Smile like you mean it
Time for an update. My friends Brett and Joe are going to Brockton to look at a car for sale tomorrow. I think I'm gonna skip History class to go, I didn't do the reading anyway. Tomorrow is a discussion day and I don't feel much like going. I never feel much like discussing in class. I would much rather get lectured at and take notes and tests and write a paper or 2. I really don't like spending a few hours outside of class reading to come in and talk about it for 75 minutes.
I have a Calculus 2 test in about 9 hours, I studied a bit for that...I won't even go down that road right now.
I just read something interesting in Charlene's LJ saying how people who think too much end up doubting way too much. This made my realize how true it is and how much I do that. I always over analyze situations and end up doubting things, a lot. I should stop doing that. I really should.
So tomorrow is valentines day...or today i guess it is now...either way I don't have one, and I really don't care lol. I don't know anybody that actually like this holiday. meh, whatever.
I'm hopefully staying in Mara Village next year, hopefully in Mara 2, if not I'll be in 7, so I'm really hoping for 2, I gave some good reasoning to stay here, so hopefully I will.
Something else I always do...I overthink things...which brings the doubt...which leads me to not do anything about something that could be a good thing if I went for it. I also overexxagerate consequences to stuff, which leads to the same ending.
On another completely different note....no matter how much I deny these feelings....they're still there, and they're still real, so umm...fuck....If you don't know what I'm talking about you don't need to know, basically.
I have a Calculus 2 test in about 9 hours, I studied a bit for that...I won't even go down that road right now.
I just read something interesting in Charlene's LJ saying how people who think too much end up doubting way too much. This made my realize how true it is and how much I do that. I always over analyze situations and end up doubting things, a lot. I should stop doing that. I really should.
So tomorrow is valentines day...or today i guess it is now...either way I don't have one, and I really don't care lol. I don't know anybody that actually like this holiday. meh, whatever.
I'm hopefully staying in Mara Village next year, hopefully in Mara 2, if not I'll be in 7, so I'm really hoping for 2, I gave some good reasoning to stay here, so hopefully I will.
Something else I always do...I overthink things...which brings the doubt...which leads me to not do anything about something that could be a good thing if I went for it. I also overexxagerate consequences to stuff, which leads to the same ending.
On another completely different note....no matter how much I deny these feelings....they're still there, and they're still real, so umm...fuck....If you don't know what I'm talking about you don't need to know, basically.