Sep 23, 2005 01:15
So i haven't updated in a while..
Well everything has been resolved with Mike, thank goodness...he wanted to see me on tuesday, and i got really really nervous, turns out all he wanted to do was appologize to me about the misunderstanding, and give me on tips how to become HRA! It really did make my day!
Today pretty much wasn't the best day i've ever had...pretty much had my first "real" fight with adam...sucked royal monkey balls.. and really it was about something really stupid in my opinion, however it upset him enough...and i have to respect his feelings...however im not going to give in...and he realizes that, so hes just gonna have to deal with it...he told me that he didn't want to see me on the 11th because of it (which also happens to be our 4 month anniversary...)but w/e right, i mean him saying that hurt but w/e im not gonna give in like i have in the past, and hes just gonna have to deal with it...i got so hurt, and so upset that i told him that it pretty much seams like he theres so much that he doesn't like me that maybe he should find someone else who thinks more like him...i hated to say it, and i dont want to him to find someone else, however thats how i felt...he retaliated with a big hug and told me that he loved me too much and that im the only one for him...which really made my day! So we're over it, and we're gonna have to agree to disagree! I just really missed the cuddles last night! It was so cute/funny that we slept like an old married couple!
Today...or tonight, is the midnight bike ride...i was planning on going, but apparently there isn't any advertisement for it...and well only like 20 people signed up for it...so it doesn't sound like much fun! And i do need to catch up on a few things! So ya...i dont think im going...
Anywho...i really should go to bed...im tired and really need my sleep!
Night world!