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Nov 23, 2013 23:48

Untitled drabble
YunJae (although any pairing could fit enough as I didn't use any name)
R
Kinda Non-AU; And of course only in my dreams I could own people.
Angst; psychological (I think)

I asked you once, what do you think it would feel when we finally separate.

You only stared at me, like I grown a second head while you wasn’t looking.  How naïve you could be, my love.  But let it be me who knows what this life truly is.

Lyrics of love songs feel like a lie whenever I listen to it, more so now. No matter what I do for you, it would do nothing to make us truly one.  We would never be united like my soul wants us to be.

We stared at each other once I decided to leave the company.  Fuck them all! If you all think that money could slave us any longer.  The fury in your eyes was undoing to me.  Why the fuck can’t you see?!  Just the other night I let you drove me so hard in every surface of our house I believe I passed out once from the energy.  Maybe because I know I can’t let you hurt. To lose the innocence in your eyes is the most things I hate. Maybe because I know I can’t make you choose I let myself to be gone from your side.

How many years have passed my love? Have you forgiven me? Not hearing your voice from my phone set me crazy at first, although it’s still unbearable, I can hide it now.  Are you proud? I can hide my true self in my carefully craft mask now.

I want to see you.. I badly want to see you. Give me a minute, no, a second is enough. Please.. I beg you.

Come to me my love.  Can’t you see I decorate my house to your liking?  We could play to the fullest.  I use your favorite color too.  I know you would love it. I’m waiting now.  Waiting for you to come to me.

My heart beats faster.  Is it you?  Have you come to me? Oh.

Oh..

Yes.

Slam me to the wall with all your strength, baby. I laugh in joy as you kiss me so hard I can’t move even an inch from the wall.  You still trap my body so well between yourself.

I can see lust flashing in your eyes, honey.  Give it to me, give it your best to me.

Like that.

Oh. Oh. Yes. Please. Don’t stop because I sobbed, my love.  These tears are happiness. Yes. It’s okay to not wait, my dear.  I am done with waiting. But the bedroom is this way.

Right. Harder my love.  Fill me to the brim like you used to do me. I’m still yours, nothing changes.  Do you like my tattoos, baby? I made it especially for you. Convenient way to make an arrow to my ass, don’t you think?

Ah. I like it when you are rough, my love.  It means you let your instinct guide you, because you can’t contain yourself.  I love it. Show me the passion we always have, baby.

Uh. It’s okay to leave marks on you right? I want everyone to know that we are still one, even it’s only mean we can only connect through the most primal thing in this earth.

Please.. please.. can I touch.. yes, baby. Please.. oh. Don’t be so mean.. do you want me to do it like a girl?  You love it when I come without touching it, right? To show you how much pleasure I got just from you stroking my inner walls.

Oh. Oh. Please.. please.. come in me.  I am dying to feel it.  Drive into me harder, I want to taste it, baby.  Give it to me!
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Ah. Ha. Haha. Ahahahaha!!

How foolish I can be!? I laugh hysterically, because of fucking course you’re not here with me!

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A/N: Been too long since I write something here. I'm stuck to continue my YeWon right now I already abandoned more than 1000 words and rewrite it! Please be kind to me fate.. Hiks.
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