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Wow, school's been really boring, junior year looks like it's going to suuck! Freshman year was my favorite, coz we were all still psyched about being in high school. Oooh we're older now, we're in high school!! Now it's kinda like fuck this bring on college!
My teachers are all extremely boring exept for Matel. I love Matel, she's crazy! Gotta see Hero this weekend with Jay, Kendircks, Matt and whoever else goes Prolly gonna see exorcist again. Very boring plans, but hey, MI is a boring place to live!! This feels like it's gonna be a long year =/ Oh well, only 2 more years before I'm outta here!!
I've been thinking a lot. Why do we spend so much time and energy trying to impress people. No, it's not just me, all you bitches know what I mean, dont deny! We spend so much time trying to show people the best parts of us and make them like us, and then the closer they get the more they see of what you've been hiding. I dunno what else to say, things are just really screwed up. But we should always remember this world we live in now, and what we do now, won't last forever. It's only temporary. But even though we know that we're all going to die sooner or later, we still feel the need to make this world enjoyable and worth living in. It's just how humans are. Crude, impatient and flawed. The futur is always more important than the present or the past. The future can mean when you're older in your 30s and when you get a job. Or it can mean the last day. Are those times not more important than the times we live in now? Why are we so blind that we cant see it! People act like they're going to live forever.
It's kinda late, I always tell myself not to update this thing when it's late. I just KNOW I'm gonna read this tomorrow and be like WTF WAS I ON CRACK!!!!!!!! Oh well, we'll see what happens.
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