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Title : Obsession Won’t Kill You
Pairing(s) : HanChul, Kangteuk, oneside!SiBum, YeWon, Kyumin
Rating : PG~PG-15
Genre :AU, chaptered, cross-over (with DBSK)
Disclaimer : Of course I’ll only have them in my dream
Warning : rape, incest, paedophillia, grammar error, unbeta-ed, AU
Summary : Being kept for 4 years, suddenly Heechul found himself in the street with a warm blanket covering him and a map contain everything related to him. So once again his life begin..
A/N : I'm still lacking with third POV. Feel free and please do point out if I make some mistake.
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Prologue
Chapter 1 : The KangTeuk Couple
Heechul blink his eyes twice before rubbing his eyes and go to sit. He felt someone shook him to awake, so here he is, and sit on some cold tiles and face a stranger with worry look plastering his face.
“Are you alright?”, said the stranger. Heechul didn’t understand why he is here, nowhere near his house. He just blinks and stares at the stranger. The stranger then sits in front of him, crossing his legs before speaking.
“Are you lost? Uhmm..”, the stranger want to say ‘miss’ but then he felt it’s not right, looking at the flat chest.
“Heechul, my name is Heechul, sir.”, he tried to be polite eventhough the man in front of him just a mere stranger. But this is the first time he talks to anyone beside his oppa in 4 years, so he don’t know if he did okay or not.
“Heechul, are you a boy?”, the stranger ask slowly like he didn’t want to hurt the boy’s feeling. And yes, of course Heechul will nod his head. The stranger suddenly wants to faint. How come a boy dress like a girl?! He’s only wearing a sleeveless white dress for God’s sake!
“Heechul, my name’s Leeteuk, but I must ask you this: why are you here? Are you run from home or something like that?”
Again, Heechul just stare at the stranger name’s Leeteuk and said nothing. He tries to combine everything that puzzles him. Then he stares at the folder in his palm, and everything’s click. His oppa throw him away. His oppa didn’t want him anymore. Unconsciously he let the tears flow to his cheeks, down to his chin and makes Leeteuk goes to panic mode.
“Omo! Heechul, please don’t cry! I’m sorry! I won’t ask you anything anymore! Please don’t cry~”, Leeteuk plead but Heechul just shook his head and just let himself cried. He wants to pity himself because his oppa no longer wants him. He’s alone now..
Leeteuk then lift his chin, clean the tears that still flowing on his cheeks and smiles a sweet one, showing his dimple on his left cheek.
“It’s alright, Heechul, everything’s gonna be okay. Just tell me anything.”, he said in soothing voice, makes Heechul feels at peace.
“He threw me. I’m alone now.”, is what Heechul said after that no less no more. Leeteuk just frowning then, doesn’t exactly understand about the whole situation Heechul in, but he tried nevertheless. Sighing, Leeteuk just stand up and clean up the dirt on his pants before said anything.
He reaches out his hands to Heechul, intend to take Heechul’s hand. “How about we go home together to my house? Here’s so cold.”, he said smiling like an angel and it makes Heechul just want to say yes and reaching Leeteuk’s hand.
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“…And?”
“It’s no more ‘and’ Kangin-ah, I want to adopt him. Isn’t he adorable?”, Leeteuk said glancing to the bathroom where the boy cleansing himself. They are sitting on dining table, discussing about Heechul while waiting for him. Kangin just sigh listen to Leeteuk’s demand. It’s not an easy job to adopt someone. Let alone a boy in puberty. Heck, where does Leeteuk found the boy anyway?
“Maybe he’s just a weirdo, Teukie. We can’t risk anything.”, he said try to put some rationale thinking to the man in front of him. Leeteuk just pouting after that. He knows that Kangin won’t last long before fulfill his demand if he keeps pouting. He knows Kangin too well.
However, Kangin too, too accustomed to Leeteuk. “Nuh-uh, the pouting didn’t work on me now, Teukie.”, he said, grinning. With that, Leeteuk just make a sound like ‘humph’ and then leaving. Again, Kangin just let out a sigh facing Leeteuk’s antique. He try to distract it and just decide to open the folder and looking whatever inside.
Meanwhile, Leeteuk decide to let Heechul wear his clothes. The boy’s so thin, but tall. Leeteuk wonder how old Heechul is. He’ll ask the boy later then.
He knocks before he steps in the bathroom, face to face with the boy who just wrap his waist with a towel. Seriously, if he wears some sleeve shirt, anyone will just say that the boy was a girl.
“Here, wear this. This is my clothes, I hope it’s not too loose.”, he said offering the clothes. But the boy just shook his head.
“Where’s my cloth? I just want to wear that.”, he said seems trouble with the idea to wear someone’s clothes.
“I just put the dress to washing machine. Just wear this for a while, alright?”, didn’t want to disappoint Leeteuk more, Heechul just take the clothes and wear it while Leeteuk leave.
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“Quit fidgeting, will ya?”, Kangin asks Heechul when they gather in living room. Kangin and Leeteuk sit on the long couch while Heechul sits on the floor, watching TV. But true to be told, Heechul just keeps fidgeting every now and then. He seems uncomfortable with something.
“Anything’s wrong, dear?”, Leeteuk said patting the boy’s shoulder. He then too, sits on the floor beside Heechul. He keeps giving Heechul a concern look and it makes Heechul uneasy with the kind gesture. He shook his head once again, but then said something.
“Can I have my cloth back? I don’t like wearing this.”, he whisper.
“You don’t like it? But yours still drying, Heechul-ah. Why don’t we just choose something from my wardrobe?”, he suggest. But Heechul shaking his head.
“I don’t like wearing man’s clothes.”, he said finally. Leeteuk looks like he wants to gasp but restrain it. He glances to Kangin, wanting some help. Again, Kangin let out a sigh before he try to persuade the boy.
“You are a boy. You should wear that, not that damn white dress. You looks like a sissy.”, he said. But Heechul’s body twitch and he is in the verge to cry.
“Really helping, Kangin-ah.”, Leeteuk said, scolding him and then face the coy again. “Hm, if you’re not really comfortable with man’s clothes, we could find some long shirt from my wardrobe for you. How’s that sound?”, Heechul just nodding his head and his face lit up. Leeteuk give out a chuckle and guide the boy to his room.
Heechul practically tried everything in the wardrobe that seems long enough for him (he didn’t want to wear a trouser, it gives him a yucky feeling, thank you very much). He giggles when he finally found what he searching for. A light brown long sleeve sweater with a turtle neck. It covers almost to his knee and it feels warm.
“I guess it really will do with your appearance, Heechul-ah.”, Leeteuk said nodding for approval. Heechul just twirling around with his cloth in front of large mirror.
“Heechul, how old are you?’, Leeteuk ask out of the blue. Heechul then stops twirling around and face the man.
“I’m 16.”, he said and then sits on the floor beside Leeteuk. Leeteuk just smile weakly and then pat his head.
“Look, I know it’s hard for you to tell me what happened to you. But at least, give me some idea about it. Will you?”, again, Heechul can’t say no to him. Leeteuk is his angel. He’s so kind, warm, and everything. He don’t want to disappoint his angel.
“It’s been 4 years since I last step out from the house.”, Heechul starts. “Sometimes, oppa will come and pampers me with his love and it made me really happy. Eventhough now he threw me out, I know something bad happen. And eventhough he didn’t love me anymore, I’ll still live, waiting that maybe, someday oppa will take me home to our house again. ”, again, he can’t control his tears. He covers his face with his palms to hide this, and just curl there. Leeteuk wants to find out why he calls the man with ‘oppa’, because he calls Leeteuk and Kangin with ‘hyung’. Maybe it’s special? He just shrugs it off and pats the boy’s head once again before tidy up the mess.
“Hyung”, Heechul suddenly call him. So he stops what he’s doing and faces the boy.
“Why Kangin-hyung and your clothes in the same wardrobe?”, Heechul asks.
Leeteuk chuckle once again and continue to clean the mess. “Didn’t I tell you before? Kangin and I are married.”
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It’s been two weeks since Heechul live with the KangTeuk couple. He adapted so well with them, even the neighbor will greet him if they passed. Eventhough he’ll feel uncomfortable and keeps on fidgeting at first when someone approach his personal space, but then after he starts to recognize them, he’ll feel at ease and even showing his witty side.
Leeteuk can only shake his head watching Heechul’s behavior. Sometimes he’ll act like a kid or like his age, but some other times he really behaves like an adult and it surprise both of them. Sometimes it scared Leeteuk, Heechul’s just 16 years old for crying out loud!
“Just let him be, Teukie.”, Kangin said one day when Heechul just come home late after diner and covered with dirt. He was playing with elementary children in the apartment complex but then forgot about time. They were playing hide and seek and of course chasing each other, Heechul said with a big grin plastered on his face before he take a bath.
In the other time, when KangTeuk was so busy, and were come home late without having diner yet, Heechul will still stay up and heating some meal he cooks (yeah, any problem about him cooking something? It’s edible, trust me), especially for them. He just said in understanding tone, “Working in public service sure takes a lot of energy, ne.”
But the problem is, Heechul still refuse to wear men’s clothes. He often mistaken as a girl in the neighborhood but he just ignores it. He always saying that wear men’s clothes makes him uncomfortable and have an itchy feeling, especially trouser (who can blame him anyway if he has to wear dress for 4 years in a row?).
“Heechul?”, Leeteuk call in Sunday afternoon. They just finished cleaning up their whole apartment, so they kinda feel exhausted right now. Heechul approaches him and place his head on Leeteuk’s lap, laying on the floor and letting the hand of his angel pat his head. It’s not as good as his oppa’s caresses, but it still feel good.
“How about we tell each other about ourselves?”, Leeteuk suggest and Heechul just humming, a sign that he want to do it if Leeteuk do it first.
“Okay, let see. The first time I met Kangin was in the park. We’ve been friends for 2 years after that before he asked me one day in the autumn to go out with him. It felt so romantic, and so right.”, Leeteuk said a bit chuckling and embarrassed at the same time.
“What do you want to know about me, hyung?”, Heechul ask him then. Leeteuk know that bringing a subject about his ‘oppa’ will inconvenient, so he thinking about something else.
“How about what you do in your free time when you’re in your house?”, Heechul just give out a smug smile and decide to sit up, face to face with Leeteuk.
“I have a lot of free time in the house.”, he starts. “I practically read everything that oppa left me with, biology, math, psychology, accounting, law, just say it; watching TV’s program, there’s no internet so I can’t go surfing or chat with someone but it still feels right; heck, I even try to cook and baking cookies! Can you imagine that?! I’m still no good with that, but oppa praise my cook, so I guess its okay. You both said that it was a delicious meal too.”
“Oh yeah, Chullie-ah. It was really delicious. Even more delicious than mine.”, Leeteuk responds and it makes both of them giggled like some gossip girls. Leeteuk can barely cook; makes Kangin do the job almost everyday. But Leeteuk is a neat freak, not letting any dust and messiness in the house.
“And I think both of you should take a bath. You are stink!”, Kangin said approaching them. Heechul than smell himself and scrunching his nose, stare at KangTeuk couple and then dash to the bathroom, initiating to go shower first before Leeteuk.
“And?”, Kangin starts stroking his husband’s back softly. Leeteuk relax with the touches and close his eyes.
“I don’t know. What do you think the best for him?”, Leeteuk ask.
“Maybe, it’s time to bring him to the psychologist. I know someone in that field.”
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A/N : Is it only me, or is it really feel like in a rush but slow at the same time? I'm sorry if it's disappointing. But I'll try my best to keep update soon and be better.. Comment or critique or anything are always <3
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Pairing(s) : HanChul, Kangteuk, oneside!SiBum, YeWon, Kyumin
Rating : PG~PG-15
Genre :AU, chaptered, cross-over (with DBSK)
Disclaimer : Of course I’ll only have them in my dream
Warning : rape, incest, paedophillia, grammar error, unbeta-ed, AU
Summary : Being kept for 4 years, suddenly Heechul found himself in the street with a warm blanket covering him and a map contain everything related to him. So once again his life begin..
A/N : I'm still lacking with third POV. Feel free and please do point out if I make some mistake.
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Prologue
Chapter 1 : The KangTeuk Couple
Heechul blink his eyes twice before rubbing his eyes and go to sit. He felt someone shook him to awake, so here he is, and sit on some cold tiles and face a stranger with worry look plastering his face.
“Are you alright?”, said the stranger. Heechul didn’t understand why he is here, nowhere near his house. He just blinks and stares at the stranger. The stranger then sits in front of him, crossing his legs before speaking.
“Are you lost? Uhmm..”, the stranger want to say ‘miss’ but then he felt it’s not right, looking at the flat chest.
“Heechul, my name is Heechul, sir.”, he tried to be polite eventhough the man in front of him just a mere stranger. But this is the first time he talks to anyone beside his oppa in 4 years, so he don’t know if he did okay or not.
“Heechul, are you a boy?”, the stranger ask slowly like he didn’t want to hurt the boy’s feeling. And yes, of course Heechul will nod his head. The stranger suddenly wants to faint. How come a boy dress like a girl?! He’s only wearing a sleeveless white dress for God’s sake!
“Heechul, my name’s Leeteuk, but I must ask you this: why are you here? Are you run from home or something like that?”
Again, Heechul just stare at the stranger name’s Leeteuk and said nothing. He tries to combine everything that puzzles him. Then he stares at the folder in his palm, and everything’s click. His oppa throw him away. His oppa didn’t want him anymore. Unconsciously he let the tears flow to his cheeks, down to his chin and makes Leeteuk goes to panic mode.
“Omo! Heechul, please don’t cry! I’m sorry! I won’t ask you anything anymore! Please don’t cry~”, Leeteuk plead but Heechul just shook his head and just let himself cried. He wants to pity himself because his oppa no longer wants him. He’s alone now..
Leeteuk then lift his chin, clean the tears that still flowing on his cheeks and smiles a sweet one, showing his dimple on his left cheek.
“It’s alright, Heechul, everything’s gonna be okay. Just tell me anything.”, he said in soothing voice, makes Heechul feels at peace.
“He threw me. I’m alone now.”, is what Heechul said after that no less no more. Leeteuk just frowning then, doesn’t exactly understand about the whole situation Heechul in, but he tried nevertheless. Sighing, Leeteuk just stand up and clean up the dirt on his pants before said anything.
He reaches out his hands to Heechul, intend to take Heechul’s hand. “How about we go home together to my house? Here’s so cold.”, he said smiling like an angel and it makes Heechul just want to say yes and reaching Leeteuk’s hand.
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“…And?”
“It’s no more ‘and’ Kangin-ah, I want to adopt him. Isn’t he adorable?”, Leeteuk said glancing to the bathroom where the boy cleansing himself. They are sitting on dining table, discussing about Heechul while waiting for him. Kangin just sigh listen to Leeteuk’s demand. It’s not an easy job to adopt someone. Let alone a boy in puberty. Heck, where does Leeteuk found the boy anyway?
“Maybe he’s just a weirdo, Teukie. We can’t risk anything.”, he said try to put some rationale thinking to the man in front of him. Leeteuk just pouting after that. He knows that Kangin won’t last long before fulfill his demand if he keeps pouting. He knows Kangin too well.
However, Kangin too, too accustomed to Leeteuk. “Nuh-uh, the pouting didn’t work on me now, Teukie.”, he said, grinning. With that, Leeteuk just make a sound like ‘humph’ and then leaving. Again, Kangin just let out a sigh facing Leeteuk’s antique. He try to distract it and just decide to open the folder and looking whatever inside.
Meanwhile, Leeteuk decide to let Heechul wear his clothes. The boy’s so thin, but tall. Leeteuk wonder how old Heechul is. He’ll ask the boy later then.
He knocks before he steps in the bathroom, face to face with the boy who just wrap his waist with a towel. Seriously, if he wears some sleeve shirt, anyone will just say that the boy was a girl.
“Here, wear this. This is my clothes, I hope it’s not too loose.”, he said offering the clothes. But the boy just shook his head.
“Where’s my cloth? I just want to wear that.”, he said seems trouble with the idea to wear someone’s clothes.
“I just put the dress to washing machine. Just wear this for a while, alright?”, didn’t want to disappoint Leeteuk more, Heechul just take the clothes and wear it while Leeteuk leave.
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“Quit fidgeting, will ya?”, Kangin asks Heechul when they gather in living room. Kangin and Leeteuk sit on the long couch while Heechul sits on the floor, watching TV. But true to be told, Heechul just keeps fidgeting every now and then. He seems uncomfortable with something.
“Anything’s wrong, dear?”, Leeteuk said patting the boy’s shoulder. He then too, sits on the floor beside Heechul. He keeps giving Heechul a concern look and it makes Heechul uneasy with the kind gesture. He shook his head once again, but then said something.
“Can I have my cloth back? I don’t like wearing this.”, he whisper.
“You don’t like it? But yours still drying, Heechul-ah. Why don’t we just choose something from my wardrobe?”, he suggest. But Heechul shaking his head.
“I don’t like wearing man’s clothes.”, he said finally. Leeteuk looks like he wants to gasp but restrain it. He glances to Kangin, wanting some help. Again, Kangin let out a sigh before he try to persuade the boy.
“You are a boy. You should wear that, not that damn white dress. You looks like a sissy.”, he said. But Heechul’s body twitch and he is in the verge to cry.
“Really helping, Kangin-ah.”, Leeteuk said, scolding him and then face the coy again. “Hm, if you’re not really comfortable with man’s clothes, we could find some long shirt from my wardrobe for you. How’s that sound?”, Heechul just nodding his head and his face lit up. Leeteuk give out a chuckle and guide the boy to his room.
Heechul practically tried everything in the wardrobe that seems long enough for him (he didn’t want to wear a trouser, it gives him a yucky feeling, thank you very much). He giggles when he finally found what he searching for. A light brown long sleeve sweater with a turtle neck. It covers almost to his knee and it feels warm.
“I guess it really will do with your appearance, Heechul-ah.”, Leeteuk said nodding for approval. Heechul just twirling around with his cloth in front of large mirror.
“Heechul, how old are you?’, Leeteuk ask out of the blue. Heechul then stops twirling around and face the man.
“I’m 16.”, he said and then sits on the floor beside Leeteuk. Leeteuk just smile weakly and then pat his head.
“Look, I know it’s hard for you to tell me what happened to you. But at least, give me some idea about it. Will you?”, again, Heechul can’t say no to him. Leeteuk is his angel. He’s so kind, warm, and everything. He don’t want to disappoint his angel.
“It’s been 4 years since I last step out from the house.”, Heechul starts. “Sometimes, oppa will come and pampers me with his love and it made me really happy. Eventhough now he threw me out, I know something bad happen. And eventhough he didn’t love me anymore, I’ll still live, waiting that maybe, someday oppa will take me home to our house again. ”, again, he can’t control his tears. He covers his face with his palms to hide this, and just curl there. Leeteuk wants to find out why he calls the man with ‘oppa’, because he calls Leeteuk and Kangin with ‘hyung’. Maybe it’s special? He just shrugs it off and pats the boy’s head once again before tidy up the mess.
“Hyung”, Heechul suddenly call him. So he stops what he’s doing and faces the boy.
“Why Kangin-hyung and your clothes in the same wardrobe?”, Heechul asks.
Leeteuk chuckle once again and continue to clean the mess. “Didn’t I tell you before? Kangin and I are married.”
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It’s been two weeks since Heechul live with the KangTeuk couple. He adapted so well with them, even the neighbor will greet him if they passed. Eventhough he’ll feel uncomfortable and keeps on fidgeting at first when someone approach his personal space, but then after he starts to recognize them, he’ll feel at ease and even showing his witty side.
Leeteuk can only shake his head watching Heechul’s behavior. Sometimes he’ll act like a kid or like his age, but some other times he really behaves like an adult and it surprise both of them. Sometimes it scared Leeteuk, Heechul’s just 16 years old for crying out loud!
“Just let him be, Teukie.”, Kangin said one day when Heechul just come home late after diner and covered with dirt. He was playing with elementary children in the apartment complex but then forgot about time. They were playing hide and seek and of course chasing each other, Heechul said with a big grin plastered on his face before he take a bath.
In the other time, when KangTeuk was so busy, and were come home late without having diner yet, Heechul will still stay up and heating some meal he cooks (yeah, any problem about him cooking something? It’s edible, trust me), especially for them. He just said in understanding tone, “Working in public service sure takes a lot of energy, ne.”
But the problem is, Heechul still refuse to wear men’s clothes. He often mistaken as a girl in the neighborhood but he just ignores it. He always saying that wear men’s clothes makes him uncomfortable and have an itchy feeling, especially trouser (who can blame him anyway if he has to wear dress for 4 years in a row?).
“Heechul?”, Leeteuk call in Sunday afternoon. They just finished cleaning up their whole apartment, so they kinda feel exhausted right now. Heechul approaches him and place his head on Leeteuk’s lap, laying on the floor and letting the hand of his angel pat his head. It’s not as good as his oppa’s caresses, but it still feel good.
“How about we tell each other about ourselves?”, Leeteuk suggest and Heechul just humming, a sign that he want to do it if Leeteuk do it first.
“Okay, let see. The first time I met Kangin was in the park. We’ve been friends for 2 years after that before he asked me one day in the autumn to go out with him. It felt so romantic, and so right.”, Leeteuk said a bit chuckling and embarrassed at the same time.
“What do you want to know about me, hyung?”, Heechul ask him then. Leeteuk know that bringing a subject about his ‘oppa’ will inconvenient, so he thinking about something else.
“How about what you do in your free time when you’re in your house?”, Heechul just give out a smug smile and decide to sit up, face to face with Leeteuk.
“I have a lot of free time in the house.”, he starts. “I practically read everything that oppa left me with, biology, math, psychology, accounting, law, just say it; watching TV’s program, there’s no internet so I can’t go surfing or chat with someone but it still feels right; heck, I even try to cook and baking cookies! Can you imagine that?! I’m still no good with that, but oppa praise my cook, so I guess its okay. You both said that it was a delicious meal too.”
“Oh yeah, Chullie-ah. It was really delicious. Even more delicious than mine.”, Leeteuk responds and it makes both of them giggled like some gossip girls. Leeteuk can barely cook; makes Kangin do the job almost everyday. But Leeteuk is a neat freak, not letting any dust and messiness in the house.
“And I think both of you should take a bath. You are stink!”, Kangin said approaching them. Heechul than smell himself and scrunching his nose, stare at KangTeuk couple and then dash to the bathroom, initiating to go shower first before Leeteuk.
“And?”, Kangin starts stroking his husband’s back softly. Leeteuk relax with the touches and close his eyes.
“I don’t know. What do you think the best for him?”, Leeteuk ask.
“Maybe, it’s time to bring him to the psychologist. I know someone in that field.”
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A/N : Is it only me, or is it really feel like in a rush but slow at the same time? I'm sorry if it's disappointing. But I'll try my best to keep update soon and be better.. Comment or critique or anything are always <3
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