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Everyone and their mother knows exactly what is going on. Don't we everyone and their mother?
But guess what? Even though nothing is changing, I'm getting more and more sick of it.
That's right. Nothing is changing. Everything is just coming to a head. Everything toppled over after the janga-block building that was full of holes and tipping in every direction like a fuckin' teeter-totter spent 8 months doing it's little jig.
Someone pulled the wrong block out gaiz. And now all of the blocks are all over the table for everyone to see and everyone is arguing.
Who pulled the wrong block?
No one pulled it, it was violently thrown/pushed/bombed, right guys?
Who started the fuckin' game in the first place, amirite?
We should all sit down and have a peace talk.
But I didn't do anything.
Bullshit!
JIMMY CARTER COULDA TAKEN CARE OF THIS!
Yah... but I still didn't do anything. We are the innocent children bombed in Hiroshima.
Everyone had some part in this guys.
LALALALALALA -- what was that? I can't hear you over the fact that I am completely innocent -- LALALALALALALA!
So my ears aren't the only deaf ones? It's a shame you can't be more straight forward with her like you are with me.
Is it her suicide threats? Like the one previously posted on her LJ about how she guesses she is "such a horrible person she should just go kill herself because obviously it is all her fault"?
Is it because she is emotionally weak/unpredictable?
It's my turn to tell you something, she is a survivor.
She takes situations and figures out how to get through them in the most efficient and benneficial way possible. Which is a wonderful trait, it's fantastic, but it treads a line of stupidity and ignorance when she starts hurting people and doesn't seem to notice.
Then when it is pointed out to her, when the evidence stares her STRAIGHT IN THE FACE, she denies everything, or decides it doesn't make a bit of difference gaiz, because we dated after everyone got kicked off the team. Which automatically makes it THEIR fault and NOT mine.
You know what? They could have just kicked her out. They could have. But they didn't. And ever since she moved in, they've been putting up with the shit YOU used to complain about. When they were upset because they felt like they had been kicked off the team for no reason, all she did was ask why they hated her so much, why they wouldn't talk to her.
She's a smart cookie.
She knew.
But that didn't stop her from calling you and crying about how life was unfair and no one loved her.
That didn't stop her from dating him, didn't stop her from sleeping in his room, didn't stop her from doing whatever they did in his room, didn't stop her from calling them mean and cruel for the mistakes she made.
IT WAS PRESSURE!
You know what? If there was so much pressure you probably should have told someone about it. I bet that if you had talked to one of them, told them what was going on, explained how much you hated yourself for being with the guy, they could have helped.
Just like the police could have helped a couple months ago.
But that didn't stop you from hanging out with him again, did it?
Sorry, that's unrelated. Back to the point...
We're all invested in this. We're all taking sides. There are a lot more sides than just "us" and "them", but no one is impartial anymore. No one.
Another tid-bit of information, we're beyond figuring this out. We're beyond talking it through. We're beyond trying to get a long. We're beyond sitting in a cirle, holding hands, and singing kumbaya.
The time for all of that was multiple months ago. But now the status-quo is changing and it needs ot be put back in check. Certain parties have too much power, and it needs to change. They got to stomp around, make the rules, and climb out windows to avoid the front door for a damn long time -- sometimes things need to stop.
I'd like all of you to respect the privacy of my journal. This is MY ranting in MY journal and I'd like everyone to keep that in mind. K? :D
Oh wait. This isn't f-locked. I can handle my own shit. This is how shit is, and if people want to fight about it, then fine. I'm not gonna hide behind "you don't have access to this post". I'm not going to delete it and then threaten to kill myself.
Everyone can see it. Everyone can reply. It's a fuckin' party. Try not to hide behind anything this time.
But guess what? Even though nothing is changing, I'm getting more and more sick of it.
That's right. Nothing is changing. Everything is just coming to a head. Everything toppled over after the janga-block building that was full of holes and tipping in every direction like a fuckin' teeter-totter spent 8 months doing it's little jig.
Someone pulled the wrong block out gaiz. And now all of the blocks are all over the table for everyone to see and everyone is arguing.
Who pulled the wrong block?
No one pulled it, it was violently thrown/pushed/bombed, right guys?
Who started the fuckin' game in the first place, amirite?
We should all sit down and have a peace talk.
But I didn't do anything.
Bullshit!
JIMMY CARTER COULDA TAKEN CARE OF THIS!
Yah... but I still didn't do anything. We are the innocent children bombed in Hiroshima.
Everyone had some part in this guys.
LALALALALALA -- what was that? I can't hear you over the fact that I am completely innocent -- LALALALALALALA!
So my ears aren't the only deaf ones? It's a shame you can't be more straight forward with her like you are with me.
Is it her suicide threats? Like the one previously posted on her LJ about how she guesses she is "such a horrible person she should just go kill herself because obviously it is all her fault"?
Is it because she is emotionally weak/unpredictable?
It's my turn to tell you something, she is a survivor.
She takes situations and figures out how to get through them in the most efficient and benneficial way possible. Which is a wonderful trait, it's fantastic, but it treads a line of stupidity and ignorance when she starts hurting people and doesn't seem to notice.
Then when it is pointed out to her, when the evidence stares her STRAIGHT IN THE FACE, she denies everything, or decides it doesn't make a bit of difference gaiz, because we dated after everyone got kicked off the team. Which automatically makes it THEIR fault and NOT mine.
You know what? They could have just kicked her out. They could have. But they didn't. And ever since she moved in, they've been putting up with the shit YOU used to complain about. When they were upset because they felt like they had been kicked off the team for no reason, all she did was ask why they hated her so much, why they wouldn't talk to her.
She's a smart cookie.
She knew.
But that didn't stop her from calling you and crying about how life was unfair and no one loved her.
That didn't stop her from dating him, didn't stop her from sleeping in his room, didn't stop her from doing whatever they did in his room, didn't stop her from calling them mean and cruel for the mistakes she made.
IT WAS PRESSURE!
You know what? If there was so much pressure you probably should have told someone about it. I bet that if you had talked to one of them, told them what was going on, explained how much you hated yourself for being with the guy, they could have helped.
Just like the police could have helped a couple months ago.
But that didn't stop you from hanging out with him again, did it?
Sorry, that's unrelated. Back to the point...
We're all invested in this. We're all taking sides. There are a lot more sides than just "us" and "them", but no one is impartial anymore. No one.
Another tid-bit of information, we're beyond figuring this out. We're beyond talking it through. We're beyond trying to get a long. We're beyond sitting in a cirle, holding hands, and singing kumbaya.
The time for all of that was multiple months ago. But now the status-quo is changing and it needs ot be put back in check. Certain parties have too much power, and it needs to change. They got to stomp around, make the rules, and climb out windows to avoid the front door for a damn long time -- sometimes things need to stop.
I'd like all of you to respect the privacy of my journal. This is MY ranting in MY journal and I'd like everyone to keep that in mind. K? :D
Oh wait. This isn't f-locked. I can handle my own shit. This is how shit is, and if people want to fight about it, then fine. I'm not gonna hide behind "you don't have access to this post". I'm not going to delete it and then threaten to kill myself.
Everyone can see it. Everyone can reply. It's a fuckin' party. Try not to hide behind anything this time.