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Mar 09, 2006 23:29

Why do I put up with this?
Why do I still hang out with these people?
I feel like a lost little puppy following these people around aching for someone to love me.
It's becoming more real to me the few friends I have at home now.
My sister always talked about how she never talks to anyone from high school anymore.
I used to think that was crazy and I could never imagine that happening to me.
It's becoming a reality.
I was so excited to come home and spend quality time with my friends.
Still waiting for that to happen...
What friends?

I almost want to go back to school.
Although...
It's hard to say how many true friends I have in E. Lansing.
I've lost one of my best friends since pre-school.
I've lost many of my friends that I've known for years.
Am I doing something wrong?
Probably.
Something about me isn't right.
I hate this.

"It's okay, you don't have to pay...
...I've got all the *change*
Everbody knows...
It SUCKS to grow up."
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