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The last three nights, i have had approximately 7 hours sleep...in total.
Fucking drugs...knew it would be a mistake to take them.
So, as of now...i am not taking them anymore. i honestly don't see the point. take them at any other point during the day except at night and they are purged up. take them at night and i break out in night sweats and toss and turn till im frigging blue in the face.
p.o.i.n.t.l.e.s.s. i was feeling worse anyway - and the appetite supressant thingy was completely opposed in my case. bloody marvellous.
i am extraordinarily sad - but seem to have lost the inability to cry. i cannot get the tears out. i have no real reason to cry.
i am pathetic.
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Fucking drugs...knew it would be a mistake to take them.
So, as of now...i am not taking them anymore. i honestly don't see the point. take them at any other point during the day except at night and they are purged up. take them at night and i break out in night sweats and toss and turn till im frigging blue in the face.
p.o.i.n.t.l.e.s.s. i was feeling worse anyway - and the appetite supressant thingy was completely opposed in my case. bloody marvellous.
i am extraordinarily sad - but seem to have lost the inability to cry. i cannot get the tears out. i have no real reason to cry.
i am pathetic.
blah