wtf? wtf! WTF?!?!

Dec 22, 2004 00:53

Wow... I am SO not suprised by this result.



Your dark side is centered around Fear. There is
too many feelings are burning inside your chest
making your heart beats so hard, you feel fear
crawling under your skin, running with your
blood, possesing your soul. All you want is a
warm shoulder to lean on, a quite voice tells
you everything is going to be ok, so you
finally feel secure, safe and loved like you
always wanted to be. You will find what you
want when your feelings start to see the light.

What is the center of your dark core?
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I love Cj. I love him with all of my heart. I'm afraid that I'm gonna end up ruiing us with all my stupid little insecurities ad being so easily hurt. I started crying tonight ust because I do love him. I don't know if we are together, I don't know I we are apart, I don't know wtf is going on and It is KILLING me. I mean seriously, I can't stand it. I love him so much and I'm afraid to try and tell him because I'm afraid he'll be like "psycho bitch! go away!" and You all have NO idea what the would do to me. What ya'll have seen is just a glimpse of what has been going on. That was me HIDING it.

I don't know what to do. I'm making myself sick again. I actually feel like I'm gonna throw up. I just got off the phone with him alittle while ago and he was all like sleepy so I made him go to sleep. I wish that I could go over there and be with him. I think it would be a LOT better if we actually spent time together you know? I mean gggaahhh!! Do you know how hard it is and how annoying it is to have to keep it from ur parents that you love a guy? That and always have to worry if one day hes gonna get fed up with ur parent's shit and say the hell with trying to keep things together with you?

I honest to god, seriously and truly want to marry this boy.

I'm just so damn confused
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