Nov 16, 2007 13:15
Some thing has got to give. This is not the better part of me. What was once simple and sweet, now leaves me in tears on a regular basis. I want it to be like it was. Cause I can not stand the way it is. My patients is running thin. Every thing I do, Everything I say, who I am, can not always be wrong. It can not always be my fault. What happened to excepting responsibility, agreeing to disagree, forgivness, unconditional love? The things I so lovingly give to every one. How can you be in love w/ some one you don't even like,or respect. Love is not tolerating the one your with till they turn into the person you expect them to become. I can not change any more, because I do not recognize who I am. Where did our common ground go? I feel uncomfortable on this shakey ground. I miss the face of love. This judgmental, self-ricious one has to go. -Torn