Jul 06, 2004 16:12
Alot has happened since my last moment of pause.
A thread of strange serendipity seems to have sprung to life within my life. Chance encounters have led to new prospects, yet the likelyhood of these meetings has been so unlikely. I feel the pull of blind intuition and have been compelled to follow it, for better or worse.
Even seemingly "bad" occurances have been turining up silver linings.
In spite of it all, I still feel hope.
Loneliness is hard to avoid however, and even harder to stare down.
My experiances at TFC sadly only served to broaden this gulf.
Even surrounded by "like minded" people, I was on the outside looking in and did not feel all that welcome. Perhaps it's just me.
On a brighter note, fate has brought me access to casting facilities.
At long last I will be able to create some new inventory :)
It's been literally years since i have been able to do this.
I am really pumped to make the most of this opportunity.
I may actually be able to make up enough to set up a dealers table
for the next TFC. Perhaps meeting people on that level will prove easier for me.
Throughout it all, I give thanks for friends.
Without them I would be lost.