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I hate it.
I hate being at uni, being at home, being around people, being on my own, smoking, not smoking...where do i belong???
Had a shitty day at work, and a row with the mother, quelle suprise...
Cycled back to uni, jumped in the shower, cut...deeper than i intended to.
Spent 20 minutes trying to staunch the flow with housemate's white (!) towel and realised that there was a point to the fat and greasy St John's Ambulance women coming to talk to us about basic first aid....and thinking how smart i am to happen to have steristrips, sterile wipes, dressings and bandages in my pocket first aid kit.....
aaah god, no really....i scared myself a little bit silly....i want to tell the dr on fri...at least if i go to the appt i want to
meh.
think i will start taking sertraline. especially after today. just means i can't eat all week (the most common side effect is weight gain)
dont know what else to write. muscles are burning. and im knackered.