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Title : You and I -The Dream-
Pairing : JongKey, mention of YeWon
Rating : PG
Warning : ...Still angst, grammar error
Disclaimer : I don't own them, nor I know that there's a state like Jonghyun's in RL
Summary : A date with his lover, of course Key won't refuse it
A/N : So I plan to make it series.. But I still don't know what to do. Please bear with me, ne? *puppy eyes* And oh, I put a lyric here.. It's english version of You and I from Park Bom, I mean, babiixj cover it. Credit goes for her, please feel free to check the song on youtube. I was hooked the first time I hear the song.^^
Previous
Key open his eyes and met with a pair of big eyes that seems so cheerful, just like a smile that curved perfectly with that kissable lips from the owner.
"Good morning, babe.", Jonghyun greets and peck his lips. Key blinked a few times before sitting on the bed, staring at his lover who still supporting a smile.
"What's wrong? You usually loud since morning.", the man said but Key still staring at him like he saw a ghost. Key feels his eyes become teary and Jonghyun look confuse then, changing his cheerful eyes with a puppy look that saying he needs an explanation.
"Nothing.", Key breathed and just smile meaningfully that it brought back the smile from Jonghyun. The latter man then jumps down from the bed, telling him that he should 'raise and shine', it makes Key giggles.
"Come on, off from bed. Let's eat breakfast.", Jonghyun said lacing their hands together before he pulls his lover, but still gently. Key shook his head, but then Jonghyun smiles. "Alright. Wait here. We'll eat on the bed.", he said and flashing his smiles once again and pinches his cheek before went to make some breakfast for them.
Key was stupefied. His lover, smiles and talking to him. But his left cheek hurts.. Yes, he doesn't want to think that it's only a dream. He wants it to be a reality. All of it just a nightmare and now it was over, because this is reality.
Jonghyun brought back some sandwich and coffee for both of them. Key still sit on the bed while Jonghyun sits on the floor beside him, resting his head on the bed, munching his food while staring at his lover gleefully.
"You know..", Jonghyun said. "I've my day off today. What should we gonna do?", smiles never leaves the man, just like how Key remember it. Key act like he was thinking and then said, "How about we go to Minho's?", and earns a frown and then a pout from his lover.
"What?", Key asks innocently and try not to laugh.
"I rarely have a day off, and then you just want to hanging out to, and with Minho.", Jonghyun said jealous visible in his words while he still pouting and play with his food. Key couldn't keep his laugh any longer and then wraps his arms around Jonghyun's neck, resting his chin on his lover's shoulder.
"I'm kidding Jjong. Don't pout like that. You won't be handsome anymore.", he said and immediately Jonghyun smiles so stupidly Key pinch his cheeks.
"Aw.. Hurts you know. It's because you said that I'm handsome.", Jonghyun said and humph-ed before looking away. Key tightened his arms around Jonghyun's neck and then kissed his lover's cheek.
"I'm sorry ne. Because it's your day off, I'll let you to be the one who arrange today's date.", Jonghyun grins and peck his lips.
"It's rare for my 'Almighty Key' to let the date unplanned by him.", Jonghyun exclaim and Key slaps his shoulder lightly and just laughs.
"I love you Jjong.", Key whisper on Jonghyun's ear.
"I love you too.", Jonghyun said and kissing him gently. "Forever."
- - - -
"First!", Jonghyun exclaim when they arrived at the theater. Key look puzzled and then let himself being dragged by his lover.
"Why today this place look deserted?", Key asks looking that it's only them and no one around beside staffs. Jonghyun grins so wide, so meaningful Key must admit that his lover hiding something from him. "What did you do?", Key demands and Jonghyun laughs. "Jjong!"
"I booked the whole theater especially for us today.", Jonghyun said and Key was agape. His lover only smiles and dragged him to a studio. "You let me arrange our date today. So you mustn't complain about it.", Jonghyun said again when Key wants to open his mouth. But seriously, this is too much, it doesn't matter how rich Jonghyun is, but booking the whole theater for him.. Okay, he won't complain.
They watched two movies when finally Key said he was hungry. Jonghyun nods and dragged him outside. They're not stop walking until they reach a park.
"I know we won't stay all day in the theater, so I prepared this.", Jonghyun said presenting him a place under a big tree. A blanket already splayed there, with a basket.. full of Key's favorite food on top of it.
"How could you do this?", Key was amaze with his lover who now eating his food.
"Hm? Of course I asked my friends to help me.", he said casually and Key smiles to himself. It's his lover, the Kim Jonghyun who is royal, loyal, and has so many friends with him. Key said nothing afterward and only enjoying his food.
"Are you happy?", Jonghyun asks him. He's laying on the blanket, resting his head on Key's laps and enjoying every touch Key gives him as his lover strokes his hair softly. Key nods and grin.
"I'm so happy, Jjong."
"And, are you ready for the next treat?", Jonghyun said suddenly gets up and sits beside him. Key could only blinks and let himself being dragged by his lover once again.
- - - -
"How could I don't know Rêve performs today?!", Key states with so much disbelief. Rêve is an indie band that Key love so much. Jonghyun smirks and slipped his arm around Key's waist as the man too focus with the performance. Key is really happy today, and he get extras with Key being gentle with him and let him slipping his arms around his waist, that's enough for him.
"Did you see that? That was awesome! Cloud is always amazing!", Key blabbering how awesome the vocalist on their trip to go home. "Still, how could I missed their performance?!"
"It's because you're too busy with your designs these few days.", Jonghyun reply brushing his finger up and down Key's spine.
"And, did you look that Cloud brought his lover? I saw them kissing after performance. So I guess the rumor is true after all. Cloud has found a lover. I guess his name's Choi Siwon or something. Cloud is not even gay before!", Key giggles and unconsciously hugging Jonghyun's arm. The latter man could only pretend innocent and smiles back to his lover.
"I love you.", Jonghyun said out the blue. That makes Key stop chattering and staring at his lover. Jonghyun's hands found his cheeks and then cupping his face. "Do you remember that you asks me to search the meaning of the lyric you found in youtube?", Jonghyun asks and Key could feel his heart beating loudly. Yes he remembers.
. . .
"You, I don't do a lot for you
but you've done so much for me, singing to me a song
every night you hold me tight
tonight, I'll give you so much more
I'll make you feel the way you've always made me feel
I promise you I will"
A song singing by a girl reaches into Jonghyun's ears. Just like any other day, he sits on his comfortable navy blue couch to find inspiration for his song when he heard that.
"Isn't that Park Bom's song?", Jonghyun asks his lover who sits on the floor staring at his laptop on the coffee table. Key turns his face, smiling and nods to him.
"But it's in English.", Jonghyun said again.
"She's covering Park Bom's song, Jjong. And yes, it's in English.", Key said and when the song's finished, he play it again, and again, until an hour passed.
"Key~ It's already one hour, play any other song please~", Jonghyun whined. He already remembers every single word in the song because Key keep on repeating the song.
"But I like it.", Key for a rarest time, gives Jonghyun a puppy look and Jonghyun couldn't say no. "I love the lyric.", he adds and Jonghyun shift to sit beside him.
"I don't really understand English.", Jonghyun said and Key could only giggles.
"It's not really different from the original version. But I still like it. I hope someday I could be like that.", Key's eyes look dreamy when he said that. "Don't you think so?", he adds and Jonghyun frowns. "Yah, learn to understand the lyric you songwriter!", Key slaps his shoulder.
"But it's in English!", Jonghyun find an excuse. Key humph-ed and the song still played for the next hour.
"You and I together it just feels so right
never ever leaving your side
no matter what anyone tells me what's wrong or right
you and i together we're connected with one heart
no I'll never say a good bye
I'll be there even if the whole world decides to end"
...
"I understand every single meaning from its words. And I'm happy you cherished it.", Jonghyun said. His eyes look so sad it makes Key wants to cry.
"What do you mean, Jjong?", Key asked and Jonghyun wipe away the tears from his eyes that threatening to fall. Again, his big puppy eyes look so sad.
"I love you Key. I will always love you.", and Key could feel that the touch slowly disappear from his skin. Little by little Jonghyun's figure fades away and it scares him.
"Jjong?", Key calls his lover who he could no longer see. "No!!"
- - - -
Key open his eyes so fast it makes his head dizzy. He found Jonghyun's finger wiping the tears away from his eyes while the big eyes staring at him.
"Tears..", he said. "You.. cry?", Key's breath hitched and he could feel his chest tightened. It hurts too much. He shook his head and smile, but then Jonghyun's finger moves to touch and trace his lips.
"Smile..", Jonghyun look dreamy when he said it. "Your eyes aren't smiling.", he adds. He said it slowly, sometimes stop a bit longer to form the word. He still learning to talk again.
"The book said that if there are tears, you cry, and it's a signal that you're.. sad.", Key really feel the need to hug the man that sits beside him right now. The book.. It's all from books..
"It's nothing, Jjong. Really.", Key said and help the man to lay beside him. "Now you should sleep. It's still 3 am.", he adds after saw their alarm clock. The man nods and pulled the blanket until his neck. Key did the same, laying on his side and stares to the man beside him closing his eyes.
"Jjong, would you mind if I sleep while hugging you?", Key suddenly asks and the eyes flutter open again. The big eyes staring at him so Key flung his arm to Jonghyun's shoulder, embracing him. "Like this.", he said and the other man nods before closing his eyes.
Jonghyun's not sleeping. He was already awake when he heard a sob beside him, and he found the man cry. Isn't he right? The man was crying. Did he.. dream about something? Nightmare.. A bad dream.. Jonghyun still doesn't get it, not so much. The man who now clutching so tight to his pajama, like he's afraid that Jonghyun will go somewhere. There's still so much more Jonghyun need to learn.. And maybe understanding about the man beside him should be his priority.
When the night comes and i close my eyes
I know I'm not alone I'm not afraid
cuz i feel your arms around me protecting me
you making me feel safe and warm
there's no one who could replace you
no one who could match up to you
you're the only one
and I'll be there for you baby
- - - -
A/N 2 : And so.. It's a bit different I guess with the previous one. I hope I do alright (and not disappointing). Thank you so much for reading this, and all comment are really appreciated.^^
Pairing : JongKey, mention of YeWon
Rating : PG
Warning : ...Still angst, grammar error
Disclaimer : I don't own them, nor I know that there's a state like Jonghyun's in RL
Summary : A date with his lover, of course Key won't refuse it
A/N : So I plan to make it series.. But I still don't know what to do. Please bear with me, ne? *puppy eyes* And oh, I put a lyric here.. It's english version of You and I from Park Bom, I mean, babiixj cover it. Credit goes for her, please feel free to check the song on youtube. I was hooked the first time I hear the song.^^
Previous
Key open his eyes and met with a pair of big eyes that seems so cheerful, just like a smile that curved perfectly with that kissable lips from the owner.
"Good morning, babe.", Jonghyun greets and peck his lips. Key blinked a few times before sitting on the bed, staring at his lover who still supporting a smile.
"What's wrong? You usually loud since morning.", the man said but Key still staring at him like he saw a ghost. Key feels his eyes become teary and Jonghyun look confuse then, changing his cheerful eyes with a puppy look that saying he needs an explanation.
"Nothing.", Key breathed and just smile meaningfully that it brought back the smile from Jonghyun. The latter man then jumps down from the bed, telling him that he should 'raise and shine', it makes Key giggles.
"Come on, off from bed. Let's eat breakfast.", Jonghyun said lacing their hands together before he pulls his lover, but still gently. Key shook his head, but then Jonghyun smiles. "Alright. Wait here. We'll eat on the bed.", he said and flashing his smiles once again and pinches his cheek before went to make some breakfast for them.
Key was stupefied. His lover, smiles and talking to him. But his left cheek hurts.. Yes, he doesn't want to think that it's only a dream. He wants it to be a reality. All of it just a nightmare and now it was over, because this is reality.
Jonghyun brought back some sandwich and coffee for both of them. Key still sit on the bed while Jonghyun sits on the floor beside him, resting his head on the bed, munching his food while staring at his lover gleefully.
"You know..", Jonghyun said. "I've my day off today. What should we gonna do?", smiles never leaves the man, just like how Key remember it. Key act like he was thinking and then said, "How about we go to Minho's?", and earns a frown and then a pout from his lover.
"What?", Key asks innocently and try not to laugh.
"I rarely have a day off, and then you just want to hanging out to, and with Minho.", Jonghyun said jealous visible in his words while he still pouting and play with his food. Key couldn't keep his laugh any longer and then wraps his arms around Jonghyun's neck, resting his chin on his lover's shoulder.
"I'm kidding Jjong. Don't pout like that. You won't be handsome anymore.", he said and immediately Jonghyun smiles so stupidly Key pinch his cheeks.
"Aw.. Hurts you know. It's because you said that I'm handsome.", Jonghyun said and humph-ed before looking away. Key tightened his arms around Jonghyun's neck and then kissed his lover's cheek.
"I'm sorry ne. Because it's your day off, I'll let you to be the one who arrange today's date.", Jonghyun grins and peck his lips.
"It's rare for my 'Almighty Key' to let the date unplanned by him.", Jonghyun exclaim and Key slaps his shoulder lightly and just laughs.
"I love you Jjong.", Key whisper on Jonghyun's ear.
"I love you too.", Jonghyun said and kissing him gently. "Forever."
- - - -
"First!", Jonghyun exclaim when they arrived at the theater. Key look puzzled and then let himself being dragged by his lover.
"Why today this place look deserted?", Key asks looking that it's only them and no one around beside staffs. Jonghyun grins so wide, so meaningful Key must admit that his lover hiding something from him. "What did you do?", Key demands and Jonghyun laughs. "Jjong!"
"I booked the whole theater especially for us today.", Jonghyun said and Key was agape. His lover only smiles and dragged him to a studio. "You let me arrange our date today. So you mustn't complain about it.", Jonghyun said again when Key wants to open his mouth. But seriously, this is too much, it doesn't matter how rich Jonghyun is, but booking the whole theater for him.. Okay, he won't complain.
They watched two movies when finally Key said he was hungry. Jonghyun nods and dragged him outside. They're not stop walking until they reach a park.
"I know we won't stay all day in the theater, so I prepared this.", Jonghyun said presenting him a place under a big tree. A blanket already splayed there, with a basket.. full of Key's favorite food on top of it.
"How could you do this?", Key was amaze with his lover who now eating his food.
"Hm? Of course I asked my friends to help me.", he said casually and Key smiles to himself. It's his lover, the Kim Jonghyun who is royal, loyal, and has so many friends with him. Key said nothing afterward and only enjoying his food.
"Are you happy?", Jonghyun asks him. He's laying on the blanket, resting his head on Key's laps and enjoying every touch Key gives him as his lover strokes his hair softly. Key nods and grin.
"I'm so happy, Jjong."
"And, are you ready for the next treat?", Jonghyun said suddenly gets up and sits beside him. Key could only blinks and let himself being dragged by his lover once again.
- - - -
"How could I don't know Rêve performs today?!", Key states with so much disbelief. Rêve is an indie band that Key love so much. Jonghyun smirks and slipped his arm around Key's waist as the man too focus with the performance. Key is really happy today, and he get extras with Key being gentle with him and let him slipping his arms around his waist, that's enough for him.
"Did you see that? That was awesome! Cloud is always amazing!", Key blabbering how awesome the vocalist on their trip to go home. "Still, how could I missed their performance?!"
"It's because you're too busy with your designs these few days.", Jonghyun reply brushing his finger up and down Key's spine.
"And, did you look that Cloud brought his lover? I saw them kissing after performance. So I guess the rumor is true after all. Cloud has found a lover. I guess his name's Choi Siwon or something. Cloud is not even gay before!", Key giggles and unconsciously hugging Jonghyun's arm. The latter man could only pretend innocent and smiles back to his lover.
"I love you.", Jonghyun said out the blue. That makes Key stop chattering and staring at his lover. Jonghyun's hands found his cheeks and then cupping his face. "Do you remember that you asks me to search the meaning of the lyric you found in youtube?", Jonghyun asks and Key could feel his heart beating loudly. Yes he remembers.
. . .
"You, I don't do a lot for you
but you've done so much for me, singing to me a song
every night you hold me tight
tonight, I'll give you so much more
I'll make you feel the way you've always made me feel
I promise you I will"
A song singing by a girl reaches into Jonghyun's ears. Just like any other day, he sits on his comfortable navy blue couch to find inspiration for his song when he heard that.
"Isn't that Park Bom's song?", Jonghyun asks his lover who sits on the floor staring at his laptop on the coffee table. Key turns his face, smiling and nods to him.
"But it's in English.", Jonghyun said again.
"She's covering Park Bom's song, Jjong. And yes, it's in English.", Key said and when the song's finished, he play it again, and again, until an hour passed.
"Key~ It's already one hour, play any other song please~", Jonghyun whined. He already remembers every single word in the song because Key keep on repeating the song.
"But I like it.", Key for a rarest time, gives Jonghyun a puppy look and Jonghyun couldn't say no. "I love the lyric.", he adds and Jonghyun shift to sit beside him.
"I don't really understand English.", Jonghyun said and Key could only giggles.
"It's not really different from the original version. But I still like it. I hope someday I could be like that.", Key's eyes look dreamy when he said that. "Don't you think so?", he adds and Jonghyun frowns. "Yah, learn to understand the lyric you songwriter!", Key slaps his shoulder.
"But it's in English!", Jonghyun find an excuse. Key humph-ed and the song still played for the next hour.
"You and I together it just feels so right
never ever leaving your side
no matter what anyone tells me what's wrong or right
you and i together we're connected with one heart
no I'll never say a good bye
I'll be there even if the whole world decides to end"
...
"I understand every single meaning from its words. And I'm happy you cherished it.", Jonghyun said. His eyes look so sad it makes Key wants to cry.
"What do you mean, Jjong?", Key asked and Jonghyun wipe away the tears from his eyes that threatening to fall. Again, his big puppy eyes look so sad.
"I love you Key. I will always love you.", and Key could feel that the touch slowly disappear from his skin. Little by little Jonghyun's figure fades away and it scares him.
"Jjong?", Key calls his lover who he could no longer see. "No!!"
- - - -
Key open his eyes so fast it makes his head dizzy. He found Jonghyun's finger wiping the tears away from his eyes while the big eyes staring at him.
"Tears..", he said. "You.. cry?", Key's breath hitched and he could feel his chest tightened. It hurts too much. He shook his head and smile, but then Jonghyun's finger moves to touch and trace his lips.
"Smile..", Jonghyun look dreamy when he said it. "Your eyes aren't smiling.", he adds. He said it slowly, sometimes stop a bit longer to form the word. He still learning to talk again.
"The book said that if there are tears, you cry, and it's a signal that you're.. sad.", Key really feel the need to hug the man that sits beside him right now. The book.. It's all from books..
"It's nothing, Jjong. Really.", Key said and help the man to lay beside him. "Now you should sleep. It's still 3 am.", he adds after saw their alarm clock. The man nods and pulled the blanket until his neck. Key did the same, laying on his side and stares to the man beside him closing his eyes.
"Jjong, would you mind if I sleep while hugging you?", Key suddenly asks and the eyes flutter open again. The big eyes staring at him so Key flung his arm to Jonghyun's shoulder, embracing him. "Like this.", he said and the other man nods before closing his eyes.
Jonghyun's not sleeping. He was already awake when he heard a sob beside him, and he found the man cry. Isn't he right? The man was crying. Did he.. dream about something? Nightmare.. A bad dream.. Jonghyun still doesn't get it, not so much. The man who now clutching so tight to his pajama, like he's afraid that Jonghyun will go somewhere. There's still so much more Jonghyun need to learn.. And maybe understanding about the man beside him should be his priority.
When the night comes and i close my eyes
I know I'm not alone I'm not afraid
cuz i feel your arms around me protecting me
you making me feel safe and warm
there's no one who could replace you
no one who could match up to you
you're the only one
and I'll be there for you baby
- - - -
A/N 2 : And so.. It's a bit different I guess with the previous one. I hope I do alright (and not disappointing). Thank you so much for reading this, and all comment are really appreciated.^^