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hammycd

Joining the damn bandwagon...first public post in ages

Dec 03, 2003 20:46

Here's your chance to post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a complaint -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as much as you want. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 3 2003, 20:44:43 UTC

You are great...and sometimes I wish you weren't you. But the eternal optimism sometimes makes me want to shoot you. Thank you for always listening even though it makes you want to shoot me. I am trying to be good though! And I know you are going to be an absolutely wonderful teacher! One that kids look back and say "now that was the one teacher who inspired me to be a better person."

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:21:42 UTC

"you weren't you" - the default thing, yes? yeah. blee.

And I'm really not always an eternal optimist. Sometimes I just want to give up and cry. I just don't want anyone else to feel that way, so I always try and find a bright spot, see?

And I don't always want to shoot you. Just sometimes. I do care, sometimes i just get tired of hearing everything and not being able to solve it. Worrywart!Me.

And aw about the teacher thing. I'm really not sure if that's true, but I hope so.

And yeah, it was so obviously you. We sort of suck at this.

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:23:23 UTC

"you weren't you" - the default thing, yes?

Default thing? What?

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:25:09 UTC

Think, car ride, apartments, two rooms. (and when you remember, don't sigh. don't!)

Unless I'm completely off base.

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:29:19 UTC

I actually said it in reference to the forumz.

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:31:03 UTC

sort of the same thing.

Why do we do honesty type nights on forums or posts instead of over IM?

You're a psuedo-shrink, damnit, what does this say about our personalities?

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:32:50 UTC

Because we are afraid to be honest in more real terms? In terms of reality it's like, face-to-face, phone, IM, then posts because in posts it is not real-time so it is far removed.

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:33:34 UTC

Oh and what did "Yeah. blee" mean exactly? lol

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:37:50 UTC

I knew you'd catch that eventually.

Because, really, if you weren't you and I wasn't me and the default thing and everything, it'd be a lot simplier than where we are now. But, really, we're stuck where we are. All bitter and sighy.

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:44:02 UTC

I keep not understanding why you keep saying default, lol. And the default is a bad thing? Why am I so confused! Yeah...damn bitterness.

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:47:13 UTC

do you not remember that conversation at all? It's not a bad thing, it's just interlinked with the you as you and me as me thing. Follow at all?

and yeah, damn bitterness. HOW DO PEOPLE DO IT?

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:53:31 UTC

By default! I remember now that you mention it, lol.

People date within the circle...they just pass each other around, that's how.

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:57:29 UTC

See, now you get it!

LCoD damnit! Except I'm Silent Bob.

anonymous December 3 2003, 21:58:57 UTC

It's ok...no one wants to date within the circle anyway.

hammycd December 3 2003, 21:59:57 UTC

Oh but for the love of God and all that good junk, just dating would be nice. Even in the circle. Oh lord, did I say that?

anonymous December 3 2003, 22:05:09 UTC

Oh no! I cannot lose you to the dark side! Do not go into the deep dark depths of the circle!

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