seems very odd they didn't close my journal due to inactivity
DontWorryItsMilk (11:09:50 AM): hey
DontWorryItsMilk (11:09:51 AM): !
Eliena7 (11:09:54 AM): Hi :-)
DontWorryItsMilk (11:10:02 AM): how are you
Eliena7 (11:10:26 AM): good good, all boxxed up hehe
Eliena7 (11:10:45 AM): 6 days til i move ;-)
Eliena7 (11:11:08 AM): last week of class so 99% of the people i see are going home = almost no work til jan 12th or something like that
DontWorryItsMilk (11:11:26 AM): where are you moving ;0
DontWorryItsMilk (11:11:59 AM): or maybe why is a better question
DontWorryItsMilk (11:12:04 AM): i'm not really sure
DontWorryItsMilk (11:12:14 AM): whichever is more fun to talk about i guess
Eliena7 (11:13:24 AM): okay
Eliena7 (11:13:35 AM): I'm moving to a new building of canadian design :-)
Eliena7 (11:13:43 AM): i live in an income based place as you know
DontWorryItsMilk (11:13:48 AM): i didn't
DontWorryItsMilk (11:13:50 AM): but i do now
Eliena7 (11:14:33 AM): since my income has gone from none, since i had it on scholarships/not needed money, to a pretty big check every month, for the same cost i can live in a much much better place
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:14 AM): better in which ways
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:28 AM): what qualifies a home as better, i mean
Eliena7 (11:15:30 AM): more rooms, space, brand new building
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:57 AM): do you need any of those things? or just stuff you want
Eliena7 (11:17:09 AM): it's just stuff i can have for just a little bit (110$) more a month, so why not?
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:39 AM): moving is a hassle, stuff you don't need for more money, i dunno
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:43 AM): i'm not trying to talk you out of it
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:49 AM): just asking questions
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:06 AM): i was totally unaware of the situation until mere moments ago
Eliena7 (11:18:30 AM): i told you i was moving on dec 13th a long time ago ;( mutliple times
Eliena7 (11:18:35 AM): like early november
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:48 AM): then it was either a long time ago, or you weren't talking to me
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:59 AM): either of which would surprise me none at all
Eliena7 (11:19:18 AM): if a long time ago = month, then it was a long time ago :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:19:26 AM): long enough
DontWorryItsMilk (11:19:41 AM): i don't hear from you very often ;/
DontWorryItsMilk (11:20:18 AM): or rather much less often than i was once accustomed to
Eliena7 (11:20:39 AM): that'll change soon!
Eliena7 (11:21:01 AM): my place right now = boxxes, bed, couch, chair, desk, comp table, comp, microwave :P
Eliena7 (11:21:22 AM): i've been taking bit by bit over to the new building and putting it in storage til i can move in
DontWorryItsMilk (11:21:56 AM): there's really only one x in box!
Eliena7 (11:22:11 AM): it's a bad habit, i'll never learn
DontWorryItsMilk (11:25:36 AM): i do lots of thinking these days
Eliena7 (11:25:47 AM): as always :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:26:08 AM): i've probably matured a great deal in only the last couple months
DontWorryItsMilk (11:26:30 AM): i've probably slept a great deal less as well
Eliena7 (11:27:31 AM): ;\
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:35 AM): ya
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:42 AM): i dunno what it's all about
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:55 AM): i'm growing again, might be a chemical thing
Eliena7 (11:28:40 AM): i thought guys didn't stop growing til they were 21ish
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:04 AM): well it's not continual, i'm sure you're aware of the growth spurt concept
Eliena7 (11:29:09 AM): ya
Eliena7 (11:29:18 AM): how tall are you now ? :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:26 AM): and 25 is generally the cap, even though most people are done way before then
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:57 AM): for males
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:13 AM): i think 21 is more like a cap for girls, but more often around 18
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:37 AM): i hope the way i said that makes sense, because i know what i mean but i don't feel like i'm properly conveying the message
Eliena7 (11:30:52 AM): it makes sense :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:59 AM): i'm a little taller, but i'm getting broader mostly
DontWorryItsMilk (11:31:06 AM): and my feet got bigger ;(
Eliena7 (11:32:36 AM): does this mean you need to spend more unplanned money and shouldn't have quit working?!
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:16 AM): i've never purchased my own clothing
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:22 AM): so it really doesn't mean much of anything
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:34 AM): i really wish you'd leave that alone though ;/
Eliena7 (11:33:46 AM): okay
DontWorryItsMilk (11:34:16 AM): most of the revolutions i've come to in the past few weeks i wouldn't have been able to do in my prior situation
DontWorryItsMilk (11:35:18 AM): i'd like to think i've become a much better person recently in several ways, and that should be more than enough justification
DontWorryItsMilk (11:35:43 AM): though i feel somewhat insulted that i so often have the need to justify myself at all
DontWorryItsMilk (11:36:55 AM): i'm still trying to get the ca postion, though i just found out they haven't really even begun the selection process at all
DontWorryItsMilk (11:37:58 AM): and the job would greatly facilitate my advancements in the physical, educational, and dietary aspects of my life
DontWorryItsMilk (11:39:37 AM): i apologize
Eliena7 (11:39:57 AM): just wondering if i'm allowed to say what i think or not
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:09 AM): that's why i apologized
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:30 AM): i realized i probably put you in a bad situation
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:45 AM): i didn't mean to, i just got carried away
Eliena7 (11:41:01 AM): you realized you put yourself on a holy crusade against one line of something you took as a slight instead of a question
DontWorryItsMilk (11:41:36 AM): i do take it as a slight, simply because you continuously pester me about it
DontWorryItsMilk (11:41:59 AM): i felt the need to explain it more fully in hopes that you might understand
DontWorryItsMilk (11:44:05 AM): i could have said it in a different way, over a longer period of time, and had much less of a startling effect
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:19 AM): i'm really, really doing as well as i can to do the best concerning myself and others
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:40 AM): and i still fuck up all the time, and it's most likely going to be a continuous process for the rest of my life
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:56 AM): but i'm really trying
Eliena7 (11:48:05 AM): i'm at a loss for words, heh
DontWorryItsMilk (11:48:28 AM): i didn't mean to ;(
DontWorryItsMilk (11:09:51 AM): !
Eliena7 (11:09:54 AM): Hi :-)
DontWorryItsMilk (11:10:02 AM): how are you
Eliena7 (11:10:26 AM): good good, all boxxed up hehe
Eliena7 (11:10:45 AM): 6 days til i move ;-)
Eliena7 (11:11:08 AM): last week of class so 99% of the people i see are going home = almost no work til jan 12th or something like that
DontWorryItsMilk (11:11:26 AM): where are you moving ;0
DontWorryItsMilk (11:11:59 AM): or maybe why is a better question
DontWorryItsMilk (11:12:04 AM): i'm not really sure
DontWorryItsMilk (11:12:14 AM): whichever is more fun to talk about i guess
Eliena7 (11:13:24 AM): okay
Eliena7 (11:13:35 AM): I'm moving to a new building of canadian design :-)
Eliena7 (11:13:43 AM): i live in an income based place as you know
DontWorryItsMilk (11:13:48 AM): i didn't
DontWorryItsMilk (11:13:50 AM): but i do now
Eliena7 (11:14:33 AM): since my income has gone from none, since i had it on scholarships/not needed money, to a pretty big check every month, for the same cost i can live in a much much better place
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:14 AM): better in which ways
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:28 AM): what qualifies a home as better, i mean
Eliena7 (11:15:30 AM): more rooms, space, brand new building
DontWorryItsMilk (11:15:57 AM): do you need any of those things? or just stuff you want
Eliena7 (11:17:09 AM): it's just stuff i can have for just a little bit (110$) more a month, so why not?
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:39 AM): moving is a hassle, stuff you don't need for more money, i dunno
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:43 AM): i'm not trying to talk you out of it
DontWorryItsMilk (11:17:49 AM): just asking questions
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:06 AM): i was totally unaware of the situation until mere moments ago
Eliena7 (11:18:30 AM): i told you i was moving on dec 13th a long time ago ;( mutliple times
Eliena7 (11:18:35 AM): like early november
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:48 AM): then it was either a long time ago, or you weren't talking to me
DontWorryItsMilk (11:18:59 AM): either of which would surprise me none at all
Eliena7 (11:19:18 AM): if a long time ago = month, then it was a long time ago :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:19:26 AM): long enough
DontWorryItsMilk (11:19:41 AM): i don't hear from you very often ;/
DontWorryItsMilk (11:20:18 AM): or rather much less often than i was once accustomed to
Eliena7 (11:20:39 AM): that'll change soon!
Eliena7 (11:21:01 AM): my place right now = boxxes, bed, couch, chair, desk, comp table, comp, microwave :P
Eliena7 (11:21:22 AM): i've been taking bit by bit over to the new building and putting it in storage til i can move in
DontWorryItsMilk (11:21:56 AM): there's really only one x in box!
Eliena7 (11:22:11 AM): it's a bad habit, i'll never learn
DontWorryItsMilk (11:25:36 AM): i do lots of thinking these days
Eliena7 (11:25:47 AM): as always :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:26:08 AM): i've probably matured a great deal in only the last couple months
DontWorryItsMilk (11:26:30 AM): i've probably slept a great deal less as well
Eliena7 (11:27:31 AM): ;\
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:35 AM): ya
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:42 AM): i dunno what it's all about
DontWorryItsMilk (11:27:55 AM): i'm growing again, might be a chemical thing
Eliena7 (11:28:40 AM): i thought guys didn't stop growing til they were 21ish
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:04 AM): well it's not continual, i'm sure you're aware of the growth spurt concept
Eliena7 (11:29:09 AM): ya
Eliena7 (11:29:18 AM): how tall are you now ? :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:26 AM): and 25 is generally the cap, even though most people are done way before then
DontWorryItsMilk (11:29:57 AM): for males
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:13 AM): i think 21 is more like a cap for girls, but more often around 18
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:37 AM): i hope the way i said that makes sense, because i know what i mean but i don't feel like i'm properly conveying the message
Eliena7 (11:30:52 AM): it makes sense :P
DontWorryItsMilk (11:30:59 AM): i'm a little taller, but i'm getting broader mostly
DontWorryItsMilk (11:31:06 AM): and my feet got bigger ;(
Eliena7 (11:32:36 AM): does this mean you need to spend more unplanned money and shouldn't have quit working?!
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:16 AM): i've never purchased my own clothing
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:22 AM): so it really doesn't mean much of anything
DontWorryItsMilk (11:33:34 AM): i really wish you'd leave that alone though ;/
Eliena7 (11:33:46 AM): okay
DontWorryItsMilk (11:34:16 AM): most of the revolutions i've come to in the past few weeks i wouldn't have been able to do in my prior situation
DontWorryItsMilk (11:35:18 AM): i'd like to think i've become a much better person recently in several ways, and that should be more than enough justification
DontWorryItsMilk (11:35:43 AM): though i feel somewhat insulted that i so often have the need to justify myself at all
DontWorryItsMilk (11:36:55 AM): i'm still trying to get the ca postion, though i just found out they haven't really even begun the selection process at all
DontWorryItsMilk (11:37:58 AM): and the job would greatly facilitate my advancements in the physical, educational, and dietary aspects of my life
DontWorryItsMilk (11:39:37 AM): i apologize
Eliena7 (11:39:57 AM): just wondering if i'm allowed to say what i think or not
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:09 AM): that's why i apologized
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:30 AM): i realized i probably put you in a bad situation
DontWorryItsMilk (11:40:45 AM): i didn't mean to, i just got carried away
Eliena7 (11:41:01 AM): you realized you put yourself on a holy crusade against one line of something you took as a slight instead of a question
DontWorryItsMilk (11:41:36 AM): i do take it as a slight, simply because you continuously pester me about it
DontWorryItsMilk (11:41:59 AM): i felt the need to explain it more fully in hopes that you might understand
DontWorryItsMilk (11:44:05 AM): i could have said it in a different way, over a longer period of time, and had much less of a startling effect
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:19 AM): i'm really, really doing as well as i can to do the best concerning myself and others
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:40 AM): and i still fuck up all the time, and it's most likely going to be a continuous process for the rest of my life
DontWorryItsMilk (11:46:56 AM): but i'm really trying
Eliena7 (11:48:05 AM): i'm at a loss for words, heh
DontWorryItsMilk (11:48:28 AM): i didn't mean to ;(