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Wow, I think I just got the biggest burn ever.
I suppose it could be a story. When I went out to California, I stayed with my "best friend" from high school. We had a great time, hung out and did stupid stuff. The last couple of days got a little stressful, as you can imagine, you can only spend so many days with the same person before there is tension cause you have to constantly be together. Or maybe I can only spend so long with the same person for so long.
Anyways, I was introduced to his girlfriend. She was sweet, but boring, dull, nothing amazing about her. He asked me for my honest opinion, and I gave it. I think that pissed him off. I went home. We didn't speak for a while. Okay, we didn't speak for almost a year.
He sent me a myspace message one day, which I found sickening, asking for my address in order to send me a invitation to his wedding. Yes kids a message through myspace. I gave him my address, and told him to call me. We played a little phone tag. Then gave up.
Never got that invitation.
He is married. I wasn't invited.
Another "best" friend's wedding I was not invited to.
And amazingly enough I feel betrayed. Very betrayed. Make no assumptions, I never had any aspirations of us getting together, its not like that. It is as if he is a girl friend.
I keep pissing people off. Am I really that hard to get along with? I don't understand. I am guessing its me. I must have a very abrasive personality. Make no mistakes I do not feel sorry for myself.
I feel like I should cry. I'm hurt. And I'm sitting here thinking maybe I really don't have friends.
No one ever tries to keep in contact with me. I have to do all the work for a friendship. And I think its because people don't actually like me.
I want to go home. My family might not like me but they have to spend time with me.
Long Live The Ice Queen.
Fuck you all.
I don't need any fucking support
I suppose it could be a story. When I went out to California, I stayed with my "best friend" from high school. We had a great time, hung out and did stupid stuff. The last couple of days got a little stressful, as you can imagine, you can only spend so many days with the same person before there is tension cause you have to constantly be together. Or maybe I can only spend so long with the same person for so long.
Anyways, I was introduced to his girlfriend. She was sweet, but boring, dull, nothing amazing about her. He asked me for my honest opinion, and I gave it. I think that pissed him off. I went home. We didn't speak for a while. Okay, we didn't speak for almost a year.
He sent me a myspace message one day, which I found sickening, asking for my address in order to send me a invitation to his wedding. Yes kids a message through myspace. I gave him my address, and told him to call me. We played a little phone tag. Then gave up.
Never got that invitation.
He is married. I wasn't invited.
Another "best" friend's wedding I was not invited to.
And amazingly enough I feel betrayed. Very betrayed. Make no assumptions, I never had any aspirations of us getting together, its not like that. It is as if he is a girl friend.
I keep pissing people off. Am I really that hard to get along with? I don't understand. I am guessing its me. I must have a very abrasive personality. Make no mistakes I do not feel sorry for myself.
I feel like I should cry. I'm hurt. And I'm sitting here thinking maybe I really don't have friends.
No one ever tries to keep in contact with me. I have to do all the work for a friendship. And I think its because people don't actually like me.
I want to go home. My family might not like me but they have to spend time with me.
Long Live The Ice Queen.
Fuck you all.
I don't need any fucking support