o_o *dances around n sings* Rubba Hai Rubba Hai
*dances around*
im not having a good day. x.x! wanna knoe why?... >.O!
lets see what bad things have happend.
bad things:
1) my alarm clock wasnt on so I almosr ran late for school (went to school with my pj's on.)
2) Shayla n Marlice after school wasnt on the bus so i had to stop the buss from going, so Shayla n Marlice chould come on. xD?....
3) found out that I had to go with my mom to get the car oil changed (kept my mom company)
4) when Sephy came over i knocked my knee on the corner of my compyter desk (THAT HUUURT N IT STILLLL HURTZ!)
5) almost ended up making myself bleed when i somehow smaked my hand agienst the kitchen island
6) i was standing next to the firplace to warm up, almost got burnt on my hand but on my left hand.
o.o! thats alotta bad stuff. whee?...
so yeah. i got my acount on Raaga.com. (its all Asian [hindi] music so yeah) im happy?... heehe i can listen to the music i like!
we had our finals today n i went through hell?... so yeah. Spanish n History was today. tomarrows finals are Popculture n Art 2. so yeah. o.o! i studied my brains out! x.x! whoooooooooooooo!
i had a dream of me driving a car last night. it was weird. xD! when i told my mom she start laughing and told me this (in urdu) "kya aap soteh meh punjeh mare teh? *laughs*" (now in english) "where you kicking while you where sleeping and thinking of driving? *laughs)" o_o;... i didnt find it funny, somehow me mum found it funny. cuz she knoes im scared of driving cars. so yeah.
im thinking of going out n having a BIIIIIG snow ball fight so yeah. =D! CANT WAIT! o.o! thats if some of the nighborhood kids, teens and stuff can come out! n_n! if they do then i can go as planned, if not oh well simetime next time ^_^!
*sighs peacfully* im jumpy today.
i talked to my mom when she was cooking today and somwehow she bruaght up my older brother today.
she said she missed my brother and stuff like that. i told her i miss him to but we cant really do anything about that. my mom was getting all upset. and somehow i cheered her up when i told her that me mum and dad right now are still in the dark because alot has happend since these 3 yrs, and not just that we moved. we dont have that same feeling that we had at our old house. this is what i have told her. "Look mom... up thier is the light, where we are, we're in the darkness, we're trying to fight our way back to the light so things chould go back to normal" my mom agreed to what i had said. o.o;... mum got about how i used to have my brother come into my dreams. she was like "dont you like having him comeing to you in your dreams?" i told her "no not really because i wake up all upset and depressed, thiers no need for him to come into my dreams b-cuz i know hes in a better place then we are, well where ever he is... and when my time comes, that is if i ever make it where my brother is, ill see him then, right now WE have to move on till your time mum goes and then Dads then me, everyone has to leave this world one day... i know its EXSTREAMLY hard to get a really good grip of the whole thing where hes not here, but id much rather try my best not to worry about the fact hes not longer here. thiers no point. hes in my heart, ill love him n remember the good n bad memories, but the pain is not going to go away i can understnad that... but we need to move on, life is about enjoying not hating it" so yeah that was what i have told my mom. o.o! she seemd to be impressed by what i have told her SOMEHOW!*gasps in shock?* i dont know, but then all of the sudden she was all happy. least i made her happy. but yeah,im happy! n_n!!!
me n Hiba arent talking nemore so yeah. we kinda started this mess. but whatever... after a while things will get better. i just hope it will... in the past i was being a big ass. >._
im not having a good day. x.x! wanna knoe why?... >.O!
lets see what bad things have happend.
bad things:
1) my alarm clock wasnt on so I almosr ran late for school (went to school with my pj's on.)
2) Shayla n Marlice after school wasnt on the bus so i had to stop the buss from going, so Shayla n Marlice chould come on. xD?....
3) found out that I had to go with my mom to get the car oil changed (kept my mom company)
4) when Sephy came over i knocked my knee on the corner of my compyter desk (THAT HUUURT N IT STILLLL HURTZ!)
5) almost ended up making myself bleed when i somehow smaked my hand agienst the kitchen island
6) i was standing next to the firplace to warm up, almost got burnt on my hand but on my left hand.
o.o! thats alotta bad stuff. whee?...
so yeah. i got my acount on Raaga.com. (its all Asian [hindi] music so yeah) im happy?... heehe i can listen to the music i like!
we had our finals today n i went through hell?... so yeah. Spanish n History was today. tomarrows finals are Popculture n Art 2. so yeah. o.o! i studied my brains out! x.x! whoooooooooooooo!
i had a dream of me driving a car last night. it was weird. xD! when i told my mom she start laughing and told me this (in urdu) "kya aap soteh meh punjeh mare teh? *laughs*" (now in english) "where you kicking while you where sleeping and thinking of driving? *laughs)" o_o;... i didnt find it funny, somehow me mum found it funny. cuz she knoes im scared of driving cars. so yeah.
im thinking of going out n having a BIIIIIG snow ball fight so yeah. =D! CANT WAIT! o.o! thats if some of the nighborhood kids, teens and stuff can come out! n_n! if they do then i can go as planned, if not oh well simetime next time ^_^!
*sighs peacfully* im jumpy today.
i talked to my mom when she was cooking today and somwehow she bruaght up my older brother today.
she said she missed my brother and stuff like that. i told her i miss him to but we cant really do anything about that. my mom was getting all upset. and somehow i cheered her up when i told her that me mum and dad right now are still in the dark because alot has happend since these 3 yrs, and not just that we moved. we dont have that same feeling that we had at our old house. this is what i have told her. "Look mom... up thier is the light, where we are, we're in the darkness, we're trying to fight our way back to the light so things chould go back to normal" my mom agreed to what i had said. o.o;... mum got about how i used to have my brother come into my dreams. she was like "dont you like having him comeing to you in your dreams?" i told her "no not really because i wake up all upset and depressed, thiers no need for him to come into my dreams b-cuz i know hes in a better place then we are, well where ever he is... and when my time comes, that is if i ever make it where my brother is, ill see him then, right now WE have to move on till your time mum goes and then Dads then me, everyone has to leave this world one day... i know its EXSTREAMLY hard to get a really good grip of the whole thing where hes not here, but id much rather try my best not to worry about the fact hes not longer here. thiers no point. hes in my heart, ill love him n remember the good n bad memories, but the pain is not going to go away i can understnad that... but we need to move on, life is about enjoying not hating it" so yeah that was what i have told my mom. o.o! she seemd to be impressed by what i have told her SOMEHOW!*gasps in shock?* i dont know, but then all of the sudden she was all happy. least i made her happy. but yeah,im happy! n_n!!!
me n Hiba arent talking nemore so yeah. we kinda started this mess. but whatever... after a while things will get better. i just hope it will... in the past i was being a big ass. >._