Nov 03, 2012 19:58
*sigh* I know I should try to update my fic, but it seems my mood becoming worse. My thesis is NOT going as good as I hope, to put it nicely. It was fail. I need to get new ideas and my mom keeps pressuring me to finish it soon. Ain't you know that I have MY own pace?! *sigh*
I don't think I'm depressed, yet. At least I still got plan E, after my professor slaughtered my proposals. I cried to my friend that day and didn't look to another idea for two weeks. He told me that I need to know and understand the basic concept first before jump to the phenomenon. Hello, who said that to start a research you have to get one phenomenon first?! Not me for sure. And fuck you and your logic! Alzheimer is something we have to look out too! *sigh* really, I guess this is the (real) first time I have an urge to cursing other people.
Anyway, I think I'm getting sick. *laugh* I didn't get to sleep until late at night, almost dawn and even though I slept soundly (my friend even told me that I snore! Gah!) I can't sleep for a long period of time. I think I catch a cold. Meh.
And is it wrong if I want to know what happen in Jaejoong's fan meet? Well, it is in my country after all.. And it's just the right time that he deleted his twitter.. And he is now sick. Maybe I just want to hear some gossip. :p
An account says that the fan meet is starting and he is already out. I'm dizzy but I want to know.. *sigh* Oh well..
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