My day so far has consisted of walking into town (about an hour walk), and then sitting in Starbuck's for 4 hours drinking black coffee after black coffee...scrawling out what i intend to say to the doctor tomorrow
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i want to say so much to you, but when it comes to saying things to people i hold dear....i get a little stuck. Especially in the context of internet cause then it's more important to get the point across clearly so it's not misconstrued. If i could i'd hug and shake you all at once.
It's gonna be ok baby. I'm not saying stop feeling sad....not saying that at all cause everyone needs to feel sad....it's hardest to accept that sometimes you will feel sad and not run from it, or try to understand it...cause then you just fight it and cause you can't explain it you can't pull yourself out of it. I don't know ifi'm making sense.
I wish you wouldn't hide from me.
I'm worried about you hella much. I can almost feel that crushing sadness.....i know that too, i just hope you don't let it take you under.
much love baby. I was trying to let you know over facebook that i had read your post...and was worried, but i don't know if that came across. I wanted to say that i was thinking of you and wasn't oblivious to how crappy you were feeling. i wanted to say i hoped it got easier for you soon
love you gonna marry you on facebook bitchezzz. going to dr's now. just had an awkward and eye-opening encounter with house mates that i wanna tell you about... but it can wait :)
hope you're not stressing too much over your work.
If i could i'd hug and shake you all at once.
It's gonna be ok baby.
I'm not saying stop feeling sad....not saying that at all cause everyone needs to feel sad....it's hardest to accept that sometimes you will feel sad and not run from it, or try to understand it...cause then you just fight it and cause you can't explain it you can't pull yourself out of it.
I don't know ifi'm making sense.
I wish you wouldn't hide from me.
I'm worried about you hella much. I can almost feel that crushing sadness.....i know that too, i just hope you don't let it take you under.
much love baby.
I was trying to let you know over facebook that i had read your post...and was worried, but i don't know if that came across. I wanted to say that i was thinking of you and wasn't oblivious to how crappy you were feeling. i wanted to say i hoped it got easier for you soon
x x
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gonna marry you on facebook bitchezzz.
going to dr's now. just had an awkward and eye-opening encounter with house mates that i wanna tell you about...
but it can wait :)
hope you're not stressing too much over your work.
xxxxx
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