncle’s voice scared him. Tears start to form again on his eyes and it’s worsening when his uncle starts to play with his body again. He doesn’t like it, he wants it to be over. But then something thrust to his body, it hurts like hell.
“UNCLE!”, he screams and struggling to make the pain stop. He squirms and try to release himself, but the hands that holding him is indeed much stronger than he is.
“Shhh,, it’s okay, baby. Bear it, it would be end soon.”, his uncle try to calm him.
“Uncle..”, he sobs. He wants this to end. He really wants it to end so badly. And it doesn’t stop, only worsen.
“UNCLE!! PLEASE UNCLE, STOP! IT HURTS!! UNCLE!!”
“How much I say it until you understand to call me oppa, Heechul-ah? Huh? How many times do you want it?”, he asks while still scissoring his nephew’s inside.
“O..oppa.. please stop..”, Heechul try to plea again but it’s useless. The pain becomes so unbearable he wants to faint. And then something bigger impaled to his body.
“Han-oppa!”, Heechul screams again and again calling his uncle’s name while his uncle thrusting himself to Heechul’s body.
It was over when Heechul feels like it was eternity.
“What should you call me, Heechul-ah, my baby?”, his uncle asks him who just laying on his stomach, too tired and hurts to even move his finger.
“O-oppa.. Hankyung-oppa.”, he said in whisper. His uncle then smiles widely.
“That’s a good boy. Sweat dream, my love.”
…Heechul then gasps and opens his eyes. Sweat covering his body and he sit on his bed. He looks at his surrounding only to find himself to be in his room, in Leeteuk’s.
“Shit. It was a dream.”, he thought wiping his sweat from his forehead. He gets up from his bad and snatches his glass. He gulps the water until the glass’s empty.
“I thought I was over with it..”
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A/N : OMG~ DID I JUST WRITE SOME SMUT?? I didn’t right? Well,if I did it’s just a fail smut anyway. That's why I changed the rating, just to be safe.. XDD And yes, I finally decide to reveal the oppa and Hankyung’s role in this fic. I thought it’ll makes the fic more simple and less chaptered (cause I’m afraid I’ll dump it if I make this long). This is my longest chapter I ever make. And please, don’t hate Hannie here, okay? *wink* As always, any feedback (comment or critique or anything) is <3
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