Apr 30, 2007 20:29
Ali and i just made the most awesomest PIE ever, Salmon, egg asparagus and cheese.
It was hot. in both kinds of ways
And it momentarily took my mind off of the news i got the other day.
Which was immanent really. My Grandma went to see a specialist about my Grandad,
and as we kinda new, he has a large build up of water on his lungs along sides that the walls of his lungs are thickening, due to this there is a growing amount of pressure on his heart.
As well as this his cholesterol is extremely high due to the fact he can't move very much, this unlike the other problem can be treated.
My Grandma has chosen not to go ahead and treat his high cholesterol, as without treatment there is a heightened chance of a stroke and this means as opposed to struggling in pain and inevitably ending up in bed with an oxygen on his face for the rest of his 'so called' life.
I know this is the right decision and kindest things, but its still soo hard to hear, and i've taken it a lot harder than i thought i would.
Therefore i will probably be going back home soon, for a bit, even tho we don't know what or when anything will happen, i'd like to spend a little more time with him.
In other news, i've been out playing on my scooter and scatch,being drunk and enjoying the new avril album, oh yes.