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Alcoholic kind of mood
cruising for a piece of fun
Run away from all your boredom
Run away from all your whoredom and wave
Your worries, and cares, goodbye
All it takes is one decision
ok so i havent actually wrote anything in a longgg time and i think im finally ganna talk and spill my shit out
MK
soo nate and i broke up cuz he loves drugs and he took me for granted he even said so....now that weve got his confessions down i love nate i love the kid dearly and i dont know what i would have done for the last 7months of my life hes like my best frined and its ganna stay that way no way in hell am i ganna be with that kid again cuz yet his like a really good firned he bothers the fuck out of me with his drama and his ways just knowing that he broke us off cuz he was confused pisses me off and ill never ever go for a guy like him again! OUT OF THE SYSTEM...im feeling better already...mk so ill start form week befor nate and i were over to this verry day nate was avoding me...not picking up my calls not talking to me for long just plain out blowing me off for drugs and getting drunk ... and in the mean time i wasnt about to just sit around and wate for my stupid boyfrined ( at the time ) to come back to his sences so i went out hung with sarah and ash for a few days i met this kid maxx and i hung out with him for the hole time that nate was avoding me and getting all fucked up....at the time i though maxx would be some one ide just pass up find a cuple things i had incommon with him but just pass him up cuz i though nate was my everything.. well shit went down and nate broke us off with in the click for seven digets and now i am well convinced that im a 16 year old girl that dosent need to be tyed down and having a nate jamnik running my life so i just chilling and hung with maxx he kinda helped me keep my mind off nate and for some reason i dont think maxx is some sort of rebound that ide usally pick up from some where hes kinda like some one i could see myself sticking around with and i know he kinda feels the same so here i am...just chilling going with the flow im not sure what to do people are telling me form left to right maxx likes you hes heels over head for you he wants to be with you his says your girl frined miteral and for some reason im not letting it get to my head ive created a block from stupid things like that cuz im so cold. boys suck and i hate people but for some reason maxx has me hooked i keep heraing things but he never confesses and im just wateing for the day to hear him say something JUST ANYTHING i guess thats why i keep comming around looking for more of maxx and right now im feeling good i have no worrys and i wake up every moring witha smile and i dont depend on anyone but myself and for once i feel like im actually going forward i like life and i dont have a little voice in the back of my head saying only temporally youll be happy... i dont know i guess i just might be talking out my ass.... im peacing out that was only alittle bit of whats going threw my head but im so tired of typeing so im just ganna give...here ya go ashley hamm style!
cruising for a piece of fun
Run away from all your boredom
Run away from all your whoredom and wave
Your worries, and cares, goodbye
All it takes is one decision
ok so i havent actually wrote anything in a longgg time and i think im finally ganna talk and spill my shit out
MK
soo nate and i broke up cuz he loves drugs and he took me for granted he even said so....now that weve got his confessions down i love nate i love the kid dearly and i dont know what i would have done for the last 7months of my life hes like my best frined and its ganna stay that way no way in hell am i ganna be with that kid again cuz yet his like a really good firned he bothers the fuck out of me with his drama and his ways just knowing that he broke us off cuz he was confused pisses me off and ill never ever go for a guy like him again! OUT OF THE SYSTEM...im feeling better already...mk so ill start form week befor nate and i were over to this verry day nate was avoding me...not picking up my calls not talking to me for long just plain out blowing me off for drugs and getting drunk ... and in the mean time i wasnt about to just sit around and wate for my stupid boyfrined ( at the time ) to come back to his sences so i went out hung with sarah and ash for a few days i met this kid maxx and i hung out with him for the hole time that nate was avoding me and getting all fucked up....at the time i though maxx would be some one ide just pass up find a cuple things i had incommon with him but just pass him up cuz i though nate was my everything.. well shit went down and nate broke us off with in the click for seven digets and now i am well convinced that im a 16 year old girl that dosent need to be tyed down and having a nate jamnik running my life so i just chilling and hung with maxx he kinda helped me keep my mind off nate and for some reason i dont think maxx is some sort of rebound that ide usally pick up from some where hes kinda like some one i could see myself sticking around with and i know he kinda feels the same so here i am...just chilling going with the flow im not sure what to do people are telling me form left to right maxx likes you hes heels over head for you he wants to be with you his says your girl frined miteral and for some reason im not letting it get to my head ive created a block from stupid things like that cuz im so cold. boys suck and i hate people but for some reason maxx has me hooked i keep heraing things but he never confesses and im just wateing for the day to hear him say something JUST ANYTHING i guess thats why i keep comming around looking for more of maxx and right now im feeling good i have no worrys and i wake up every moring witha smile and i dont depend on anyone but myself and for once i feel like im actually going forward i like life and i dont have a little voice in the back of my head saying only temporally youll be happy... i dont know i guess i just might be talking out my ass.... im peacing out that was only alittle bit of whats going threw my head but im so tired of typeing so im just ganna give...here ya go ashley hamm style!