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hmm. i suppose the last month has been enough to force me to make an entry.
i now have a boyfriend. after not having one for about a year and a half. it was quite strange at first but i suppose it has grown on me. It is almost a month and im freakin happy. He is about everything i wanted expect in a few ways. but i can accept that. Its strange how i have must have had such low standards because now its crazy. he treats me better than anyone i have ever been with. i dunno how to accept that at the moment but i suppose it will grow on me. but for now. ewa is happy and fucking loving it. (men do not make me happy. i was happy before then. now im not lonely. lol)
i have transfered out of mount holyoke and now am beginning the cuny journey. im takin classes at laguardia for a semester with bonnie so it cant be that bad. im only gonna do the beginning classes that i need so i can transfer to baruch and be happy. maybe i'll even get into nyu. that would be fuckin awesome. so now i get to take the bus with bon bon everyday. yay. oh i can only imagine the shopping sprees. lol
oi. sexy love. its the song that jay dedicated to me. its cute.
i now have a boyfriend. after not having one for about a year and a half. it was quite strange at first but i suppose it has grown on me. It is almost a month and im freakin happy. He is about everything i wanted expect in a few ways. but i can accept that. Its strange how i have must have had such low standards because now its crazy. he treats me better than anyone i have ever been with. i dunno how to accept that at the moment but i suppose it will grow on me. but for now. ewa is happy and fucking loving it. (men do not make me happy. i was happy before then. now im not lonely. lol)
i have transfered out of mount holyoke and now am beginning the cuny journey. im takin classes at laguardia for a semester with bonnie so it cant be that bad. im only gonna do the beginning classes that i need so i can transfer to baruch and be happy. maybe i'll even get into nyu. that would be fuckin awesome. so now i get to take the bus with bon bon everyday. yay. oh i can only imagine the shopping sprees. lol
oi. sexy love. its the song that jay dedicated to me. its cute.