Title : Mine -I can’t live without you-
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : EunHae
Word count : around 1500
Warning : Incest, a bit of sexual theme (with slight bondage? XD)
Summary : Hyukjae scarred that happy thing won’t last.
Sequel of :
We are each other's possession Reminder Even God agree The years passing quietly fine, and Hyukjae can’t help but wandering why. Day after day, the routine goes, and today wasn’t any exception. After he graduated from college, now he works as a librarian in a local library. It pays pretty well, and still as interesting as his first day. And Donghae? He does pretty well too. He choose to be a basketball coach in some elementary school, it makes him happy, so he thinks it’s okay for the man to enjoy his job as much as he like.
They’ve sold the house, seems pretty ironic, huh? But they didn’t need a huge house just for the two of them. Fortunately, the social worker thinks that they’ve grown enough to take care of themselves, so they let them to live by their own. They didn’t want to be separate, well, even now. But he still vaguely remembers the funeral, and he constantly has a dream about that too. But it’s okay, he got Donghae who’ll always soothing him and tell him that everything’s fine, and the fact is, their life is really damn fine.
Will this happy day last? He keeps thinking that everything won’t be good for a long time, and he scarred of that.
The people keep coming in and out through the day, sometimes it keeps him busy, or when the library so desert he’ll be so bored and sometimes, books couldn’t brighten up his mood. At time like this, he’ll text Donghae and the guy will keep him company, at least when he’s schedule isn’t up yet.
Today is their birthday, and the morning came with Donghae huggles him on the bed, kissing him until he was senseless (not he will complain about this method for waking him up), whispering a ‘happy birthday’ over and over again, but in the end he was late because of that.
He kinda expects his twin will bring him a surprise today when he reaches home. He smiles all day, and everything goes well.
“Will your boyfriend come today?”, one of his co-worker ask. Oh yeah, they’ve moved and no one know about them being twins. They’re fraternal twins after all, doesn’t have any resemblance to each other, and no one ever questions about that.
He smiles, but shrugs. He wants him to pick him up, but he remember that Donghae has to coach today. “I don’t think he will. But let’s hope he’ll show up.”, he grins now and the co-worker can see that Hyukjae actually wish Donghae to show up.
It’s when he was busy gathering his things, someone place his hands on his eyes, blinding him.
“Guess who?”, a voice of woman said. Hyukjae frowns. The voice and the hands don’t fit. But he smiles because he can figure who it is.
“Hae-ah.”, he said and the man giggles. The hands were removed from his eyes and Donghae rest his chin on Hyukjae’s shoulder.
“Have you finished?”, he ask with a look that matched a puppy. Hyukjae smiles and nods. The counter smile he receives is much more cheerful and bright it makes him laugh.
“Hyukkie, do you trust me?”, a weird question was thrown from Donghae’s mouth much to his confusion. Once again he found himself frowns but nod nevertheless. Donghae grins before signaling him to turn around, back figuring him.
A soft cloth was wrap around his eyes, blindfolded him. “Urm.. Hae?”, he uncertainly ask. But a hand patted his shoulder, soothing him.
“Shhh, Hyukkie. Everything will be alright. I won’t make you fall or anything. You have to trust me like you always do.”, and that was he did. He even let the man tied his hands on the back, makes him have to be dragged when he walk. He bet everyone is staring at him with a weird look. It looks so kinky in his thought.
Donghae led him to the car, sitting him on the passenger seat, and then he can hear that the engine starts. He doesn’t have any idea where Donghae take them to, and he is thrilled of it.
The car stopped, and he heard the car door opened. After some time, the door beside him was open to, and Donghae’s hand guides him to climb off the car. They walk for some time, and Hyukjae was more than once almost tripped. “Are we there yet?”, Hyukjae become impatient right now. The blindfold and his restrain hands on his back don’t give any comfort to him. Once again Donghae patted his shoulder, and even kiss his cheek now, to make him calm down for a little bit longer.
“We almost there. Now, we’ll take stairs.”, Donghae informs him. Hyukjae sighs but can’t do anything. It’s his surprise after all. And he just has to wait.
“We’re here.”, Donghae said and Hyukjae straightened his back, making him more aware of his surroundings.
“Where are we?”, Hyukjae found himself asks, but Donghae didn’t want to answer him. Instead, he led him to a chair and sitting him on it.
“A place we both know.”, was Donghae answer in the end. He then kisses Hyukjae’s lips. Just a peck before moving down. He traces Hyukjae’s jaw line with his lips while his right hand cupped his twin’s cheek. His other hand moves a trail to open the shirt. The first button opened and the right hand move to the hand, wrap it securely. They kissed, again, more appropriate than the last. Hyukjae open his mouth and respond with Donghae’s lips and the touch.
“Will you unwrap this blindfold?’, Hyukjae asks, breathless. He can feel Donghae’s breath on his neck, ghosting it sensually. The man chuckled, so the answer was no. His twin starts to take a move again. The second button opened, and then the third, revealing the soft skin underneath it. Donghae lick it for a little bit and Hyukjae squirms at the touch. He can feel Donghae smiles on his chest, while his hands open the remaining button and take the shirt off him.
“You’re always gorgeous.”, Donghae said and Hyukjae can picture his twin lick his lips. And he heard a rustle of a shirt fell down to the floor. And Hyukjae now bet that the man is smirk right now.
A press on his lips coming again, and Hyukjae wasn’t the one who’ll reject it. But the restrain irritate him. He begged again to Donghae, and much for his disappointment, Donghae didn’t want to do it. “You look sexy like that.”, Donghae reasoned and Hyukjae won’t protest anymore.
Donghae brought him to kneel on the concrete floor. Kissing him until he was satisfied, Donghae finally unfolded the blindfold and untied his hands. And soon enough, they dance of their romantic ritual, forget about everything. The world is only revolves about them, and them alone.
It’s actually just their apartment, Hyukjae realize. It’s just Donghae made a detour to make him thinks that they’ve gone somewhere else. But the apartment was decorated with rose petals everywhere, and the candles that dimmed the light of their apartment, Donghae is always this romantic.
“Thank you.”, Hyukjae whispers it to Donghae’s ear that brought a smile to creep on Donghae’s face for a long time.
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And yes, every happy thing won’t last forever. He sworn his heart almost ripped apart from its place when he heard that Donghae had accident and currently in hospital. He was running, running as if his life depends on it. So much it is true.
When he reached the hospital’s room, he was breathless, panting and have to lean on the wall to support himself to keep standing on his own feet. Donghae is laying on the bed, grinning sheepishly with a bandage wrap around his ankle and his right arm. Damn.
“You.”, Hyukjae said still panting. He approach his twin steadily with a glare shot straight to Donghae’s face.
“I’m sorry, Hyukkie. I was just going to get the ball, but then suddenly a car suddenly there and I can’t dodge it.”, Donghae said with guilt wash over his face. Hyukjae stares at him with disbelief and was itching to just slap the other’s face. But instead of that, he yelled at him.
“What did you think you are doing jumping to the street to just retrieve a ball?! You’re not even a toddler anymore!, Hyukjae huffed after he finished. Donghae feels guiltier than before. He knitted his eyebrows into a frown and then bite his lips.
“I’m afraid that I’ll lose you.”, Hyukjae whispwers. Tears threatening to fall as it have welled on his eyes.
“Hyukjae, I’m sorry..”, Hyukjae hugs him tightly, as if to proves his state before.
“Don’t ever think such a foolish thing as that anymore. I can’t stand it if I had to lose you.”, Hyukjae said ever so slowly and buried his face on Donghae’s crook. All Donghae could do is just hugging his twin back, as tightly if he can’t do it tighter than his twin.
“I’ll never leave you. And I don’t want that kind of thing to happen to you too. I can’t live if there are no you beside me.”
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A/N : Well, like other fic.. this isn’t make any sense. Is there a real plot you see here? *Sigh* (and again, I did it throughout my class. LOL) Anyway, any feedback is more than welcome!^^/